I woke up with Namjoon moving. But then I felt asleep again. And then I woke up with Jungkook getting out of bed. And then I felt asleep again. I woke up again with someone sitting next to my body. 

We're leaving. - A whispering tone told me. 

I simply answered "hm" and turned around, falling asleep before the body next to me leave.
I woke up definitively later and everything was dark. I didn't see anything but prayed Jungkook had leave my phone in his side of the pillow and thanked him when it was there. With the phone's light help, I got out of the room and walked to the kitchen. Everything was a mess but I was too sleepy to clean it. I just got a glass of milk and when I turned around to leave the kitchen, a tall figure was standing next to the door. I jumped of surprise and really thought my heart would stop. 

I'm sorry to scare you. - He said and I tried to fake a smile so I wouldn't show how scared I was.

I looked around to check if the milk didn't got scared and jump as well and it didn't.

So what are you doing here? Weren't you guys supposed to go to the movies with fans? - I asked, avoiding his tall body to go to the living room.

I sat on the floor and noticed he followed me when he sat behind me, on the couch.

I was not feeling so well. My stomach was hurting.  Are you feeling better? - I tried to look at his face but instantly regretted. Yes. - His tone was rougher now. You should clean that kitchen then. 

The silence came and I thought I was maybe a little rude and talked again. - I can help you.
I almost heard his smile when his hands got to my hair.

I’m sorry if I scared you the other day. – He whispered.

I got my head down to look at my hands.

Keep your head up, I’m trying to do something.

I did so but didn’t know what to say. My heart didn’t know what to do either and started beating faster.

It’s okay. – Jin said. And I thought to myself that whatever he was talking about, it wasn’t okay.

The uncomfortable silence came back and I just wanted to get up and close myself in Jungkook and Namjoon’s room but I just wanted it to be okay. I just wanted things to be comfortable and I ignored my burning eyes.

It’s done.

I got up as soon as I heard him and touched my hair. From what I could feel, it was a braid. I then saw a phone in front of me.

Let’s take a photo. – I heard his voice near me and swallowed hard.

We ended up taking two photos. One showing our faces and another one of his face next to my braid and I quickly tried to get away when we were done.

Let’s watch a movie. – He smiled. I was… Actually… - I looked at Jungkook and Namjoon’s room. – I was going to call Miguel and Sofia. Oh, call them here. Let’s all talk.

Okay, yes. I really wanted it all to be okay and comfortable… but it’s normal I didn’t want to be alone with him now. We didn’t need to be close friends. Not now right after he kiss me.

Something’s happening, I need to talk with them alone, I’m sorry. – I started walking to the room and when I was turning around to excuse myself, his chest bumped with my face. Don’t run away from me. I’m going nowhere. – He whispered, looking down to me.

I turned around and walked to the room again but he held my arm.

Jin, stop. – I begged him. – What the hell do you want? – I turned to him, and it was unexpected to me as well. I don’t know. – He looked down. Then leave me alone. Can we just try to make it comfortable and okay? Can you stop messing around with me? Can we just be like I am with the other boys? – I finally got rid of his arm and closed the room’s door in his face.

I sat on Jungkook’s bed and held my phone. I didn’t feel like talking with Sofia and Miguel now so I just scrolled down on Twitter, finding photos from the day before. I couldn’t even concentrate myself in nothing. I looked away from the phone and my eyes stopped in a little table with frames and I noticed there was a new one since I got to the house the first time. It was a white frame and I recognized my face. It was one of the selfies me and Jungkook took when I surprised him in the practice room and he slept in my hotel room. I finally found myself smiling in that day. But a sad smile. I’d have to tell Jungkook about Jin. Even though Jin was probably just confused and didn’t really want to hurt anyone, Jungkook deserved to know. I’d tell him.

In that moment I heard the door knocking and my heart started beating faster again.

I don’t want to come in, don’t worry. – Jin said from the other side. – I’m going to meet the guys. And… - He paused but I thought I just didn’t listen it and I focused on the white frame again. – I’m sorry.

After a few seconds I heard the apartment’s door closing and I got out of the room. I called Sofia on skype just as a voice call and told her what happened. She didn’t interrupted.

I don’t really want to talk about this anymore. I’m telling Jungkook later. – I said forcing a smile to myself. I think you’re doing the right thing telling him. – She whispered and I sighed. – So are you going to skype with us later? I don’t know. I can do it now. The boys aren’t here. – I sat on the couch looking at nothing. Don’t you want to be alone for now? Oh, no. I’ll make my lunch and call you in five minutes, okay? – I said and we hang up.

The five minutes became twenty since I cleane