Wendy sat on the balcony with her guitar on her lap, she positioned herself up straight looking up at the night sky and began to strum her guitar.

(AN: Italics are Wendy’s thoughts, song is Jealous by Labrinth)

"I'm jealous of the rain

That falls upon your skin"

Hey, Joohyun. I miss you, I miss you so much, what happened to you? What happened to us? I remember everything about you, I can’t ever forget those eyes, lips, body, smile. That killer smile.

"It's closer than my hands have been

I'm jealous of the rain"

Irene, I’m not doing so good, but at the same time I'm happy for one reason. A secret. I remember all the moments we had together every time I looked up to the night sky, remember how we literally shared our feelings to each other? Remember that one day I ran after you.

"I'm jealous of the wind

That ripples through your clothes"

The days we sat by the beach on a windy day and just admired the whole beach view together, just me and you, no one else in the world.

"It's closer than your shadow

Oh, I'm jealous of the wind"

I remember holding you that very day. You cried because you were broken, but I was as well. I never liked seeing you hurt like that, but I was hurt for you, but also for another reason.

"Cause I wished you the best of

All this world could give"

All I want is for you to be happy Irene.

"And I told you when you left me

There's nothing to forgive"

If leaving me made you happy then I’m okay, I’ll be okay knowing you are happy.

"But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was

Heartbreak and misery"

I always wish for the day you come back though, I won’t lie about that. I hoped you noticed that I was always the person who’d be by your side until the end, that I’d be there forever.

"It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way

You're happy without me"

But in the end you left me, you left me for good, I won’t lie it’s the hardest thing to accept right now.

"I'm jealous of the nights

That I don't spend with you"

I used to be the one you last saw when you slept and first thing you saw when you woke up, gosh I can't stop remembering.

"I'm wondering who you lay next to

Oh, I'm jealous of the nights"

It was her, wasn’t it? It was that Jennie girl, wasn’t it? Why go back to her? She only ever hur