"Oppa.."

"Hmm?" Kyuhyun wakes up from his imagination. Loving how your big eyes already stared at him at the very moment he turn his eyes to you.

"How's a relationship working for you?”

“What?” Kyuhyun couldn’t hold his smile.

“I mean when you started to like someone and not yet become a couple, what would you do?"

"Isn't that the most thrilling phase? I'll do just the same as any other korean man."

"What's the same? When there're millions other girls who also love you. You couldn't go on a fun first date with her, post a picture of her.. Basically anything. Your future girlfriend wouldn't found out about how you're feeling towards her other than what you said to her. There's no fun.."

"Yeah.." Kyu raises one of his eyebrows. "I'll send a hint."

"Hint like what? Even if you tweet nomention about her, your million followers would read."

"Oh.. That's right. I couldn't post your picture in my twitter for sure.. There would be a chaos." both of you laugh. "But you always can tell that I act differently, like from… my tweet, my appearance, stuff like that. Stuffs that related only to y.. eh her and only she could really understand what that's mean.."

"Really?" You're looking through the ceiling again to remember what are Siwon's tweet that related to you.  Seems there's nothing about me..

Kyu suddenly touch your bracelet, "You wear this a lot.. If you were an idol, your fans would looking other man that wear the exact same bracelet and assume it a couple charm bracelet."

You smile and look at your bracelet. "I modify it from a necklace. It's too long, so I cut a few inch to make the bracelet.." You let out your cross necklace from under your blouse. Even Siwon who gave it in the first place didn't recognize it..

Kyuhyun smiles and keep on touches your bracelet. "Since your off work today, just do something you really want to do and couldn't do on your work days... You've been frowning all day long."

You force a smile and looking down, away from Kyu. But suddenly you have something on your mind. "Can I watch your performance for today? If there's no life show, any off air, filming, taping or video clip shooting would do."

"Haha.. I have no schedule for that right now. I'll let you know if there's something you could watch."

"What are your schedules for today again?"

"I had a script review this afternoon and vocal coach after that.."

"Aah.. You have individual schedule? Don't you have a concert anytime soon?"

"Yeah.. We'll start rehearsing tomorrow because the next concert would be this weekend."

"This weekend???" Huk! I just had an idea to see their concert for Siwon. But this weekend is too quick, I haven't bought the show's ticket, the plane, book the hotel.

"This is the starting of Asian region tour, first Jakarta then Hong Kong then Tokyo Bangkok.."

Aaah.. Hong Kong!!



Thanks to Kyu, you finally knew that Siwon is the one you've been looking for this whole time. Both of you might be moved back and forth a thousand time before, stuck between hate him, like him, hate him again, and fall for him. Your ego stop you from open your heart for Siwon before he made an obvious move on you first. That's why you never sincerely love him before.

But the hell with that, he couldn't even give you a glimpse of clue if he's not directly talk to you. Oh thanks to that bastard ex, I couldn't freely fall in love without the insurance that the other party will love me back as much, sincerely.
 

But I deserve some love right? I deserve to love and be loved.

And you're the one, Siwon oppa..

You’re smiling to the view of Han river with Kyuhyun smiling at you while he drives you back to your place.

From that day on, you started to pay full attention to their schedule, from rehearse in the company building around Thursday, fly to the destined city on Friday morning flight, have a concert on both Saturday and Sunday, until arrive back here at Monday morning.

You're planning beforehand everything you need to do in each day on their concert in Hong Kong. You even got the ultimate block c VIP sitting zone ticket for the concert, save on your hand by now.

And because of what Kyuhyun said to you, now you started to look at the smallest detail in every clothes or accessories that Siwon wear on the airport and his tweets.

So far nothing has to do with you.
 

…

Getting near with the concert in Hong Kong, you feel more nervous than the one who held the concert them self. Partly because you didn't tell Siwon neither Kyuhyun that you’re going to watch them and want to surprise Siwon after the concert, but mostly because the surprises are: book the whole restaurant and treat them and the staffs after the concert day one and say to Siwon 'Chaaaan! Oppa I just watch your concert! I prepared a dinner for all of your staffs!! Let's eat..'.

Which you doubt it could really work, because you don't know whether they already book a restaurant after the concert or they don't want to eat at late night or the worst thing could happen: they don’t even stay at the hotel you thought they would. But you want to at least… try.
 

