I think it all started in May, 2015. The company rent us a big apartment, as before we lived in a little one with only two single beds. We moved there with the idea of a new start. Even though we were trainees for two years and we had so many changes in our lives, this one was the biggest one. Our fan base was huge all around the world and we were finally being treated like a group and not individual trainees. May would be our last month home to say goodbye to our family for a while. I flew to Portugal and got in a taxi to the school where my friends were studying.

I stood there for twenty minutes as they were all in classes. I missed them a lot and I was sure I would miss them even more. I would give everything to spend one week with them in this school, sharing boring classes and have fun in 5 minutes of breaks.

When the bell rang my heart started beating faster than I thought. I was not expecting to be nervous but I was, and my hands started shaking as I saw Miguel coming out of the school in little jumps with Monica behind him. They both ran to me as my legs started shaking as well. They hugged me and I almost felt but I tried to hold them so tight to me. Those were my best friends. Miguel was a homoual guy who loved kpop and the funniest boy you would ever met. Monica was a black girl into Korea more than her own life. In the back of them I saw Ivan, David, Sofia, Sara and Carolina aka my life. Ivan was smaller than me but he remembered me how his h