“How’s he doing?” I asked Sungyeol.

“I think he’s okay, He hasn’t left his room for two days so far but he eats the food I leave him.” I nodded my head.

“What do you thinks got him so worked up?” Sungyeol asked me.

“well” I started telling Sungyeol what we knew.

“No way!” He whispered loudly. I nodded my head.

“I should tell Dongwoo! I bet he could straighten things out.” Sungyeol said.

“No yeol, I think it’s best if we stay out of this and let the two of them figure things out.”

“Well has anyone talked to Sunggyu?” He asked me.

“No Hoya and I have been trying to reach him but we always get sent to voicemail.” I answered.

“Hmmm I wonder what’s got him so tied up?” Sungyeol asked giving me a sad look.

“I dunno but I’m gonna kick his if he has been cheating on Sungjong.” Sungyeol nodded in agreement.

We sat there in silence for a few minutes till something popped into my head.

“Hey where did you say Sungjong came from when he came over?” I asked.

“I don’t know, it was probably around 3-4 o’ clock when he got here.” I nodded and looked down the hall way towards Sungjong’s room.

‘Please be alright.’ I prayed.

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Why?

Why was this all happening to me? I couldn’t understand. I was tired and depressed.

My boyfriend for years supposedly cheated on me. I made out with one of my new closest friend and now I was cooped up in my room hiding from the world. I haven’t even talked to my own brother since that phone call.

“My life ’s” I sighed. A knock on my door brought me out of my depressed state of mind.

“Hey Sungjong it’s me Your best friend and amazing brother-in-law Woohyun. Just wanted to know how you were doing? I brought you your laptop and your lessons from school…” Woohyun said.

“…I’m sorry we didn’t tell you sooner. Hoya’s been beating himself up about it since.” I could hear the sadness thick within Woohyuns voice.

“Well I got to head back, please call Hoya later; it would make him feel better…. Bye, love you Jongie.” And with that I listened quietly as Woohyuns footsteps slowly started to fade down the hall way.

 I waited a couple minutes before opening my door. I looked down and noticed my laptop bag. I grabbed it and the bag next to it and quickly closed my door again.

I jumped back into bed and brought my computer to me. I looked into the other bag as I waited for My computer to start up.

“Hyung~” I whined softly. Inside the back were a few snacks and other things from home that Hoya packed for me.

I smiled lightly and opened a bag of pretzels before jumping online. I decided to go onto Insprit, maybe I could talk to F(x) or someone else, to get my mind off of thing’s.

Welcome To Inspirit Café~

I signed in and noticed that I had a new message.

:( talk 2 me?

Was all the message said I looked at the sender and smiled a little. It was L. I hadn’t talked to him in a while and I was surprised to see that he was online. Usually he doesn’t go on till later in the evening.

:) Meet me in a chatroom?

I sent him.

*Blip*

+

I smiled as I read or more like saw L’s response. I then sent him the link to a private chatroom and waited for him to join.

InfinityDiva has joined the Chatroom…

PokerfaceL has joined the Chatroom…

SJ: Hi :)

L: Hi

SJ: Long time no talk.

L: +

SJ: You know you would think I’d hate talking to you. With all your + and – answers but in an odd way I find it so suiting and charming about you.

L: Thank you :)

SJ: Your welcome~

L: How are you…?

I smiled at his question.

SJ: I’m okay, a lot has happened since we’ve last talked though..

L: Oh?

SJ: Yeah

L: Wanna talk about it?

SJ: IDK

L: I’m a good listener :)

SJ: I know you are ^^

L: :)

SJ: Hmmm, where to begin is the real question.

L: The start.

SJ: Hey I thought you were supposed to listen -_-

L: Srry

SJ: JK

SJ: Anyway it all kind of started when my boyfriend left for work.

SJ: He had to leave on short notice for a business trip in the states. I had planned a weekend for us but since he left I had nothing to do. So I asked this friend I made if he wanted to hang out.

L: :)

SJ: Lol, so we hung out the whole weekend and I found out that we have a lot in common, we became fast friends.

L: That’s good.

SJ: Yeah, everything was going fine to… until this guy named Kai ruined it.

L: What he do?

SJ: He pulled me into an empty classroom during school. He’s been trying to get in my pants for years and he’s a total .

SJ: Anyway I turned him down again which made him made.

L: Did he hurt you?

SJ: No, at least not physically. You see he told me my BF was cheating on me.

SJ: @ first I didn’t believe him, but then he told me that he heard it from my brother.

SJ: So I called my brother to ask if it was true and

L: Didn’t get the answer you wanted…

SJ: Yeah.

SJ: So I broke down, I stayed there crying for IDK how long until my new friend I made came.

SJ: He helped me and brought me to his place since I didn’t want to go home.

SJ: I stayed there and just cried in his arms before falling asleep.

SJ: When I woke up it was late and I found myself next to him….

L: and?

SJ: Well, IDK my heart started racing when I looked @ his face.

SJ: Next thing I knew I was flying myself at him.

SJ:And if I didn’t realize what I was doing. I probably would have crossed the already broken line.

L:… SO what did you do?

SJ: I ran away.

L: Y?

SJ: IDK because I was scared, because I cheated on my boyfriend.

L: Didn’t he cheat on you?

SJ: Maybe he did. But I cheating on him won’t make it better and what if he didn’t! That would make me the cheater. :(

SJ: But then I feel horrible for leaving my friend.

SJ: He looked so confused and sad :(

L: Why did you do it?

SJ: DO what?

L: Kiss him

SJ: IDK, Maybe it was because I was frustrated about my Bf.

L: OR?

SJ: Or maybe I was starting to get feeling for him….

L: why do you say was?

SJ: Because I, I crossed the line. I shouldn’t have pushed myself onto him and now I can’t even face him.

SJ: I don’t think I can ever see him again.

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SJ: L?

L: Uh sorry got distracted.

SJ: It’s okay, I’m sorry for spilling my dramatic story to you.

L: No it’s ok, I’m Happy you are.

SJ: Thanks for listening to me ^^

L: Of course

L: Can I ask you something?

SJ: Sure

L: What if  he has  feelings for you?

SJ: Who?

L: Your friend…

SJ: IDK

L: what would you do?

SJ: I’m not sure.

L: Would you return his feelings?

SJ: I have a BF

L: That cheated on you

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L: Sorry I didn’t mean to say it like that.

SJ: It’s ok, your right.

SJ: But I still love him

L: So you wouldn’t leave him to give this other guy a chance?

SJ: IDK, I’m already confused about my feelings for them.

L: So you have feelings for this guy.

SJ:… Uh, yeah

SJ: Why are you so interested all of a sudden?

L: Just trying to help, don’t like to see my Diva loose his spice :)

SJ: hehe, thanks’ I’m happy I met you L :)

L: Same here :)

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