Saturday morning on the concert day when you just landed and check in to the hotel, you accidentally saw some of the dancers on their way to the health club. You remember them very well because one of them is Siwon's dancing partner.

Whose thigh had been grabbed by Siwon.

Okay let’s just forget about that fact! They actually stay in the hotel that the fans assume they would!! The fans's power is simply.. amazing… You could jump around on the spot, if youre not remember you have to catch up with the dancers.
 

So you run towards them and greet them in korean to ask: where you could contacted manager Junghoon or manager Daebin. They hesitate to answer you and just looking at each other.

Of course...

If they don't, all of the manager's fans would be easily make a move on them. So you ask the dancer if they could contact him for you and ask him if he knows you.

And luckily.. manager Junghoon remembers your name without you have to mention that you're Siwon's friends. Bless that handsome manager..

Manager Junghoon meet you in front of your room after that. And surprisingly, he thankful for your treat and agree to bring all the staffs there after the concert and also agree not to tell Siwon that you are here, until you appear at the restaurant. He left after exchange number with you to make things easier in the future.
 

Hours after that…

Carefully, you manage not meet any of the members around the hotel before you leave to the concert venue. Wearing a loose white shirt and a denim hotpants with backpack and sneakers, you ready to join another millions girl to watch their idols.
 

Although it's just another ss5 for you, but it feels different than the last concert. Because you buy the ticket by yourself, bought a light stick and a banner, memorize all the lyrics, the members, even the dancers (because you just met them). The concert seems like a dream concert that you really want to watch. All the effort of staring at the online ticketing website an hour before the even the tickets was on sale and stalked the Hong Kong fan base with the help of google translate to get to know which hotel that the members would be staying at, feels like going to be paid.. big time.

You giggling to yourself and secretly feel good just to know when there's a girl wears a giraffe's head toy it means she's Ryeowook's fans, and another one wears 'eunhae' head piece, it means she want Eunhyuk and Donghae to be a real couple and so on.

Today.. everything feel great for you. You even made friend to a girl from Aussie who lost one of her cameras before the concert started.
 

…

 

Kyuhyun goes to the front left side of the stage during the A'oh performance where he planned to pass through during the briefing. He supposed to be there around the first verse but he stayed too long on the middle right section of the stage where the fans with his name on their board are a lot more than the other section.

So he went there eventually… giving high five to Hae on the way.

When Kyuhyun roughly scans the audience while doing the choreography lazily, he catches some fans wear his name as their head piece. He just about to meet eyes with them, when another girl in front of them, who sit exactly in the very first row, caught his eyes.

Impossible...

Kyuhyun immediately look at the other direction to avoid the other fangirls misunderstood.

But a vague image of a girl wearing a bright white shirt keep tailing at the end of his sight. So he shades his eyes with his hand and pretends to look at the fans in the far section before he turns his eyes to that one girl.

The girl who grins widely when her eyes met his and raise her board saying 'ㅋㅋ'.

A girl that he really wanted to see but couldn't imagine.

It's you.

Kyuhyun chuckles that made he missed a beat from the song. What she’s even doing in Hong Kong??

From that moment on, Kyuhyun always tries to come back on that side although he's not supposed to be there. Even if he doesn't dare to directly looking at you, but if he keeps on stand there, at least you always be in the frame of his sight.

"What is that?" Asks Donghae while they in the middle of changing clothes for the last costume.

"What?" Kyuhyun asks back since he's not sure that Donghae was speaking to him.

"Who is she?"

"What are you talking about??" Kyuhyun just laugh it off because they don't really have time to talk about it right now.

He hurriedly walks outside of the changing room followed by a few stylists and makeup artists. Donghae follows and recklessly shoves someone to get side by side with Kyu. "Ya!!" He smacks Kyuhyun with his elbow.

Kyuhyun smiles and walks faster to the stage, so Donghae wouldn't have any chance to say anything to him. And for the rest of the concert Kyuhyun always avoids Donghae if they don't have any choreography during the song.

It made Donghae gets more annoyed, so he asks Siwon to sandwiched Kyuhyun in between them and 'bully' him in the ending ment.

Didn't know anything, Siwon just playing along with his younger brother and Donghae in front of their fans. While Kyuhyun, who wants to maintain his image in front of you and the fans, bearing all silly acts from his Hyungs until the final bow before the curtain call.



