SS5

Secret: Between The Two Idols

"I heard oppa made a reservation for two."

"So just wait for someone came and said he/she's with Siwon oppa right?"

"Yeah, he's currently single, so we might be the first to find out if he's started dating someone else."

You almost tripped on her new high heels after heard that and almost got clashed with one of the girl. "Oh, I'm sorry. Excuse me.." You took a step closer to the restaurant greeter.

Since you made almost all of the around ten girls aware of your existence, everyone keep an eye on you when the greeter ask you whether did you already made a reservation.

"Emmm..." You quickly though how to say you’re on the same table with Siwon without mentioning his name.

 

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You tried to send telepathy to the greeter and keep saying Siwon on your mind but she didn’t budge. “Miss? Did you already made areservation?”

 "I'm just about to make one. Table for two, please."

"And the name name Miss?"

"Si~….jin, I mean Soojin. Ehhmm…” You glanced at the fans who glanced at you. “Han Soojin. My name is Han Soojin" You mentioned the first name come in your head.

You lead by a female usher to your table after that.

You tried to find Siwon all across the places but you could find him. "Excuse me..." You said to the usher. "Someone was actually made a reservation for me. So..."

She looked at you from head to toe. "Could it be?..."

"No. Whatever you’re thinking about no! What are you talking about?" You said as fast as you could. "Could you just give me a more private place please..."

"Oh yes. Right this way Miss." As she looked away, you close your eyes and scrunched your face in annoyance.


Sighed, you tried to find your phone and made a call to Siwon as you sat and left alone by the usher.

"Hey.." Answered Siwon as soon as the phone connected.

"I'm already here but something's came out, so I ended up have my own table. Siwon sshi where are you? I couldn't find you." You said and massage your own nape.

Siwon laugh. "I'll just come to you. Where are you?"

You put your phone off after said where your place was. You sighed again and cracked your neck. Meeting someone had never been this difficult for you, and considering that you already met hundreds of people contain business owner and even top 100 richest people all around Asia.

You looked down at your knees when some of your hair that fall on your back was being touched. Shocked, you looked upward and saw Siwon was the one who did it. He smiled and slightly patted your back.

His smile was so bright it gave you a temporary spark that made everything you went on just now was not a big deal.

"Hi." He said.

"Hello." You answered and stood on your foot and gave him a bow. Siwon being his mannered-self push the chair for you to sit on before he took his own seat.

"Wow you look... Awesome." Said Siwon.

You flustered. "I… just… got back from a meeting." How many time today did you lied already.  You tried not to make it to obvious that you all dress up just for a casual dinner. "You look..." Siwon was in his leather jacket and plain white shirt inside. "Cool.." You uneasily fix your short skirt.

Siwon was in pretty casual outfit while you wore short skirt and a collared blouse and looked like just get out of a meeting.

Siwon wave it off. "So what's happen?" He didn't laugh nor smile but had the wide eyes and  smiley face that makes him look like really interested to what you’re going to say.

What's really going on before doesn't really matter now. "Ah, it's nothing. I just couldn't say your name in front of your fans outside, so..."

"Ah... Sorry for the inconvenience."

"No it's nothing..." You tried to wave it off too.

"Okay, first things first. What would you like to order?" Siwon call the waitress and whispered something to him.

After they finish their order and the waitress walked away, another waitress come to them as brought a package. Siwon received them and gave to you.

"Congratulation for your graduation and for your coming home." He said. Smile so wide that you could see his bright teeth.

"What is this? I didn't even bring you something... I feel bad. I'm sorry." You looked at the package, there was a flower bouquet with a wrapped gift package inside the bouquet.

"It just something. I already planned to give this to you months ago, before even you went back here. I met your parent at some event and your mom said, you're going to come home soon. I should just deliver it as soon as I know you're here, but I just got the chance now..."

"No. I should pay a visit at your home first. I'm sorry. I haven't seen your mom for years... How is she?" You asked Siwon and put down the gift package.

"She's doing great. Much less busy than last year because she want to take care of my father health."

"Are your father's okay? I should come to your house soon. Is it still in Apgujeong?"

