(Miyoung's P O V)

Urgh, what do you mean consider him? I laugh at you, Park-er-Kwon Miyoung. You're just avoiding that brother of yours. And, Mingyu? Your boyfriend? He's avoiding you. 

I told this to myself. Days has passed since it happened. I begged Seung-ah to not eat at the table during lunch. But she told me not to be dramatic and just go. But every time she steps closer, I move further. So now I eat at the hang-out. Sometimes with Seung-ah, if I drag her along. Or with Vernon, just to have company.

Sometimes, I even stay here to skip classes. Just because Mingyu's beside me and I get uncomfortable. If mom knew about this, I'd be getting an earful from her.  

How do people even deal with their feelings? How do you even choose people you love? Mingyu being my boyfriend was unexpected too. I actually didn't think about it when I told him I'll be his girlfriend. Seung-ah's right. Poor, Mingyu.

But, then, there's Soonyoung. The guy who recently became my brother. The guy who pisses me off by a small detail. The guy who loves to stare at me.

Okay, that sounded a bit creepy. But how would I ever choose between a hot guy and guy who could make me smile?

Do I even like Mingyu? He's cute, handsome, kind, tall-- boyfriend material. I really appreciate his feelings for me. I don't think I've given him the same amount he's been giving to me. But I guess it really is one-sided... 

Every time I would come home, Soonyoung would leave me alone. He'd be in Dad's office while I stay cooped in my room. But today would be different. I realized I really need to give him the talk he wanted the other day.

I knocked on the door. "Come in.", said the voice on the other side.

I gently closed the door behind me. "Let's talk."

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