The next day we had a really comfortable lunch with Sofia, Miguel and the rest of The Sweet Pace girls. There were no fangirl attacks and just a group of friends in a Japanese restaurant, with two Korean persons and all of us speaking Korean. The guy who was serving us even asked us where were we from and ended up confessing he was Chinese. It was a big convection of Asian culture since at some point Miguel even started to sing Japanese and Indian songs randomly, just like he is. 
Miguel and Sofia also confessed it was hard to convince their parents to let them go to LA but they ended up accepting it and they would leave in the next day. 
In that afternoon I quickly said goodbye to the rest of my friends and my family promising I'd be back soon since my vacations were coming. It was 7pm when we walked into the plane to LA.
I got to sit next to Jungkook and we decided not to sleep and watch movies. We started doing it with a little blanket covering us with our fingers playing with each other under it. But as I rested my head on his shoulder and he rested his on top of mine, our fingers stood quiet and at some point we ended up falling asleep.
We arrived and Jungkook had to run to his New York fly.
- Come with me! - He asked me a billion of times.
- I can't. I have to receive Miguel and Sofia.
- Aish. - He pretended he was mad before hugging my waist to kiss me. 
I tried to avoid it since there was people waiting for him around us who were taking photos but he just did it and gave no signs to let me go for some minutes. 
Around us the crowd seemed to scream and I couldn't ignore it anymore. I could hear the security freaking out as Jungkook kissed me with more passion and it didn't seem right or comfortable anymore so I pushed him slightly away. I could feel my eyes burning full of tears because I just felt so uncomfortable but I couldn't say goodbye to Jungkook crying so I did my best to force a smile and hugged him.
- See you soon. - I told him and turned to the girls so we'd leave to our apartment. 
As soon as I turned my Wi-Fi on, my twitter timeline was exploding with me and Jungkook everywhere. It wasn't his fault. He just wanted to say goodbye like every couple would do and the sad part was that we couldn't have our little precious moment saying goodbye if it means it has to be uncomfortable and with everyone screaming and talking about it later. I sent a message to Jungkook with these words and apologizing for pushing him away. He answer we'd get away to get that "precious little moment" and said he was sorry for kissing me forgetting all the people around one more time. 
We didn’t talk the next day. I guess we wanted to see the feedback people would give us and think about what we could say. It was like when we laid down in silence together so it wasn't uncomfortable. 

After picking up Miguel and Sofia they felt asleep together in my bed and I sat alone in the living room. I tried to call Jungkook but it went to the voicemail.
- Hey you're calling the cute Jeon Jungkook. I'll hear your message and call you back as soon as I can.
- Hey... - I paused and walked to the window where I could see the stars. - I wish you were here. I'm looking at the stars and you're probably asleep but I wish you'd be doing the same. It was good to hear your voice in the voicemail. You're right, Jungkook. We're going to work this out. We're so young. I hope you're okay and not too tired. I think I love you more than I told you before. I think tomorrow I'll love you more. - I laughed of how cheesy I was but my eyes were full of tears and I just felt so scared. I just wanted his arms to hold me. - Even if we don’t see each other every day and can't kiss when we want, no one is going to take your place and nothing will change. 
I took a deep breath before clicking the screen to delete the message because I was just making a big deal out of it. I sat on the couch again, trying