Special Chapter: Black&White;'s Tracklist

The Vanity in My Love

Author's Note: Hello everyone! This is Black&White(Sunyoung and Onew's subunit)'s tracklist for their self-titled album(which means the title of the album is Black&White, too). Their title track is called "Love Sick" and the other songs will be revealed as you see the lyrics. 

If you notice the lyrics of each song, they relate to Sunyoung's and Onew's relationship status, especially "Love Sick".

Sunyoung: this color 

Onew: this color

Sunyoung/Onew: this color 

1. Love Sick

 It was the first time feeling like this
My entire heart has been taken from me
What do I do? What should I do?
In front of you, I become ice
I ruin it all with good-for-nothing words
You might have thought
that I was stupid
Why did you make me like this

 Give it back to me,
my heart that you took without knowing
Why did you come inside without permission,
without warning and shake me up?
You burn me up and make me cry

 I pray every day for the day you will look back to me
Can’t you see me as a woman? Is it already too late?

 It was the first time I got to know love

 I can’t hide this face
Everything about me was caught
What do I do? What should I do?

When I see you, I turn white
I run away like a child
You might have thought
I was arrogant and strange
Why did I change like this?

Sunyoung/Onew: Give it back to me,
my heart that you took without knowing
Why did you come inside without permission,
without warning and shake me up?
You burn me up and make me cry

I pray every day for the day you will look back to me
Can’t you see me as a woman? Is it already too late?

 It was the first time I got to know love

 Will it get better if
I’m love sick like a cold?
(love sick like a cold)
What happens if I’m love sick again?

 Please take it away,

this love that opened my eyes to you
Why did you come to me without caution,
without sound and shake me up?

 You make me want you and be in pain
I hope every day for the day you will finally acknowledge me
Can’t it be fulfilled just once? I’ve waited for a long time

It was the first time I got to know love

2. Hard But Easy

Sometimes I want to see you,
sometimes I miss you
Why is this happening?
I don't know why i keep on changing
 
Even if I didn't love,
I knew that I once smiled
I dont know this type of feeling well
Why am I always awkward?
 
You, who were just like an idiot
(Im falling in love with you~)
Just like this, so often,
Im becoming more and more like you
 
Im going to know you, love you
Even if I was so distant at the beginning
I constantly open my heart towards you
 
Im going to know you, love you
Even if I was like a coward at the beginning
It seems like we can do anything if were together
 
Like or dislike or whatever
I don't even know how I feel towards you
Why is it like that, I dont know
 
Where is the me, who got up myself
even when i fell often?
I don't know the new me
Why is it always so difficult?
 
Did you ever think of me once or so?
(Im falling in love with you~)
Why cant I bear to speak?
 
Im going to know you, love you
Even if I was so distant at the beginning
I constantly open my heart towards you
 
Im going to know you, love you
Even if I was like a coward at the beginning
It seems like we can do anything if were together
 
Can we love again?
This is what i worry
Im already in with you
 
You're going to know me, love me
If you give your love, there's something to do
Are you really difficult like me?
 
We are going to know each other,
and love each other
Perhaps as two, I would have cried for a while
If you are like me, please tell me
 
3. Honesty
 
One, Two, Three
 
I wake up and open my sleepy eyes
It'll be tomorrow in a little bit 
I feel bad for letting the day pass by so fast
I swallow sand
 
Time passes by hectically

Will we get so used to our fluttering feelings
That we’ll feel them as a definite thing?
I’m sad over pointless worries

 Infrequent greetings

Actions that scarred softly
I didn’t mean to hurt you
I’m always sorry

 Because you’ve always been there to protect me
Because you’ve taken the criticism that I should receive
You have shielded me without a word and now
I will reflect you like a mirror

 Rewind the film of our memories
To the day we first met
My heart pounded, I couldn’t hide my tears
They overflowed as much as I was grateful

 You understood me better than myself
When I was on the verge of breaking down
Seeing you having a harder time than I did
Made me cry like a child