"My dad is doing great, so you didn't have to visit. You know what’s good with my mom haven't seen you since you come here?" You shrugged. Siwon now had a thin smile that slowly turned into a smirk "If she sees you recently, she probably going to married us right away, now that you turned into such a beautiful lady."

You laughed a little but can't ignore the burning sensation on your cheeks. Fortunately the food came so you had time to gather your composure.

He changed the topic to work related until your food was half eaten.

"... because of the concert rehearsal, I didn't have any proper time to sleep for probably like a week, now."

"And today?" You asked.

"Right now I'm actually in the middle of rehearsal session. We got a longer dinner time today. Some members probably just play around at the dinner time, the others probably found some time to rest. I tried to find time meeting you." Siwon widen his eyes with playfully mouthing his last word.

"Oh why? You should get some rest too!" You protested.

Siwon laughed and reach his hand to rumbled your side bangs. "Aigoo.. You had your cute side too..." You got taken aback but a smile still creep along your face automatically. "Did you bring your own car?"

"No. Someone will pick me up." You knew that Siwon couldn't stay for much longer. "Did you finish your meal? You should get back to your rehearsal. So you could rest there for a while..."

"Yes, Miss representative." Siwon tried to hide his chuckle, you pouted. "Oh, here... I want to give you this." He handed tickets to Super Show 5.

"Your concert?"

"Yeah. It's on Sunday next week, so I hope you could find time to come." He looked at you while you examined the tickets closely. "Since it was on the last day, so it will be less hectic than the first concert day. It for family and friends so you should come to backstage before leave. We can take a picture." He smiled. You still had not taken your eye from the tickets. "It's two tickets, so you could bring your boyfriend over."

You laughed. "Yeah right, bring my boyfriend to your concert seems like a good idea." You involuntary speak in informal language when throw a joke. Siwon laugh at it, while you shocked yourself and covering your mouth, felt really rude not to speak in honorifics in front of him.

"So who is he?"

"Who?”

“Your boyfriend?”

‘It’s currently a vacant position. I still am waiting for a proper applicant." You made sure that this joke still in honorifics. Siwon laughed to your not-funny-joke, it makes you feels so embarrass.

"And someone that will pick you up?" He asked.

"My driver."

He sighed and smiled. "Call him off. Can I take you home instead?"

You smiled. "Sure.. But put down your car hood first."

"Hahaha you saw me earlier? Of course I'll put down the hood for you." Said Siwon. He paid the bill right after without even letting you tried to take your card off your wallet.

"How do we get into the car? Aren't your fans still out there?" You asked the obvious matter.

"Would you mind went off in separately? I mean you could go to the car on the parking area first with the valet boy, and I'll follow you like 5 minutes after." You seem like thought really hard about it for a second before nodded, so Siwon explain. "It's not like I'm trying to get you on a secret date or something, but they probably would make it bigger than the way it should. I just don't want you to get into my trouble."

"No. It's okay, I understand..." You gave him an ensure smile.

So you did his plan and went to the car with valet boy, he also start the engine and the air con for you. While waited, you looked around the car's interior, there's not a single mess going on in this car, the money was put in a right order, the carpet was clean and the air smells like a fragrant wood. Siwon walked in front of the car just when you said to yourself;

The car just resembled the owner.

He got in the car and got out of the building without a fan followed.

"Why did you take the hood off if you knew you're going to be followed?" You asked.

"They were waiting almost the whole day at my company's building while we're rehearsal. It doesn't look fair if they just have been able to look at us for a glimpse." He smiled without took his eyes off the road.

You widen your eyes. 'And I thought he did that for showing off.' Embarrassed by your own thought, you looked out of the window. You also rubbed your thigh with your palm out of awkwardness, didn't know what to say.

"Are you cold?" Asked Siwon and open his jacket even before you had the chance to answer. He put it down to cover your exposed thigh.

"Thank you..." You tried to look at Siwon again and decided to speak up. "You're so dedicated. I never thought you'll do such thing for fans sake. I mean, that was out of your job-desk, yet you do it like it was your first priority, above your own needs. Doesn't it really hard for people around you?"

"That's why being a celebrity is a lonely jobs. It looks so fancy from the outside, so usually no one but the celebrity himself understands what it takes. I kind of surprised you do understand."

