Kai POV

It's visionary if everything goes well. Certain things didn't work out like I wished it would work out. Some fights with Krystal weren't the problem but other things have been bothering me. Even though I'm thankful for what Junmyeon did for me, he's related to one of those who I hate the most in my life. Even though it's not his fault, there is still a part of me who blames him while I shouldn't. Is it because of what overcame me? He came across trustworthy since the day I met him because he is. He helped me out, for a reason. He did it out of sympathy and felt responsible for what happened. Junmyeon is the son of a high ranking general in the army, he told me that. But how could I've known he's none other than one of my stepmother's nephews who I've never seen before I entered the army. The general who wangled me out of being kicked out of the army after starting a fight is none other than my ex-stepmother's brother. The general who I confronted is pretty much my step uncle and Junmyeon is my step nephew.  Junmyeon claimed that since the day he discovered his aunt did horrible things he had taken a distance from her and that he'd take revenge. Part of his revenge was helping me out because he felt responsible for what his aunt; my stepmother did to my precious stepfather who raised me up and helped me leave my past behind. Park Kyungri who revealed every single detail she knew about those who persuaded her to become pregnant and deceive me is now living well alone with her mother and her almost two years old son. She didn't get sentenced to prison for attempting to deceive me and threaten me. She was a victim who was misguided. Instead of Kyungri who got in prison, my ex step mother got sentenced to prison for murder. A more interesting thing is that I found out where my dad is. Now I know where he had been several years. The truth is revealed and the only thing I do is apologize for my words and thoughts I had about my father. The sun is shining brightly. I placed a bouquet of flowers on the gravestone. Both my parents passed away on a unfair way. The both passed away because of me. My mom got run over by a car and my dad was probably abused and eventualy shot. If I didn't exist, the possibility that the Chinese would have aimed for our family would be smaller. If only dad didn't protect me, mom wouldn't have protected me for those who had dad in their might. She wouldn't have passed away and so wouldn't my father. All the bad thoughts I had about him while he only protected me. Not only did he protect me, but also Krystal who I cannot lose by my side. If it wouldn't be for my father, I would have lost Krystal, my money, property, everything. This is unfair. I had to lose both my parents and step father until I could live this life. Is my life meant to be some tragedy wit