Side Chapter: Baekyeol 3

Officially Missing You - Alpha and Beta College AU

"Bacon baby...." A familiar deep voice calls out to Baekhyun one fine afternoon, and the beta boy almost trips over his own foot when he suddenly stops so abruptly.

 

A hand catches his arm before he falls though, and turns him around sharply. Their eyes instantly meet at first gaze, and Baekhyun could see that Chanyeol is upset. "Careful there. You almost fell." The giant warns him firmly, despite the sad tone in his voice.

 

"W-what are you doing here?"

 

They are now standing inside an empty music room. Thankfully, Baekhyun's class ended ten minutes ago, and everyone filed out the moment their music teacher announced their dismissal. But Baekhyun usually takes his time to arrange back all his notes into his bag, so by the time he's done, it's no suprise that the room is empty. Chanyeol's sudden appearance, however, is a suprise.

 

"We need to talk, Baekkie." The tall male says, lowering his head slightly. His grip on Baekhyun's arm doesn't weaken though. It feels as though he needs to keep holding on to his lover, afraid that Baekhyun would suddenly take off into a sprint. But the older boy doesn't seem like he's about to run off anytime soon, so Chanyeol could at least loosen his death grip a little. He's almost afraid to ask the next thing. "A-are you breaking up with me?" He asks, voice cracking.

 

Baekhyun could only widen his eyes, more surprised than mad at Chanyeol's sudden inquiry. Why is he the one who is upset when he clearly just cheated on me two nights ago? The older boy wonders. He slowly takes Chanyeol's hand into his and stares at those calloused fingers now resting on his hand. "Chanyeol, do you even remember what you did two nights ago?"

 

The lanky male tilts his head up in an instant, meeting Baekhyun's face again. There's a pained expression on the elder's face now, while he twiddles his thumb against Chanyeol's palm. For a moment, Chanyeol almost believes that Baekhyun is about to cry, so he quickly figures out an explanation that could end all this misunderstanding they're having. The problem is that he doesn't even know what he did two nights ago. It was all a blur. He only remembered waking up in the middle of an empty bus stop, with a killer hangover, and an urge to eat bagels.

 

Yeah, call him crazy, but Chanyeol isn't the type who ponders on nights filled with alcohol, women and . 

 

He'd rather spend some quality time with the people he loves, because those moments are worth to be called memories. But at the moment, not knowing what really went down in the club that night was making him all squirmy and uncomfortable inside. He must have done something that had hurt Baekhyun really badly, but he couldn't in the world remember what he did. It's frustrating, to say the least.

 

"I really don't know, baby. Please...at least tell me what I did wrong."

 

The pained look on Baekhyun's face intensifies at his request. "You touched that girl, you ing ! You allowed her to touch you. I saw you guys made out in the bus stop outside after that and...and, just off from my life, Park Chanyeol. I don't need a boyfriend who lies to my face." Baekhyun shakes off the grip on his arms and slings his back over his shoulder.

 

"Baekhyun, wait. Wait, hold on a minute, let me explain. Please," Chanyeol pleads, blocking the doorway immediately so that Baekhyun can't get out.

 

"Move the out of my way, Chanyeol." The older boy demands, shooting Chanyeol a hard glare.

 

"I don't remember anything, and I'm sorry, Baek. Really! I wouldn't have done all that if I was aware of my actions."

 

"You wouldn't have done all that if you were aware of my presence. you and your lies, Chanyeol. You knew what people do in clubs. You of all people should know very well the things they serve in your drinks, and how touchy-feely the es there would get. Heck, you can't even stand your alcohol. Yet, you still went off to a club with your ing alpha buddies and probably downed a couple of shots along the way. It's like you were inviting people to touch you. And now you're giving me some stupid excuse about not remembering anything and we both know that's not the point here. I don't give two s whether you remember what happened or not. I'm just saying that you would have known the consequences from the very beginning."

 

"I'm a college student. These kind of things are what normal college students do." Chanyeol defensively argues back, and Baekhyun actually feels tears welling up in his eyes when he sees the slightly angry look on Chanyeol's face now.

 

"So it doesn't matter whether we're in a relationship, isn't it? Just because you're a college student, you could go around freely like you did, not bothered about how your own ing boyfriend would feel when you do things behind his back." Tears are now streaming down his cheeks, and Chanyeol's world literally crumbles at the sight. He's really done it this time.

 

He made Baekhyun cry.

 

"Just because you're a college student...." Baekhyun trails off, wiping away his tears with his sleeve. "Try putting yourself in my shoes then, Park Chanyeol. For once. How would you feel if I suddenly make-out with some random strangers in front of your eyes? You would have hated me, wouldn't you?"

 

"I-I won't...."

 

"Don't ing lie to me again. And if you think I'm being too clingy, well I'm sorry for being your boyfriend then." The sentence is basically the deathblow to Chanyeol's crumbling heart. Everything is destroyed now, every defensive barrier he has placed around himself at the beginning of their conversation. What else could he say as an excuse? Baekhyun inhales a sharp, quivering breath before shoving him aside. But the giant would not budge. "Please move, Chanyeol. I don't want to hate you anymore than I already do."

 

"You can't hate me, Baekhyun...." Chanyeol mutters softly, tears trailing down his cheeks now. He pins his lover in place by the shoulders, much to Baekhyun's weak protests, and rests their foreheads together. It pains him to see Baekhyun sobbing so bitterly. "We love each other too much to hate one another."

