Time to think and maybe some time to heal
Happy Ever After...Well, Not Exactly.last chapter
*flash back*
i can still remember when we first met. it's as if it was yesterday. we were both looking for shelter because it was raining hard.
you were shaking because you got all soaked because of the rain you ran towards an abandoned building while you were running for shelter you bumped into something more like someone actually.
Daeyoung: oh..mianhehamnida.
kyuhyun: mianhe.
it was like love at first sight. something that i never felt before. even with yoseop.
kyuhyun: annyeong. my name is kyuhyun. what's your name?
Daeyoung :Daeyoung *star strucked at his beautiful face*
he has such an angelic feature. and his voice. there's something about his voice that melts you. that's how we basically met
*end of flashback*
If the feeling is gone
Please don't pretend that you still love me
I can see it in your eyes
And it hurts to admit it
I can tell that the feeling is gone
All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you know
If the feeling is gone
Daeyoung : CHOSE BETWEEN ME AND HER!
Kyuhyun: I'm sorry. but i'm chosing her.
his last sentence rang again and again on your mind
"I'm Sorry. but i'm chosing her"
There's a sadness in your smile
Though I try to conceal it
I can tell that the feeling is gone
All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone
All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you go
I just have to let you go
I just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone....
Stay...
you ran away after hearing his decision. it hurts really bad. why now?why now that you're ready to start a family?why now that the thing that he's all been waiting for has finally come. it hurts..it really hurts.
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All the things that happened that night are like on replay on Daeyoung's mind. specially the part where her husband chose chaerin over her.
"Kyuhyun: I'm sorry. but i'm chosing her."
Daeyoung's POV
how can he chose her over me. yes, i know for a fact that his mother likes chaerin more over me. but i'm his wife for God's sake. Suddenly her phone began to ring. It's his big brother yun dujun (A/N: haha bet you didn't see that coming..XD yes dujun is your oppa in the story..now back to the story).
*Phone conversation*
Daeyoung: yeoboseyo.
dujun: Daeyoung.. hows the dinner with kyu?did he liked it?have you patched things up?
with the questions your brother asked you, you felt like crying again. you thought to yourself "how can i tell it to oppa?i'm sure he'll flare up and nag kyuhyun.i can't tell him right now. i guess i have to lie. AGAIN."
Daeyoung:ne..he liked it. but we didn't patch things up. i guess he need more time to think things over.
dujun: aish. he's the one at fault here Daeyoung. don't forget that. so? how's the doctors appointment?am i going to be a uncle?
Daeyoung's POV
damn how can oppa bring that up. should i tell him or not?aish i'm so confused.
Daeyoung: i didn't get to see the doctor. i was busy preparing. maybe next friday i'll go see the doctor.
dujun: you better do. oh.. princess i have to go. i guess see you when i see you.
Daeyoung:ne. take care oppa.
*end of phone conversation*
Daeyoung's POV
aish. oppa sure loves to have a niece. he wants to have a niece but i want a baby boy. but no matter what the baby's is i don't know what to do. right now i just have to be strong and think straight. should i call yoseop and tell him what happened?anyways he's my bestfriend but he will surely look for kyuhyun and nag on him also. aish i am really confused maybe i should call donghae oppa. he surely will know what to do with kyu.(A/N hae is the bestfriend of kyuhyun here) but he'll surely side with kyu. oh God please help me.
play this while reading
Daeyoung's POV
maybe he still needs time to think. maybe i pressured him too much to chose chaerin over me. maybe if i had told him about our baby he will not chose chaerin.
Maybe we need just a little more time
Time that can heal what's been on your mind
You can find what we lost before it all slips away
We need time to mend from the mistakes I've made
God only knows what a heart can survive
So many tears from all the pain in our lives
And where else could we go after all we've been through
I still believe my life is right here with you
Right now I just need to hold on any longer. For the sake of myself and for the sake of my baby
So just hold on
And it'll wont take long
I hope that you can love me
When the pain is gone
I don't want us to fall through the cracks of a broken heart
Don't want us to fall through the cracks of your broken heart
maybe we really need some time apart. i know this is just some of the lessons we need to learn. but right now it's all up to you. i'll just accept what's your decision
I know it's taking a while but every lesson, i've learned
And if your heart speaks tonight, I'll hear every word
If you want to be free I'll never stand in your way
But with all that I am, I'm asking you to stay
Daeyoung broke off her own thoughts when someone called her.
xxxx: Daeyoung
when Daeyoung turned to see who called her. her eyes widened at the person who called her.
A/N: don't you just love cliffhangers..hehe who do you think it was who called Daeyoung? i know it's kinda boring but i was on a rush because i can't stay long using the computer anyways this chapter is basically on Daeyoung's POV. i'm sorry i have to break my promise of posting 2 chapters for today..i really need to review for my exams tommorow .i'm really sorry..anyways please comment and subscribe..sorry if it's boring i promise to do better on the next chapter..^___________^
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