"Why do they have to lock me in? 

They have been locking me in for most of my life and even after they said they’d let me out at 26,

Yet they haven't, they are Liars.

Why do things have to be so hard in this place, this place I used to call home.

Now it seems more like a jail that I won’t be able to get out of. 

Calling out for help as much as I can, when will I be set free? Never?

I’ve been coping with the pain for years and it still lingers there in my heart and soul.

I feel locked in a hell hole that repeats over and over, I hold on to dear life hoping to be saved, hoping to be set free.

All the criticism, fights, pain, monitoring, unfairness. It hurts me.

Me being locked up, to think it was for my own good? 

Nope, only for my sister’s.

The most important thing that keeps me sane is her. 

It has always been her. 

Her words filled with the painful truth, I love it.

She’s been my anchor, she keeps me intact.

She keeps me going.

I feel so emotionally draine