Replacement.
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Five days has passed since I returned to BOYFRIEND because of Baro. Jinyoung has instructed Baro earlier to bring me back safely and arranged everything since Jinyoung knew he was going to die soon. I came to know that all the time Jinyoung was being absent was that he went to the doctor for some check-up. He was suffering a lot but still didn't let it show since he really wanted to spend a lot of time with me. He kept pushing himself and made his death early. It was also revealed on the news that he died and was normally expected only to die after 2 years. It really hit me as I saw the news.
I tried to contact B1A4 but they probably have changed phonenumbers and disappeared out of my life. They took Jinyoung with them and buried him somewhere on the world. No one really knows where, except for B1A4. They wiped all the traces away and lived their life somewhere else leaving me behind. If only I could talk to them for a last time but too bad, they didn't want it anymore or was it Jinyoung who decided this?
I sighed and walked like a zombie around BOYFRIENDs house. Ofcourse I have returned to my house but since I felt very lonely, they suggested to sleep with me. So it became more BOYFRIENDs house than mine since they are doing all the housechores especially Minwoo who was extremely good with cleaning the house.
They didn't continue their promotion in America and gave up becoming more famous worldwide, specially for me. Ofcourse their company didn't agree on it but after a while they understood our situation.
I'm still a trainee at WM entertainment and replacing B1A4 since they disappeared without a trace and my debut is set on 4th may which was over 5 months.
When I debut, I hope that Jinyoung watches over me and help me becoming as popular as B1A4 so that their fans would like me and their pain gets replaced by my songs. I think that Jinyoung wished this for his fans. That I someday will replace him and lift the pain up from their fans.
Another short one and the next one will be the final ^^
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