Dara’s POV     ‘Would I be able to live without this man?’   ‘Can I believe this man?’   ‘Wouldn’t he regret his decision that he picked me?’   ‘Am I doing the right thing?’   ‘Would I be able to let this man go?’     A tear fell on my eyes as I saw his face, so desperate.     He looked shocked seeing me cry"     “Jiyong..I..can’t.” I finally said, then quickly continued.     “It’s not that I don’t love you Jiyong, I love you so much, my heart never left you from the beginning, I just had to runaway from that place because I was so tired, and I thought it would have been better if I wasn’t there with you.” I continued as I saw Jiyong looking at me     “But I can’t go back with you right now. I have so much things to do. I have my dream I want to fulfill, I want to go back to you when I’m successful enough and fit enough to be Kwon Jiyong’s wife, I have a dream I want to succeed too. It was a singer in the beginning, but I couldn’t fulfill my dream as a singer, looking at how you’re life is being interfered, I don’t have the confidence anymore. I decided I wanted to succeed as a designer.”     “Dara, I don’t need a successful woman, I just need you. The Sandara Park right now, I don’t mind being criticized, I don’t mind getting hurt as long as you’re there beside me, I’m alright.” Jiyong replied softly, holding my cheeks.     “You may be okay being criticized, but I mind Jiyong, I can’t see the man I love being criticized because of me. Besides, I do really want to fulfill my dream.” I forcefully smiled     "Go back to Korea Jiyong, and don’t look for me. Believe in me that I’ll come back to Korea for you. I’ll appear infront of you someday, smiling and approving myself for you. I’ll promise you I’ll become a proud woman for you, when nobody can criticize either me or you together.”     “Dara, I-“     I then tiptoed and pressed my lips towards his lips, trying not to cry as I knew I wouldn’t be able to see this man again.     It was a short kiss, beautiful but one of the most meaningful kiss I shared with Jiyong.     “Please Jiyong, Please.”     “Promise me you’ll contact me somehow, just once in a year. I’ll promise that I won’t find you. Just once a year, just please let me listen to your voice once a year, please.” Jiyong begged and eyes teared up.     “I’ll be back, I’ll be back infront of you as soon as possible. Because.. Because I love you so much Jiyong. I’ve never stopped loving you. I love you so much, from the first time I met you, until now, and I will forever love you. So don’t be afraid.. I promise I’ll be back.” I said.     A finally took my lips and kissed me. The kiss was so desperate, the kiss showed me all the emotions of sadness and fear. The kiss was as if he was saying goodbye.     And as if he's promising that he'll come back.     and I promised too that I would come back for him.     I promise     I promise     I promise  

 

Finally the next day, Jiyong left, and I was left alone in this country again.     As Jiyong reached Korea, I could see all the articles about him and Yoona on the net. The fans were also trying to figure out things about me, wondering who it was in the amusement park, although they failed to and gave up in the end.     Yoona’s side of the office claimed that Jiyong had two girls, while dating Yoona, and YG claimed it as false, leading to a major fanwar. In the end, Yoona got another scandal with Seungki, which finally ended the war as fans saw her happy with Seungki then with Jiyong. She seemed really happy in the picture, and me myself was very happy that she finally met her true loved.     Seemed like Yoona found her happily ever after..     But where was mine?     It was true that sometimes, I did regret letting Jiyong go like that when I could just go on to Korea with him, making a family with Jiyong and getting a child of our own, living in a house where I see Jiyong and our child together.     But I threw my regretful thoughts away as I knew that I wanted to accomplish something with my own strength before having my own family.