 There’s a connection in our relationship
A huge one that I can’t explain in words
 Our conversations, piled with memories
Continue on today

Because you’ve always been there to protect me
Because you’ve taken the criticism that I should receive
You have shielded me without a word and now
I will reflect you like a mirror

 Because you’ve always been there to protect me
Because you’ve taken the criticism that I should receive
You have shielded me without a word and now
I will hold you
 

 When it becomes tiring and I want to give up
 When I am weak and I want to run away
 Your small hand becomes my biggest strength
For the rest of my life, I’ll sing a song for you

You have always been there
Believing in me and protecting me

I’ll convey this song of appreciation

 At the end of this very long connection
At the end of this train stop, unaware of where it’ll reach
We learn as we go on and feel many things
I’m always late at expressing my emotions

You won’t be forgotten in my heart, right?
You’ll remain in my eyes as you smile, right?
If my joy can become your happiness
I’ll be thankful

4. Can't Leave

A sigh weighs me down carefully
And won’t let me sleep, yeah
I tell my empty heart that it’s a fool
“Why can’t I cry even though I’m in pain?”
 
The memories of loving me may be a bit difficult
But I break down as I see you letting them go one by one
 
I can’t leave
You are more precious than I am
Come back again
Tonight, yeah
 
I can’t
The days that were so beautiful
Even the times we hated each other
I miss them so much, I can’t forget them
Come back again, yeah
 
I hate myself for trying to erase you without regrets
I really hate my heart that’s holding onto you again
When I think of you, my day filled with sighs is so long
When I sometimes see the river,
 the words “I love you” won’t float away
 
When I pass every light that illuminates the path
My vision gets blurry whoa yeah
It’s not that my heart is beating
Because my breaths that get rougher are bothering me
 
I try to erase the memories of loving you
But I look pathetic when I find myself putting them back
 
I can’t leave
Girl, you’re more precious than I am
Come back again
Tonight, yeah, yeah
 
I can’t
The days that were so beautiful
Even the times we hated each other
I miss them so much, I can’t forget them
 
Everything underneath the sky, the moon is sunk in
Nothing seems to be the way it used to be
Except me who lost you, yeah yeah baby yeah
 
I keep you just because I want to
As you look at me who came speechlessly
You don’t smile, you don’t have anything to say
But it just has to be you
 
I can’t leave
Oh, the only place I have to rest at the end of the day is you
Come back again
Tonight
 

I can't
Oh, I loved you to the point of it being tedious
Even the times we hated each other
I miss them so much, I can’t forget them

Come back again, yeah, whoa

5. Complete

as we pass by a fragrant road in this beautiful season
my cautious footsteps pound in my head
when you come closer while smiling for me
it feels like all the happiness in this world is mine
 
the late afternoon sun wakes me up
and i don't know why but i smile
 
although it might still be far in the future
i don't want it to just be a dream
just one love
i hope to walk the same road together with you
 
good morning
your morning call that wakes me up everyday
it feels like a morning we share together
 
you are more sweeter
than the pretty candy you gave to me like in a movie
 
although as time passes, we may change
let's not let go of our hands
just for love
let's let this be our last love forever
i wish for that
 
your love is just too precious
oh it's true
if we just look at each other
i want to be by yourself
 
although as time passes, we may change
let's not let go of our hands
just for love
let's let this be our last love forever
i wish for that
 
to make my life complete
you make my life complete
 
6. Because It's You

Don’t say that you’re sorry
Love isn’t over for me yet
If we break up like this
What do I do, what do I do?

I just have love alone but I can’t even love
I can’t even say the words that I really want to say
The love that is getting farther away
The words that I can’t keep – they are making me cry

Don’t say thank you
I want to give you all my love but

If we were to truly be strangers like this
What do I do, what do I do?

I just have love alone but I can’t even love
I can’t even say the words that I really want to say
The love that is getting farther away
The words that I can’t keep – they are making me cry

I love you – what do I do because I love you?

