Krystal POV

Minho oppa visited me yesterday when he was free. He's the only one who visited me so far. I never felt this lonely before. I love it thatI finally get the time to rest but during times like this, while resting, I have lots of things in my mind. In the past when I was a trainee, I could never join my friends and go to parties or school outings. Now I am bored, I realized again how destroyed my youth was. I went to school and after school I'd immediately go to SM and train until midnight. I didn't go out with my friends often. I started to become an outsider a year before I debuted. I started to feel lonely, but fortunately Victoria-unnie, Luna-unnie, Amber and Sulli were by my side from the very beginning. I feel thankful. Now I;m feeling lonely because of Jongin's absence, I realize that I'm also thankful to Jongin. "When is this guy coming back?", I scrolled down to in my Kakao list. He's status is still on offline, and he hasn't been online since two days. Now our feeling for eachother are official, I finally understand how those women feel when their boyfriends go to serve in army. I currently have these feelings for the consecutive two days. I wished I was beside my mother or father... But unfortunately they are in the States. Jessica unnie is too busy to even care about me even though she's not a part of SNSD anymore. I thought she'd finally have time for me, but it's seems that our sister relationship will forever stay a long distance sister relationship. When comes the day we are going to make up again? Since Jessica left me after her visit in the hospital, she hasnt contacted me before. Is she mad or is Jessica busy? I snuggle under my blanket. It's warm and feels comfortable. It makes me sleepy. I close my eyes.

Kai POV

I paid the taxi bill and stepped out of the taxi. I entered the building in front of me and took the elevator to the 39th floor. I feel tired. I couldn't sleep at all in the plane and when I was by my father's side. I pressed in the 6 numbers doorcode and step into the appartement. I smell the lovely scent I;ve missed alot, even though I have only been away for 3 days. I take of my coat and shoes and walked into the livingroom, seeing Krystal crawled like a small ball sleeping on the sofa. I sat down on the floor beside facing my back to the sofa Krystal was lying on. I took a deep breath. Damn I;m tired. It feelings like I haven't slept for over 48hours. I rubbed my eyes and turned my neck to face Krystal's face. Her face could be just seen, more than the half of her face was covered with her blanket. I folded the blanket a bit, so I could see the girl's face. "Kai...", Krystal murmered under her sleep. Her eyes are still closed. I looked at her in suprise. "How does she knows... you know...my name is Kai?", I asked and gulped. This name out this woman's mouth again. I leaned with my back against the sofa again. I supported my head with my crossed arms in on my knees. I stared in front of me, and stayed silent for a few minutes. "Kai...", I could hear Krystal's voice. 'You're finally back", I felt a pair of arms wrapped around my neck. The scent of Krystal became stronger. "Morning princess", I said weakly. "Are you okay