"I suddenly crave for duck... salt water duck... roasted salt water duck." Says Donghae after all the members are done changing and prepare to leave the concert venue to the hotel. "The hotel must have it in the menu right?"

"Oh, I haven't told you, the restaurant was already booked exclusively for you and the staff." Answers manager Yongseon while packing the bags for the members.

"Why?" Asks Eunhyuk.

"Someone just wants to treat us." Manager Yongseon answer without looking at the members. "Where's Kyuhyun? I couldn't find his phone's bag."

"Kyuhyunie already get his phone. His outside now. I guess he's calling someone." Answers Sungmin.

Siwon who's looking at Sungmin turns to Donghae. "By the way, what happen earlier? Why did you picking on Kyuhyun even until backstage? I thought you just want to play around at the stage."

Donghae laughs, "I don't know.. He's been acting weird. I never knew that he close to any girl recently, he never really mention one eiher." Ryeowook who didn't really pay attention to Siwon and Donghae, now secretly hears them. "But lately he looks like he has a crush or something. Just look at how he prepared and clothed to the airport, on the last concert and now. His tweets, his selca and all of that. I asked, but he just smile. Such a tease..."

"Really??" Siwon amused. "Who is she? Not Suzy right??"

"In his dream..." Adds Eunhyuk while passing through them.




"Ya!!" Kyuhyun yells at you right after you open your door for him. "What are you doing here?" You told Kyu to come into your room. "Where’s Siwon?" Asks him, as soon as he couldn't find anyone inside the room.

"I haven't told him that I'm in Hong Kong, yet. What are you doing here? I told you on the phone, I'll catch up to the restaurant on the 2nd floor in a minute." You let him sit on the couch while you get your bag. "Siwon is supposed to be there with everybody else."

"I was downstairs, it's ready.. Come on." Kyuhyun's going to take your hand as soon as you pass him by. "Why did you even buy us dinner anyway? Aah.. It's too expensive to treat almost 100 people in that restaurant. You could just watch us without treat us like that. And you should just ask me the ticket if you want to watch us.. To get squeezed by the crowds like that.." He sighs. "Come on, let’s eat.." Kyu links his two fingers with you.

You keep still. "I couldn't join the dinner.."

"Why?"

"My friend who live here suddenly insists me to go out with him, since I have to get back to Seoul tomorrow morning.."

Kyuhyun let's your hand down, "You're going home tomorrow morning? You're not coming to our second day concert?" Asks Kyu.

"No... I can't be late on Monday."

"What are you doing? You didn't tell me that you're coming all the way here. Now that I just had a chance to meet you in five minutes, you gonna meet your friends?"

You look at Kyuhyun who said all that really fast. You are amused by how his furious expression just made him like a baby whose snack just got snatched from him. So you couldn't hold your laugh.

Hurriedly, you grab Kyuhyun arms again while laughing.. "Oppa.. I haven't meet this friend of mine for more than a year. We could meet anytime in Seoul. Tomorrow too.. I'll see you right before you went to the concert."

"No.. You're getting busier, I'm getting busier.. We won’t have time to meet up like this. Aah.. it doesn't work. I'll find the ticket for tomorrow’s concert for you. Just postpone your flight until the same flight as us..." Kyuhyun squeezes your hand and grabs it more thigh. "You're going to be arrived on Monday morning anyway. You wouldn’t be late."

You pull your hand and pout. "I can't, I have a bunch of work on Monday morning."

"You could just sleep on the plane. We arrived there around 5 or 6. It's your fault anyway.. It's not fair to came to our concert without telling me first.." He pouts.

Because I want to give a surprise to your Hyung!! Aish this boy, really..

"Okay.. I'll come to your concert tomorrow.. Happy??"

Kyuhyun laugh, "No.. Told your friend to eat with us so you don't have to go." He grabs your shoulder and walks side by side with you to out of the room, pouting.

You accompany Kyuhyun walk to the restaurant in order to see Siwon on the way. Because Kyu insisted to give you the ticket for tomorrow's concert, you'll have time for Siwon tomorrow. So right now you can go and meet Siwon to say 'Oppa I'm here!' with ease because you don't have to say goodbye to him to leave tomorrow morning.

"Oh, ____ ssi.. Hallo.. Thank you for bought us dinner.." Greet manager Daebin as soon as he saw you in the hall to the restaurant.

"Hallo.." You bow to him. "How do you know I.."

