It was the week before my debut and I was sitting nervously waiting for BOYFRIEND to arrive. They told me that he will support me when I was going to record my first song for my debutalbum. BOYFRIEND arrived and a smile lit up my face. I was feeling very happy now since I have calmed down and lived on.

Kwangmin walked over to me and gave me a kiss on my lips and wished me good luck followed by his other members but they kissed me on my cheek instead of my lips.

I was back normal, my normal self I mean and I still have Pipoomica. What was I grateful that I was insecure back then and met this fantastic Pipoomica through mail. Really, not in a million mails could this ever happen to me but still it happened.

My manager came in and revealed some good news. 'Look who I brought.' she said smiling while pointing at the door where familiar faces were shown. I gasped happily and ran to my younger siblings who were standing awkwardly at the doorway. 'Unnie...' Jiyeon smiled shyly. 'Noona..' Shindong also smiled shyly. I chuckled and  hugged them and swirled them one by one around. 'Jiyeon, Shindong!!' I smiled happily and not only my siblings were there. My parents tagged along and smiled proudly at me. I hugged then one by one and then got wrapped into Kwangmins arm. 'Are you going to introduce your boyfriend to your parents?' he asked me smirking while leaning with his chin onto my head. I blushed and pushed him a little away. 'yah! Aishh...you!!' I teased while I became flustered and hit him soflty.

But then another surprise hit me and I gasped again. There at the doorway, the person I thought disappeared was back. Baro. He smiled and walked over to me, giving me a hug. I hugged him too and smiled brightly making Kwangmin a little jealous. 'Yah! Don't hug too long!' Kwangmin joked. Baro stuck out his tongue to him behind my back and turned back to me. 'I got something for you. Jinyoung wanted you to have this as your debut song and I will be doing the duet with you.' he smiled while taking a crumpled paper out of his pocket and unfolded it.

I smiled at him and took the paper out of his hands. There were lyrics written on the paper with the handwriting style of Jinyoung and the messy scrabbles. I nodded and smiled. 'Let's do this then.'

(....)

Pink = you singing

Purple/blue = Baro

It’s not love
This isn’t love
It’s just your obsession
Wherever
Whatever I do
It’s frightening
The you who watches me

I follow in your shadow
I make a phone call
I become thrilled at the sound of your shaking breath
My heart runs after your increasingly quick steps
I think I’ll go crazy
The long night gets darker
Under the dead streetlamp in front of your house
I’m watching you through the crack in your window
Until the night ends
Come on and find me
You keep playing a suffocating game of hide-and-seek with me
You, you, you
You’re inseparable from me

Have you gone crazy?
Why are you like this?
Please just leave me alone now
Seeing you is suffocating
Please disappear from my sight

You can never break away from me
You have no one to love but me
Try to escape
Wherever you are
I can see you
You know deeply
You can never break away from me
You have no one to love but me
Look at me now
I don’t wanna cry no more, more

(Imagine you and Baro in this song ^^)

Get lost

Just back off

I really can’t breathe

Wherever I go
Wherever I am
It’s frightening
The you who follows me

A hundred times
Tens of thousands of times
I’ve called you
But why, why is there no answer?
Did you forget?
It’s already been a thousand days since we met
I prepared a gift you’d like
I sit on the street you frequently travel
I’m waiting for you
I know my love
Don’t call it obsession, you don’t know love
Don’t say I’ve gone crazy
You don’t know my heart
You can never be separated from me

Have you gone crazy?
Why are you like this?
Please just leave me alone now
Seeing you is suffocating
Please disappear from my sight

You know you want me too
You know you love me
Don’t run away from me
Cut the crap
Get a hold of yourself and stop it
Let go of me now

This ain’t right
This isn’t love
It’s just hurts me, don’t be like this
I loved you
But I don’t now
Erase me from your memory

I don’t wanna cry no more, more

'Thank you!!!' I shouted at my fans as my debut song became a big hit. I was very well known with Baro as a duet in South-Korea. The fans of B1A4 became mine but they still stayed the old B1A4 loyal even if the leader died, 5 months ago. I can't blame then since Jinyoung still remained for a little part in my heart. After these times, I have been thinking. Jinyoungs death made my mind go crazy and let me realise how much he changed just for me to like him. He did put a lot of effort, except for the tortures but he can't really do something about it since it was caused by his disease. These thoughts didn't make me sad anymore, I lived on and try to smile everyday. Jinyoung would have wished this. 

I ran up to BOYFRIEND who were performing after us and supporting us. I embraced Kwangmin and gave him a kiss. 'Congratulations!!' he shouted at me. I nodded and hugged him tight. 'I love you.' I smirked. 'I love you too!' he smiled before giving me a kiss again. Baro who stood next to me, watched me with a smile. 'I'm glad that she is happy now.' Baro thought with a wide smile. On his turn, I hugged him and whispered compliments to him since he did a great job on the stage and also the rap part. 'Be happy!' I smiled at him cheerful as I saw his weak smile. Baro laughed and put up a big smile. 'Really congratulations to your succesful debut!' he shouted at me with a grin. I nodded happily and hugged him again.

But little did I know that this song was written on the date of 12 april, three months after Jinyoungs death...

"Not in a million mails could this all have happened to me."

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