Kai POV

"Hey I got a cold towel for you, lay down",  I put down the tub filled with water on the nightstand and take out the towel out of the tub. "Did you check your temperature?", I asked. Krystal shook her head lightly. I looked at her in disbelief. Normally the first thing you do when you are ill you'll check your temperature, but no this girl had nobody to take care of. "I just don't want them to worry...", Krystal murmered. "Them?",  I asked. "My parents. I refused Minjoon to check my temperature, cause otherwise he'd pass the information over to my parents at least. It's better to tell I'm just ill without the temperature what could make them worry more". I'm speechles, the mindset of Krystal is so weird compared the way I think. If she doesn't check her temperature, things become worse because she might overwork herself without knowing how much her body can take. Worse as in being ill for a longer time than normally. "Pabo, how can you think like that?", I scolded Soojung who is still lying down on her side. She looked at me with her round eyes and pouted. "Come on, ly on your back. Do you have a thermometer somehwere?", I asked while helping Krystal to lie on her back. I wring a bit of the water out of the towel above the tub and put the towel on Krystal's forehead. "It's there", she pointed at her desk, "drawer". I got up and opened the drawer, searching for the thermometer. After a bit searching, I finally found a small white box with the word "thermometer" written in Korean on it.  I opened the box and took out the little rectangular thing. "You just have to stuck it in my ear and press that blue button", Krystal explained. I did like she said and put the thermometer in her ear, pressed the blue button. "39 degrees celcius Jung Soojung", I looked at her. She looked back at me. "It could be worse, you better try to sleep now", I take the deskchair and place it beside Krystal's bed. "How am I supposed to sleep when you're here watching me", Krystal whined. "Don't whine if you want get better soon", I gave a go- to-sleep kiss on her cheek and sat down beside her on the chair, wanting to see her fall asleep. I shove the chair close to the edge of the bed, so I could be able to Krystal to sleep.

A few minutes have passed. I stop Krystal's hair and just stared at her. Not sure if it's right to worry like this or I'm an overprotected boyfriend. It has been a long time ago since I cared for someone this much. I cared about my both stepparents but not this way. If my stepparents were ill, our maids would look after them. My love for Krystal is different. This different kind of love I'd only show my mother who's not with me anymore. I looked at Krystal, who is sleeping quietely like a princess. She fell asleep pretty fast. "Omma, how much I want us both to see you...", I mumbled without awareness. I let my head fall in my hands. I blinked. Now I think about it, I can't believe I haven't really thought about my mother before now I'm so busy. I had so many things in my mind making me unable to think properly about mother. "What if my life as CEO makes me forget mom? No way..", I thought. I looked at Krystal once again. "What if my life as CEO makes me forget Krystal?", I asked myself. Sometimes I worry too much, I should just enjoy the moments now I can. I take a deep breath and blinked once again, weep. I frowned my eyebrows, not wanting the tears drop. "If you don't want to cry, look at the sky.  I looked up at Krystal, who was sleeping just a while ago. "What's wrong?", Krystal asked. I yawned. "Uhm.. I was just tired, I teared up...", I lied. "Tsk, liar", Krystal joked. "Really! Don't you even know how hard it is to take care of your girlfriend?", I said. To be honest I just don't want Krystal to see me cry. I don't want to show the person she loves is weak. Fortunately it looks like she believes in what I said. "Sorry, only this last lie", I thought. "Why don't you sleep?", I asked. It looked like she was deep asleep a few minutes ago. "Something keeps bothering me... I have something in my mind these days now I've time to think... I want to ask you something", Krystal said. I nodded, waiting for Krystal's question. "You know last time when we were in the mountains? You were piggyriding me from the mountains when someone called you. You told m