"I'm in the process of learning to look at everything from many different kind of view to make it more objective. And today I learned a lot from you..." You exchange glance and smile. "Oh you have to turn left there. The second gate is my house..."

You two arrived at your house in the matter of minutes because of the short distance. While you waited the gate to be opened;

"Why you choose to live with your parent?"

"Because while I'm away for years, I miss them and everything connected with home. But now I do want a place for my own. I just think I can't let go this garden and the backyard. Because I can't have that on an apartment."

"Yeah, it got plus and minus on both side. But just call me if you want some company to find a good place... Oh I forgot, you're are a representative of Korea most powerful property developer, you don't need me." You laughed at his mimics. "Just call me if you want to hanging out okay... Don't forget to come to my concert if you have time. It’s sold out, so don't sell the tickets!!"

"Haha.. Yes..." You prepared to leave the car and gave back Siwon's jackets. "Be careful when you're leaving. Thanks for the dinner. Success on your concert..." You kept on mumbling things while waved to Siwon until his car leave your house.

You walked into your house while hugging the gift from Siwon and had your biggest grin on your face.

'Why the hell am I this happy?'
 

 

 

 




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"I'm already on the drop off in front of your lobby." You said on the phone to Hyerin. "Hurry up we can't park here!"

Not so long after that Hyerin came still with her hair roll on. "Relax the concert is still like two hours later... Oh!" Hyerin look at your appearance. "Jeans hot pants and a turquoise blouse... How fascinating. You even tie your hair up high. That's make you look young and not representative like. Good..."

"Thank you. Shall we?" cynically you asked for a permission to take off.

"Oh! You brought your driver again!!! Seriously?? Do you think he's going to take you home after his concert? What about me then??" Asked Hyerin furiously.

"No, I just need to get things somewhere to give him after the concert. It's more convenience to have someone get it and brings it over." You explained and told the driver to take off.


You guys arrived at the venue few minutes before the open gate time. "Look!! The girls was all lined up!" You said.

"But we have a seated number! It's a difference box from them. I've read the tickets, that's why I agreed to come. If I have to join the crowd and line up there, I'll kill this Siwon guy!" Hyerin busy pulled her hair rolls. She just took her time to look outside at some super huge Super Show poster contains all of the members. "What with the banner? It's too big it could cover your whole yard with it." You laughed at her silly comment.

You finally found the right gate for your tickets and walked inside the stadium. The concert arena was still bright, the stage was empty but the whole audience block was already filled up.

"We're too early..." Said Hyerin and laid back in her seat. "They're even haven't played advertising or some kind of video on those big screens."

"I don't think they'd play advertising or random video on that screen, Hyerin." You yourself could felt a surge of excitement that everybody surround you feel. They were chatting, giggling, taking a picture of the empty stage or just a picture of them self.

On the other hand, Hyerin glanced at some woman around her age who was bringing a huge placard with picture of a member in it. "Yah... It's a family and friend box, what is she doing here with that picture?" She said with a really high level of sarcastic.

Probably a minute after that, still with that same amount of sarcastic, she threw another comment. "What's that? We know we're attending their concert. Why would they need to put such a huge posters everywhere!!" She pointed a poster with all member pose in it.

Another minute.

"There's so many of them. How could the fans indifference one with another?"

Another minute later.

"What's that?? Why is everybody holding a light? It not like they lack of lights. It is supposed to be dark."

You shoved her hand with a spare light stick you bought for her.

"I want the white one."

"Blue is their color! Stop criticizing everything. Just smile, look like you're interesting. Pretend to be a fan..." You said.

"I can't pretend to be a fan!!" She said with outrage. You closed with your palm and smiled to the other person beside her.

Thank god the concert was soon begin with an introduction video. You intently looked at the face in the video that you're not familiar with, patiently waiting for Siwon to appear. Just when he finally appear, Hyerin screamed.

"That's your man!! He flew off the building."

You stepped on her foot, to give her a warning. But that seems unnecessary, everybody fixed their eye on the screen and scream on the top of their lungs and didn't paying any attention to their surroundings. You're deft by those screaming sound for him.

"The effect , though." Said Hyerin in the end of the VCR.

"Shut up!"