Manager Daebin answers it by eyeing at the end of the hall where manager Junghoon and Donghae just turn to walk into the restaurant.

"Hallo..." You bow to both of them too.

"Hallo... Thank you for the reservation. The staffs and the members really appreciate it. We never really have times to mingle around together after the concert." Says manager Junghoon.

"What? You... She reserved..." Donghae couldn't grasp the situation. Kyuhyun laughs at his Hyung's stupidity. Apparently manager Junghoon, like you beg him to, not yet tell the members who's arranged the dinner.

You cut Donghae off by smile politely to him. "Where's Siwon ssi?" You ask the managers.

"He's taking a bath, maybe. He just had a meeting correspondent with the client via video call right before this." Answer manager Junghoon. "Let's just wait at the restaurant with us."

You sigh. Almost at the same time with Kyuhyun. "But I have to go now... I have a sudden appointment, so... I just wish I could see him before I go."

"But you're the one who... Tre... eeh.. Set the.." Manager Daebin got confused. He feels hesitant to say 'treat us', because you already told not to.

"My friend is downstairs.. Can I just pass a message to him?" You ask manager Daebin and Junghoon at the same time. Donghae still furrows his eyebrows, currently not yet registered any meaning from the conversation. Kyuhyun still busy laughing at his Hyung, so you ignore both of them. "Just tell him that I'm here and I'll contact him."





"Where have you been??" Asks Siwon, as he steps into your room when you open the door for him.

After you went back to the hotel around 12 am, the receptionist gave you call notes from Siwon that asking 'whether you already in your room yet or not and what's your room number' so you reply to him and gave him your room number.

So here he is. Dazing inside your room without even looking at you first.

"I tried to contact you a few times before! Why your phone is not active? It's late already, you're not supposed to stay out late. Not to mention it's foreign country. Wait... what are you doing in Hong Kong? Why did you watch our concert without telling me first?" Siwon is finally looking at you at his last sentence.

Your eyes met.

And both of you fall into silence.

You smile...

It makes his stiff expression soften.

"I happen to be free this weekend, and I also want some fresh air, so..."

"You could at least tell me.. How do you get the ticket? Didn’t it already sold out?" Ask Siwon.

"Online.. And yeah.." It's sold out! I have to wait in the line even before the online ticket was opened. It’s hard.. But it's worth it. You're here..

"And for tomorrow, in which sector you'll be in??"

"I'll.... well, actually I already got a ticket fly to Seoul tomorrow morning.."

"What?? And you're not..."

"... but Kyuhyun oppa.."

"... even told me that..."

"... said he'll find one for me.."

"... you're all the way here.."

"... so I don't know whether he already got the seat he want for me or not.."

"... and already meet the managers even Donghae. But didn't even want to meet me."

"... I don't really care about the section so I'll watch it anyway.."

Both if you speak at the same time, no one really hear what the other was saying. But he stops when he heard you said you'll watch it.

"Oh.. Okay.. I'm sure they'll get the proper seat for you." Siwon exhaled and walked toward the couches before finally throws his body to the comfortable couch.

Awkward silent creeps in.

"So who's this friend of yours that got you out until this late night?"

"Friend I know back when I study aboard." You follow him slowly and sit at the coffee table in front of him.

Siwon glances at your exposed thigh because of the super short pants you wear. "You have to choose your friend wisely.." He desperately sighs, "I'll tell them to get two tickets for you so you could bring your friend over and she won't bother you to go out with her tomorrow night."

You almost burst in laugh because, first this friend is a guy and he's one of your hangout friend when you're in LA, both of you even sleep at the same bed when you have a backpacker trip overseas. Second, he's study fashion design back then, now he's developing his own line, and he already has a boyfriend who lives in Milan. Yes, he has a boyfriend. You couldn't really decide wheter any of this can categorize as 'choose him as wisely.'

"Have you grabbed a dinner yet?" He pats a space next to him, motions you to sit next to him.

“I did…” You smile and diligently obey him.

“Then, let’s order a glass of wine..”

GOD I REALLY LOVE KYUHYUN ON THE POSTER ABOVE I MIGHT NEVER CHANGE THE POSTER AGAIN!!!!! KYAAA OPPA!!!

Merry Chistmas, happy holiday and happy new years allll!!

Author's note: Thank you for subscribing and reading..

I miss Super Junior

I want to watch Treasure Island

I miss you all!! Really.. :(

30 December 2013