Pretty Long
Pretty Boys“Oppa,” You smile at him as he approached you.
“You’re leaving,” He stated.
“You’re too” You grinned, he knew you were right. There were nothing left for you here, now that he was gone.
You needed to change.
You wanted to change.
And this was the change.
“I’ll miss you, Oppa” You said sadly, he didn’t answer though.
Instead he pulled you into a tight embrace.
Tightly you hold onto him.
“You wait for me wouldn’t you?” He asked.
“I always will,” You answered, blinking at the cold winter surround the two of you. It was cold, he was cold. Everything was cold.
“I’m sorry Min-jee ah,” He whispered.
‘I know and I’ll always forgive you’ you wanted to say that to him but you didn’t, it was too much already. You need to let him go.
“I need to go now,” You said holding back your tears, pulling yourself away. He stared back at you. It was too much. Please don’t look at me with such eyes.
I’m sorry.
And you left, just like that.
Saranghae, Oppa.
You wanted to stay.
But how could you?
When he wasn’t yours to begin with.
And just like that you was awake from your deep slumber. You didn’t make the call to him after all. You stop yourself from making it, midway through. After that it was forcing yourself home to walk home alone like always. It was painful, you shouldn’t have done that. Just thinking about it, making everything seem to comeback.
You said you wanted to forgive and forget.
You said you wanted to change.
But sometimes you wonder how much changes have been made and how much longer you will forgive and forget?
Now that you were over with your emotional state, you finally dragged yourself out of bed and get ready to school.
Looking at the mirror, you pushed up your cheek and make fun of yourself a little.
Another day, another dawn you told yourself.
And with that you washed everything away.
Today you have decided that you going to dealt with it after all. Being in S class that is, you was just going to accepted and move on.
It only one year left and you’ll be out of here.
So after dropping your brother off, you went to school like always.
A few whisper was heard here and there as you walk to S building.
It wasn’t that bad quite surprisi
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