I don't know how I look.
But I know how I feel.
Young,
Goofy
&
Infinite.

-John Green

 

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Sehun knocked the door for the fourth time and Jin finally opened it. Sehun immediately jumped on the older with excitement.

Jin lost his balance and fell to the ground.

"Ah ah ouch."

Jin said as he fell to the floor.

"Sorry hyung. Hehe. I got too excited."

"That's fine. Now help me up."

Sehun stood up and helped Jin stand. Because of falling down Jin's clothes got disturbed. His scarf got disturbed from its place, revealing the bright red hickeys beneath it.

All the guys saw those marks. A small smile formed on Baekhyun's lips as he turned to Chanyeol while placing a hand on his lips to cover his smile. Chanyeol also glanced towards Baekhyun and nodded lightly in agreement.

Kai and Sehun also glanced towards each other. Jin got confused. As if being part of a joke that only he couldn't understand.

"What's up, guys? How are you Baekhyun, and how about you Kai? And is this tall young man Chanyeol?"

"Its great to meet you again Jin!"

Baekhyun said and stepped towards Jin for a bro hug.

"Hello."

Chanyeol said and had a handshake.

"Hyung, I know we aren't living in Korea anymore but we are still Koreans, you know."

Sehun said while sitting on the sofa. Kai took the bean bag and Chanyeol on a chair and Baekhyun next to Sehun on the sofa.

"Of course we are Koreans. What do you mean Sehun?"

Sehun smiled a little and said,

"Hyung you could have waited till marriage. She is yours after all."

Jin's eyes popped out on hearing Sehun's comment.

"Wh-what are you saying Sehun?"

Jin said while a rosy blush appeared on his cheeks.

"I am just saying what those marks on your neck are telling me."

Sehun admitted innocently.

Jin gulped and immediately started correcting his scarf to cover his neck. He looked at his feet, unable to look back at Sehun or anyone else in the room.

Baekhyun smiled to himself and squeezed Sehun's hand lightly to stop him from embarrassing Jin any further.

Jin gulped and said,

"Sehunnie, there's-there's some-something I want to tell you."

Jin stuttered.

"Hyung not now. First I wanna meet Jenny. I haven't seen her yet."

"Its-its about Jenny."

"No hyung, let me meet her!"

Sehun argued, not understanding the intensity of the situation.

"No, no Sehun, you're not under-understanding. It's really important."

"Hyung is everything okay?"

Jin took a deep breath, then released. He stood up and slowly walked to Sehun and sat between Sehun and Baekhyun.

"Hyung, why are you limping?"

Sehun asked worriedly.

"Uh, I-uh- I kinda, fe-fell."

Jin said trying to avoid the topic.

"Fell? Where? When? Are you hurt?"

Sehun asked.

Events from the morning flashed inside Jin's head. His breath hitched.

"Just fell in the bathroom. But it's not important right now."

Everybody in the room now understood that something really serious is coming up. Everybody looked tensed except Baekhyun. He's a psychiatrist after all. He's used to all this.

Baekhyun placed his hand on Jin's and said in a comforting manner,

"Its alright Jin, you can tell him. He won't judge you for whatever it is."

Jin nodded in understanding.

"Jenny, like, she is there, but she's not. Like, the person is, but she's not. Oh God, this is so tough!"

"Hyung what are you talking about. She's there but she's not?!"

"What I wanna tell you about Jenny is that, that it-its not Jenny."

"Did you break up with her?"

"No! Never!"

Jin said loudly.

"Then? Do you love her?"

"Yes, of course. But no, like not Jenny."

"Damn. Hyung, you're cheating on her?"

"WHAT? NO!"

"Then what is it hyung?"

"Sehun it's just that I am scared you'll not like what I tell you."

Jin held Sehun's hands in his own and said,

"You're the only family I have. And.. I don't wanna.. lose you."

"Hyung, just tell me already. I am leaving you at any cost."

Sehun tightened his grip on Jin's hands and looked him in the eyes.

Jin exhaled once and said in a very fast manner,

"ThepersonIaminlovewithisnotJenny. ItsNamjoonandIwasscaredoftellingyouthatitsaguysoIsaidJennyinsteadofJoon."

Sehun blinked.

"Hyung what?"

He didn't get anything. But Baekhyun did.

"Oh my God! Okay. Jin relax."

Baekhyun said and picked up a glass of water and handed to Jin.

Kai and Chanyeol were looking at each other in confusion.

"How did you get it?"

Chanyeol asked.

"I meet people going through anxiety every day. It's my job."

"Right!"

Kai said.

Baekhyun turned to Jin and placed his hand on Jin's shoulder.

"Is he home?"

Baekhyun asked Jin, to which he nodded.

"Who is home?"

Sehun asked.

Sehun, Chanyeol as well as Kai were confused as hell.

"Just show them then."

Baekhyun told Jin.

"Are you sure?"

Jin asked.

Baekhyun nodded crazily.

"Okay. Joon! Please come out."

Jin called, looking at the room upstairs.

"Joon? Who is this?"

Kai asked.

And Namjoon walked out of the room and walked down the stairs.

A bright smile on his charming face. His eyes fixed on Jin who was looking back at him.

Jin stood up and walked to him and said,

"This is Namjoon. The person I am marrying."

Jin said while looking at Sehun.

And now everybody understood what it was all about.

Sehun ran to Jin and hugged the older tightly.

"Hyung, I am so happy for you!"

Jin was dead surprised. He was expecting something bad, really bad. He thought Sehun might get disappointed in him and even leave him. But this was something he didn't expect at all.

Jin hugged him back. He couldn't control the tears of happiness.

Kai sat back down on the bean bag and said with relief,

"I thought he murdered someone!"

"I thought he was getting blackmailed or something!"

Chanyeol said and started laughing. Kai joined in too.

"You guys have no idea how I compelled him to tell you about us!"

Namjoon said while winking at Jin.

Jin immediately blushed while hiding his face in his hands.

"Is that why you were limping hyung?"

Sehun asked playfully.

Jin's face got redder than a tomato while he slapped Sehun's arm.

"Yahh! Stop it!"

And everyone started laughing at Jin's reaction.