Their performances came after that. You're too busy fixed your eyes on Siwon to follow him around you didn't pay any attention to Hyerin. You somehow got chills every time the fans shouting the fan chant all together.  

"Yaah! Why do they have to yell between the song!!"

"Your man was actually at dancing."

"Yah! What's that! He's doing the wrong choreography!!" She pointed at a member.

"Shut up Hyerin! Shut up!" You shouted in between songs. You planned to ripped a bit of your clothes to tied Hyerin mouth. "How many time did you exactly said 'mwoya' today?? If you said it once more, maybe the staff would give you a free pillow as merchandise."

She pouted and about to answer back when the other songs started to play.

With the absence of Hyerin random comment, you found yourself looked around and started to realize the number of people that actually came to see these nine grown up man dancing and singing in the center stage. Not just they knew which member is which, they also knew in which part they have to shout something. They screamed in every little thing the members did.

In the other side you could see the hard work that all the members have been through in their performance. The synchronization, the formation they made then break then reform again, and their stamina to sing and dance these whole songs. It's no wonder Siwon didn't find any time to sleep, they were holding responsibility for the sake of thousands people's happiness. Both the performance and the audience depending on each other so much.

"Oh my! Look at those hip moves!!" Hyerin brought you back from your thought. "Those two with lighter hair color had really awesome hips moves!!!" Scream Hyerin at your ear. You laughed and left your thought for a while. You started to change focus on the different members until a few songs.

Even if you didn't understand what's happening on stage or miss something, the scream from the fans could help you to find what's actually going on. Right now the screams apparently because of some provocative dance move of a few member with the female dancer.

"They're grinding each other." Said Hyerin.

You turn on your radar and started looking for Siwon and drew a relieve sigh because he doesn't even have a female dance partner. But it happens just for a while...

"YAH!! Siwon was passing through a woman's crotch!! He's grinding her too!!" Hyerin then looked at you seriously. "Call your mom. Cancel the wedding."

You laughed and continued to follow Hyerin's wild mind as the show escalated to a different level.

"Harlem shake was never this appealing to me."

"Look at that! Siwon even has a muscle on his thigh..."

And now she even screamed to follow the song. And that was a song in which two of the members took their shirt off. When one of them with red hair and a shade came near the box you're in and shouted;
"Ne ne ne nega nugu?"

The lyric was supposed to be "I'm a rock star." But Hyerin screamed at the top of her lung;

"You're a star!!!!"

That drew laughter from people around you. You died from embarrassment. But she made you're jaw drop as she scream;

"One more time! One more time! One more time!"


If there's some trigger to emotional roller coaster, you thought, maybe this concert was it. This brought the fans laughter, heart attack, major turn on, and even tears. Reached the end of the concert the atmosphere was so sad, you even saw few fans bawling their heart out while still screaming. It was sad but you didn't expect the person beside you who continually threw harsh comment would be this silent because of the atmosphere. Until all the members walked out of the stage and the last VCR being played, no one really wanted to leave the arena. So you looked at Hyerin who was still on her foot, standing.

"That was quite a progress..." You said. She looked at you, widen her eyes without saying anything. "From the one who can't even pretend to be a fan, until the one who scream for more performance? That was quite a progress on you."

"I don't know... In my mind, I still have those two guys, basically ing me while follow the beat of that song. That's going to be one of my favorite songs." You laughed at her expression and clawed your hand on hers while exiting the arena. "And god bless Harlem shake!" She looked upward with a smile. "Oh! I've seen her on the TV, somewhere." She pointed out a girl with long hair and a thick front bang, walked away from the box to the backstage.

"I guess there are a lot of other celebrities in this area that we didn't know."

A smile was never really left your face from the time you arrived here, but while you're walking away from the box your heart felt something like hollow. Surrounded by hundred people who also walked out of the box, you felt that you're just one of those people; you didn't mean more than those thousand people who watch the concert to Siwon. You probably mean a little less than his fans to him because they buy his album, they attend every show that he was in, and they support him with all their hearts. You were near nothing. All the time Siwon wave to the audience, you didn't recall him looking directly at you while there's some member you don't even know flew a kiss at your direction.

"And now I want to come with you to the backstage." Said Hyerin as you reached the exit door and waited for your driver came with your bouquet and packaged meal for Siwon.

