You know, they say one sided love is the most painful thing to have in this world, but is it really the most painful thing to go through?

I don't think it is. 

Rejection is what I think hurts the most.

I would rather walk in a world with my heart full of hidden love than with my heart filled with pain. 

Yes, it is so painful to see the one person you love smiling, laughing, being happy and you aren't the main reason behind it.

But even then, seeing them happy fulfills a part in your heart that you can't take away as much as it hurts to admit.

Living with one sided love can be the easiest thing, but the hardest to hide.

Words can hide a lot, actions can as well, but the eyes? They spill the whole truth.

I would rather hide the love I have than be rejected because at least I have something to hold on to, as selfish as it may be… at least that can be my reason to live.

The reason? To see the one I love happy.

It is sad, but truthfully? It isn't for me because without her knowing— She will always have someone that loves her, someone to run to, someone to treasure her in the backstage of her story.

While someone is the main actor, I'm the one on standby waiting for when she needs me, for when she calls out to me.

And I'm seriously okay with that.

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