Can you believe it?

The amount of pain one person you love can truly give you,

I had that moment in my life,

It was so wrong,

But it felt so right,

It got to the point that I knew this was bad,

Not just for them,

But especially for myself,

The amount of weakness I had,

I can't believe I couldn't handle it,

Gosh,

Everything you labeled me as was right all along,

I am weak,

I am pathetic,

I am a loser,

I am unloved.

Wow,

I'm so stupid.

I'm just hurting because of you,

I shouldn't let this be happening,

But what can I do?

Absolutely nothing.

I'm stuck in your spell,

I'm still being the little toy you treated me as,