"And now I'm hesitating to go to the backstage. Why don't you just come to backstage instead? Give this package to Siwon on my behalf and find those two guys." You laughed, but Hyerin didn't. She looked at you but quickly waved it off.

"Ah.. I probably going to yell at them, told them to took their shirt off and move their hips just for me. It's better if I just stay away from them right now." She saw your driver first and walked closer to him.

She took your flower bouquet and nicely packaged meal from the driver and gave them to you. "This is your bouquet. Now go find your future husband! I'll wait in the car. If he ever asked you out after this, don't forget to text me. Don't make me wait or something." She then pushed you back to the building.

You went to the backstage and asked the first person you see where you can meet Siwon. The tall muscular man opened a door for you and pointed a hall and told you to ask someone else while you get there.

The backstage was much more busy and crowded than you have imagined. Some people were walked from one direction to the other in high speed, while some people just stood and chat with someone else. The television camera was everywhere, whether it was for broadcast or just documentary from the concert, you have no idea. Confused, you stopped someone with a 'staff' marked in his clothes.

"Excuse me. Where can I meet Choi Siwon?" You asked. "Mm, I'm his friend." You show your tickets and something look like a name tag to him.

He brought you to one of the room, opened the door a little and pointed at Siwon who was still in an interview with a camera. He then closed it again.

"There he is. But he still got an interview, so why don't you just wait here. He'll be passing through this door after he finished his interview. Another member was done their interview, so you probably could wait for Siwon while meet the other members first." He then politely left you alone.

You hugged your bouquet and leaned on the wall. Looked around as a few members got out from the room and greeted another person they knew and took a picture with them. The member that Hyerin like with a spikey red hair came out and looked at you, he politely smile and slightly lowered his head a little before join the other member and took a picture with them.

'Oh, not so bad-boy like.' You chuckled and wish you could tie him up and give him to Hyerin.

As the time went by, some members that already got out of the room have move on to another place while talked to another person that continually come to the backstage. You getting bored but couldn’t get your phone from your pocket because you held the bouquet with one hand and the packaged meal on the other. Suddenly Siwon's manager that you saw when you met him at Hong Kong came out of the room, so you stopped him.

"Excuse me. You're Siwon's manager right?" He nodded. "I'm his friend. We met at Conrad Hotel Hong Kong, after the Piaget boutique opening when you just going to check out." You didn't really expect him to remember you, you just want him to acknowledging you and maybe he’ll give you a proper waiting room or at least a chair.

"Oh. Yes, I remember you." It turned out that he remembered you.

"He told me to meet him backstage after the concert ends, so..."

"He's doing his interview inside." He nicely answered.

"Yeah I know. I waited for him since a while ago. But a lot of members already get out from the room, so I wonder..."

"He just finished his first and still got about two more footage filming, actually. It might take a while. Is there anything I can help you?"

"Ehm... Could you give this to him instead? I don't want to interrupt him."

"Do you really have to go right now?"

"Well, no, actually... But..."

"Then could you wait a little bit longer? He's going to be really happy to see you since he asked you to meet him." You're about to answered ‘no’, but since he's become pretty nice to you, you just smiled to him. "Maybe you can go the cafeteria down the hall, some of your friend might already there. I'll tell him that you're here so he'll find you after he finished his interview." He excuse himself after that, you didn't stop him because you know he really busy himself.

You finally wandering around the hall and found a secluded place to lean on the other wall. But then you see row of 2 m high flower bouquets to congratulate all the member for the concert from everyone. There's from clothing brand, TV station, electronic brand, and a lot of people's name that you didn't know who they are. Because of that you absentmindedly hide your own bouquet behind our back and walked away front those 2 meter high flower bouquets row. You felt somehow smaller. The size of the bouquet seems like represents the meaning of the person who gave it.

Stupid girl! Why do you feel like a just because of the concert and a flower bouquet???
You angry at yourself

"____!!!" Siwon called you from a far and run to you. "Hey.." He sighed when finally stood in front of you. "You're coming!!"

"You worked hard..." You said and bow to him. "Well, I'm here..." You said and awkwardly stood there.

He gave you a high five and patted your arms. "So how was it?" Asked him.

