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Smile, YiXing!
And this is Wang Fei
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Her heart stung, as she felt his fingertips leave hers. She could only watch in despair as he ran to the woman, giving her the tightest of hugs. The party was in commotion, and no one even noticed her. People’s focus shifted to the new woman, and IU stood at the side of the garden, about to break, as she saw how Yixing’s hold never left hers. How his smile seemed brighter after she came.
It was her.
The woman he loves.
FEI.
She was beautiful in her dress and well-combed hair. She was so perfect, IU couldn’t even compare herself to her beauty. She finally saw the faceless woman in her imagination.
That night she left silently, only biding her goodbyes to Yixing’s grandfather. She needed to leave the place as fast as possible. She needed to nurse her heart. Her heart that was simply broken beyond repair.
“There you are,” someone said, and IU looked up, and saw a beaming Luhan towering over her.
“Hey,” she gave him a quick smile, and the man suddenly took a seat next to her. It was lunch again, and she was hanging out on the library, leaning against her usual shelf, trying to lose her thoughts into one of Jane Austen’s book, but after staring blankly at the same page for the last 10 minutes, she knew she was failing. Her mind only replayed to that one night. That eventful night where again, she suffered another heartache.
Honestly, she thought, when will even stop? Were her tears won’t fall every night. Were there won’t be sadness inside her heart. Were the one she loves will finally loves her back. When?
Out of nowhere, Luhan scooted over her. He gently pulled her head, and made her lean against his shoulders. In her mind, she knew she misses Luhan, and it was times like this, when the man was with her, when she needed someone the most. Why can’t she just fall in love with him?
“Is there something wrong?” He asked worriedly. “You’re being silent, and you even left the party yesterday, are you okay?”
She shook her head. “I’m fine,” she muttered. “Sorry I just left, I felt out of place, and decided that leaving was the best option.”
“Tch,” he snorted. “You could’ve come to me, I could’ve introduced you to her.”
“Hmmm,” she sighed. Then suddenly it came to her, what reaction who she show when she came face to face with Fei? Would she feign friendliness? Would she burst out? No matter how much she thinks about it, she knew to herself, that she wouldn’t want to meet her that night. It was already too much to take and meeting her would be a real hit on her ego. “Luh
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