Kai POV

"I'm not going to keep secrets from you. Jung Soojung, I did wrong and I like you", I said. I can't keep secrets from Krystal, I'm going to tell her. "Soojung, you know... I hurt-" "Oppa I don't care what you did... Can't you just learn from your mistakes and act like nothing happened no matter how bad it was...? I am not in the state to have a fight with you" Well that was unexpected. Krystal expressions are weird. She turned so serious and blank faced... does she perhaps remember that I hurt her? Is she feeling unwell? "But... I cannot" I can learn from my mistakes but I can't erase my mistakes and turn back to the old time. "Hey, but are you feeling unwell? You look a bit pale..." I rested my right hand on Krystal's thigh. The girl opposite to me flinched by my move. With one move she grabbed my hand off her thighs, stood up and let go of my hand mid air. I gulped. "Did I say or do something wrong?", I asked myself while I felt Krystal's gaze on me. "Krystal-" "Stay away...", Krystal said as she slowly away from me small step by small step. Krystal's eyes grew bigger as I looked more at her. I stood up but every time I took a step to Krystal, the girl moved a step away from me. "Krystal, you're not feeling well. Come her sit down, you look like you're going to break down any time", I pointed at the bed and then at the chair she was sitting on a minute ago. Soojung didn't listen. I have no choice but to force her because she doesn't want to obey. "I know you don't want to listen to me, but please sit down and don't move. I'm going to get a doctor", I took my steps to Krystal. "Don't tell me what to do, who are you to tell me what to do ", the girl objects. Her words made me furious. If she doesn't remember everything what happened in the past, she knows I'm someone who cares about her. I'm someone who tells her what to do because I worry about her. What have I been doing the last month? I couldn't sleep because I missed and worried about her. I gave up work and did anything to find this girl. I travelled to China to search for and eventually found her. I brought her to a nearby hospital and was by her side until her sister came. I know it was all my fault, but I found her and still care about her. Am I not capable enough for her to her what she has to do just because of her own good. Who am I? "Yahh Jung Soojung!", I shouted, "I care and worry about you and that's why I'm commanding you around. It's not because who I am but because of what I've left for you" I grabbed Krystal's shoulders and dragged her t