"Quite an emotional roller coaster isn’t this?" You said while gave your bouquet and the packaged meal. "Here..."

"Awww... You don't have to do this." He said and looked at your flower.

"It's nothing... You have much bigger bouquet over there..." You smiled, but he still looked at those things you gave him one by one.

"Siwon oppa!!" Someone called him and gave him a friendly hug. Siwon hugged her back and talked to her a little. Consciously felt as an outsider, you stepped away a little from them. They just talked for a few second before she wanted to take a picture with Siwon, a selca to be exact. But Siwon was quite busy with his bouquet and package so you tried to grab them for him as stepped aside.

The girl took her leave and Siwon grabbed his belongings again. "So... Ehm.. I'm sorry for the interruption, she is one of the member's friend." He hugged your bouquet like the way you used to hug it. "Have you met the other members? Who's your favorite one?" He asked.

"Mmm... I saw some of them coming out from your interview room, but..." You couldn't manage to rephrase 'I don't even know how to differentiate your band mate, how could I have a favorite one.' into a nice good sentence. "But of course you're my favorite one."

He grinned "So you also like me with the high heels on, right?" He chuckled.

"No! You're so awkward in it!"

"It's hurt! I don't know how you girls could wear those every day! Don't ever wear it again!" He looked at your shoe, but because you knew today's going to be a little hectic, you wore your flat.

"I don't wear one." You smiled to him childishly. He laughed and rumbled your side bangs again.

"You lo.."

"Siwon~ah!!" Two guys just slapped his shoulder and gave him a manly hug. Like the previous one they chatted a little then took a picture. One of them took out their phone and tried to find a person to snap a picture for them.

Knew there's no one around seems less busy then yourself, you voluntary took a picture for them, although Siwon refuse it at first but you're insisting to take it for them.

Before they left you, one of them playfully asked. "Siwon's girlfriend?"

"No no no no..." You answered as fast as you could while Siwon just wave his hand and said.

"Eeyyy..."

But before the two of them really left and still patted Siwon's shoulder, another group of people already shook Siwon's hand. This time he tried to find a staff to take their picture instead of made you to do it. You once again stepped aside and hold Siwon's bouquet and package for him. Silently, you regretted that you didn't go home quickly right after you gave this to him.

"Mother, father, this is a lovely little sister of mine." Said Siwon introduce you the husband and wife couple. He hugged your shoulder while took the bouquet and the package from you. "____, they're Kyuhyun's parents." You remember that Kyuhyun is one of the member's name. So you bowed to them and said formal greeting.

"Aigoo, you look good together." Said Kyuhyun mother and patted your shoulders while still grabbed Siwon's arm.

"So, see you at the dinner, okay." Said Kyuhyun father to you before he patted Siwon and left you two.

'Mmm, what dinner?' You said inside your heart. "Mmm, so I think I should just go now. You're really busy, I don't want to slow you down." You said also tried to grab Siwon's arm casually.

"Ooh, I'm sorry every time we met, I always in hurry...."

"It's okay, it's okay." You cut him off.

"At least we should take a picture." He called a staff to take a picture for both of your phone and his. As the camera pointed at you, you could felt his hand hold your shoulder and slightly dragged you closer to him so your hair touches his head.

When the staff gave back your phone you knew you should say your ‘bye’ right there, but you're suddenly confused and think which was more appropriate, a normal bow and then leave or hug him, give a bow and then leave. Because you remember almost everyone he met today gave him a-you-work-hard-kind-of-hug.

"Oh! Kyuhyun~an.. Come here." Said Siwon to one of the member. The one that he called seems to be in lost and didn't really hear what Siwon said, he just follow Siwon's hand gesture.

"Oh, Hyung." As he came closer, Siwon hold him.

"Your parent just went that way."

"Oh, okay.." He then prepared to walk away. But Siwon still hold him.

"Wait a second, take a picture with us." He pointed at you and him. "She's Shin ____, my little sister."

You and Kyuhyun bowed at each other and he placed you in the middle between Siwon and him. You twitched when suddenly Siwon placed his hand on your hips. While you adjusting your position, Kyuhyun brushed his hand across your nape to hold Siwon shoulder.

After you took a few picture, you bowed to Siwon and Kyuhyun to excuse yourself.