It’s okay even if it’s a painful love
Even if I erase the last love in my life
You are someone that cannot be erased
Even if it’s a sad destiny, I can’t let you go

I love you because it’s you

Because to me, it’s you

7. The Person I Love

this image is so unfamiliar
because it’s the first time I’m showing myself to you
enduring it alone and holding back
because I know how lonely and difficult it is


it seems to be an excuse that I’m waiting for you
I hate to be burden to you, but I keep holding on to you


the person I will love, please look at me
My appearance is different, but the heart is the same
even though I don’t have the courage to face you
please love me, please turn around and look at me


It seems to be greed that I want to hold you
I try to hide it, but it stays like that


The person I’m waiting for, it is you
I try so hard by myself, but I know it’s a dream
even though I’m too lacking to love you
please love me, turn your head to look at me


I’m afraid that I’ll regret it if I don’t say it
I’d like to take a look at your heart now


the person I will love, please look at me
My appearance is different, but the heart is the same
even though I don’t have the courage to face you
please love me, please turn around and look at me

8. Selene 6.23

Look at my eyes, I whisper alone as I look at you from far away
Just smile for me once, I can endure it just by seeing your face
 
If you are standing at the end of my life, if I can get closer to you
I can throw away everything and run to you
 
Though I extend my hand, though I extend it with all my strength, I can’t reach you
It seemed like I got closer so I called you with a fluttering heart

But there’s no answer, I guess I can never reach you
 
Every day changes so quickly and you are warmly and brightly shining
I’ve never seen that turned back (
your back) – is curiosity also part of my greed?
 
Since when did I start being with you? From the moment I opened my eyes and started to breathe
I was with you every night (
we were together) but I can’t approach you
 
Though I extend my hand (hold my hand), though I extend it with all my strength, I can’t reach you
It seemed like I got closer so I called you with a fluttering heart

But there’s no answer (missing you), I guess I can never reach you
 
Even if you tease me by saying this is foolish, I can’t turn this heart around
 
I shout out loud (shout out loud and call you), I get angry but it’s no use
I’m just one out of the many people that pass by you (
pass by you)
I’m not special to you
 
Though I extend my hand, though I extend it with all my strength, (I can’t reach you baby) I can’t reach you
It seemed like I got closer (so I shout outloud and call you) so I called you with a fluttering heart (I call out to you more)
But there’s no answer, I guess I can never reach you
 
I guess I can never reach you

 

Author's Note:
 
Hello chingus! 
So, obviously, these are not original songs, but I chose songs that related to Sunyoung and Onew's love. I thought that Love Sick suited them the most. Don't you think? 
Sorry for this not being an actual chapter, but I hope all of you took a glance at the meaningful lyrics of these beautiful songs. 
Next chapter: press conference of Black&White and more....
 
Thank you for supporting "TVIML" and me!
 
Bye bye!
 
 

Title Track:Taetiseo-Love Sick http://www.kpoplyrics.net/snsd-taetiseo-love-sick-lyrics-english-romanized.html#ixzz3EAadbkbv 

f(x)'s Luna and Krystal- Hard But Easy http://parkrarin.blogspot.com/2010/07/luna-krystal-hard-but-easy.html

SHINee- Honesty http://www.kpoplyrics.net/shinee-honesty-lyrics-english-romanized.html#ixzz3EAoHQp9M

SHINee-Can't Leave(Sleepless Night)- http://thewhiteface.blogspot.com/2013/04/shinee-sleepless-night-lyrics-engroman.html

Girls' Generation- Complete http://angelyrics.blogspot.com/2011/07/snsd-complete-lyrics-and-translation.html

Girls' Generation- Because It's You  http://www.kpoplyrics.net/tiffany-because-its-you-lyrics-english-romanized.html#ixzz3EF0nrzGo 

Lee Seul Bi- The Person I Love(My Girlfriend's A Gumiho) http://eklyricos.blogspot.com/2010/09/lee-seul-bi-person-i-love-miho-theme-my.html

SHINee- Selene 6.23- http://widyashafa.blogspot.com/2013/08/lyric-selena-623-shinee-romanji-english.html

 

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