"You guys work hard. I enjoy the concert, thanks for inviting me." You bowed once again.

"Thank you so much for coming. It means so much for me. And also the flower and the meal, thank you so so much... I’ll call you right after, okay?”

"What's this?" Asked Kyuhyun in honorifics -that impossible if he it to his Hyung who's known him for so long-, so you thought that it was directed to you. He checked your packaged meal for Siwon. "You come to our concert but just bring 1 flower and a packaged meal just for him? It looks delicious." He looked at you. Your expression froze, since you didn't expect him to say that to you. "You took a picture with me too. At least you could bring me the package meal too. " There's no joking expression on his face.

Mwoya!!!!!

"Mmm..." You were still thinking whether it was a joke or he bluntly said that you are such a rude person. You never imagine a rude sense could come in such so polite honorifics.

Siwon laughed it off, slapped Khyuhyun's shoulder and turned to you. "Just ignore him." He then turned to Kyuhyun again. "You're going to have all-you-can-eat meal at the dinner party, why would you need a packaged meal?" Siwon laughed to Kyuhyun.

Suddenly all your knees muscles turn into a jello. 'Of course! Today was their last concert, of course they'll have a celebratory dinner party. Why are you so stupid and gave him a meal? He won't eat it!'

"Okay... So brought me flower when I'll see you at the dinner party, won't you?" Kyuhyun asked with a determination in his face. You chuckled because now you knew that he's funny. "You come to our party right?" Kyuhyun continued to ask you since you didn't answered him on the first place.

As soon as Kyuhyun asked you that, you could see Siwon slowly turned his head to Kyuhyun and gave him an eye code that you can’t interpret. But after that he just turned to you again, "You're coming, right?" He said it with smile.

What disappointed you the most was the fact that he's smiled but his eyes didn't have the same smile as his lips like he always do. And they say we can see someone's heart through his eyes right?

 

 

 

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LovelyDongsaeng #1
Chapter 50: Hyerin is us, us is Hyerin


Btw, shout out to Jay Park right here!!
heilig #2
Chapter 20: I'm so frustrated with Siwon. JUST MAKE A MOVE ON HER ALREADY!!!!@@@@
davichi407 #3
Chapter 50: reading this chapter feeling sad and happy.
what you describe about those scandal happened to siwon, kinda true. he just pretend to be alright, even until now. he seems lost 'the light' in his eyes, his smile not same anymore ?
hopefully he can find 'his nara' in his real life
lulu8891 #4
Chapter 49: I come here again to read your updates .
One of my favorite writers and stories .
That's not the end that we would like in the fiction world , but this end makes the story more related to the real life , that not all things that we want goes as we do , and that not all love stories will end happyly ever after .
I've enjoyed reading this story so much and thankful for you for publishing this story nomatter what you had gone through during these years .
Erisedecho
#5
Chapter 49: This is a sad story...I almost think it would be better if she had fallen for kyuhyun instead because kyuhyun always seems to know what to do...Siwon honestly tried and didn't intend to hurt her, but he's just dense and slow.
AnnieChoiLee
#6
Chapter 48: This story is one of my favorites, yes it made me a bit frustrated that Simon was so dense and in a way I hoped that she would fall for Kyu and just stayed with him but agdhif this is just a lovely story and I keep reading it and it never gets old. I will look forward to the epilogue but even with the ending the angst is quite good
davichi407 #7
Chapter 48: I just found this story and I likeeee itttt
What happen with Siwon once he found out Nara going abroad. She is his life and everything :(
Now its kinda difficult to find good story esp siwon as main cast. And find your story. Blessed xixixi
Keep going authornim :)
lulu8891 #8
Chapter 48: This is so frustrating .
She is so strong for her own good and she really needs someone there to help her .
I miss her with kyuhyun .
lulu8891 #9
Chapter 47: Well that's not something i expected to happen , she is losing everything , someone who loved her which kyuhyun then her boyfriend then her job that she worked so hard for it and it was all for pther's happiness not for her own , yet she has to find her happiness and her road considering herself for the first time.
gaemaker
#10
Chapter 46: Thanks for the 2 chapters. Siwon is trying here :(. I miss kyuuuu here and real life hahah