 

A large part in Baekhyun's heart curses Chanyeol for seeing right through him. He knows he could never hate the giant, but he didn't expect his lover to point that out. And now that he did....oh gosh, what a mess! What's going to happen now? Baekhyun would never be able to forgive the younger male so easily, not after seeing what Chanyeol did with his own eyes. It takes a lot of effort to even stand there right then, with their faces so close to each other. It's like dousing alcohol on an open wound, and to see it so red and raw after that.

 

"Well, I don't exactly like you eit----" Baekhyun couldn't finish his sentence on time, because Chanyeol's lips are suddenly on his. There's a tinge of remorse, desperation and guilt in the kiss, because Baekhyun could tell the younger's lips are quivering from the way he sloppily brushes their lips together. More tears are also staining his cheeks, rolling down into the kiss, until Baekhyun could taste the saltiness of it.

 

Even though the kiss has a little force into it, it's not the kind of rough force they usually share when they had . This one is raw, fueled with the need to tell how sorry he is for hurting the person he loves. And Baekhyun's heart eventually caves in, reciprocating the kiss with a gentle flick of his tongue. Chanyeol allows him entry immediately, and Baekhyun shoves his tongue in to deepen their kiss.

 

When they finally pull apart, both of them are panting for air. Chanyeol is the first to speak. "I'm really sorry for hurting you, Baek. You're right. I didn't think about my actions before I did it. And I would have hated to see you making out with another person. That excuse about me being a college student..."

 

"You can't help being who you are, I guess." Baekhyun sighs.

 

"No no, it's not that. I mean, it was who I was. But after you came along, you're the only one that matters in my heart. That whole make-out session, I wouldn't have done it at all if I was sober. I would never just hurt you like that. You have no idea how long it took me to get you---"

 

"What?"

 

"----and I'm not about to throw away the memories of our last six months just for a night of fun. To be honest, I have the most fun with you than I ever had with other people---"

 

"Including Jongin?"

 

"---including Jongin." Chanyeol chuckles, remembering the night Baekhyun found him and Jongin tangled in a bush somewhere, having apprently fell from a tree when they tried to spy on their two angels. "So please give me another chance, Baekhyun. I won't mess it up ever again. I think it hurts me more to see you cry like that. I'd rather have you nagging at me any day, but not tears."

 

"I'm your kryptonite."

 

Chanyeol tries to ignore the geeky pun, but he can't help laughing at it in the end. At least Baekhyun is back in his arms, eventhough the smile on his face is still a little reluctant. No matter. Chanyeol will never make the same stupid mistake again. "I love you, Byun Bacon."

 

"Are you asking for a death wish?" Baekhyun retorts, with a deadpan look on his face.

 

"No, not really. But if I die, at least it's in your arms." Chanyeol remarks, causing a small blush to form on the other's cheeks.

 

"You're an idiot sometimes, I swear. Now, answer my question. What did you mean when you said you took a long time to get me?" Chanyeol wraps an arm around Baekhyun then, a goofy smile on his face. There's a lot to tell, it seems. And Chanyeol would rather do it over dinner.

 

"Let's get some sushi first, bacon baby."

 

 

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They're together again! Hunhan next? Or Kaisoo?

 

 

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guys, it's not the end yet, really. there's an epilogue for this.

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EXO-l_army1 #1
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rbdgirl
#2
Chapter 12: chapter12: i love kaisoo and baekyeol :D
KjiDksship #3
Seriously, I can't stop reread your story. <3
alenaakim #4
Chapter 13: I love krisoo
winternoona
#5
Chapter 55: Gosh. I don't know! this fic gave me a lot of feelings. Since I'm on my half way I really really want to leave a comment in here and say how frustrating I felt when they were fighting and the fcking cheating happened.
That thing whenever I read fanfics always give me the hateful feeling. So I guess I understand how devastated Kyungsoo felt when he caught it with his eyes. That's super awful authornim. :(
And how fate must've hated them since he was there to witness Jongin's not soooo lucky moments with other girls. Man, I almost didn't finished this story when I reached that chapter.
And then they got back together. I don't know how Kyungsoo find himself forgiving Jongin after that. Maybe, just maybe he really love him that much.
And then you let him leave?! Waaahhh I almost hate you for giving them those heart shattering moment.

Whooosh. But then, after my long rant about your story. I bet that it's one of the most realistic stories I've ever read. I may not know how the feeling of being cheated is, nor witnessing with my own eyes. But still cheating is still a no-no for me.

And thank you for messing up with our feelings. Haha! Pun intended.
But really, thank you for writing this story. And btw, I love your other fic: Average Love Guru
hadzluvsDO #6
Chapter 55: AHHHH!!! I cant believe this is finished. I love this fic so much you have no idea.*cries*. Too much feels. So far one of the best kaisoo fic I have ever read. I'm going to miss. Thank you for such a wonderful book author-nim.
kaichocosoo
#7
Chapter 55: This is one emotional rollercoaster and it got me on so many levels because of the cheating thingy. :( A very touchy subject that is why I was well into this for reasons I can't understand. LOL


But I was a bit confused because when they were in England, it was mentioned that Soo took an English subject that is why he's good at it but when he came to US, he had a hard time? Hmmm.

For me, Kaisoo here was unnecessarily hurting each other and it's hella frustrating! ugh!
the thing is, you were able to get these emotions from us and it's good. :)
iamarcheur #8
Well Hello there authornim .....

I'm really satisfied with this fic ...

I've waited for this to finish since last year and it was worth the wait.
I really liked how you transformed Jongin in this fic ... its somehow realistic .. I mean if you love someone ... you have to work hard for it ...

You didn't give like (Something happened) and they're together already ...
You've transformed your character in order to achieve what he is in the end of the story ...

However there are some things we readers are left hanging .. like the reaction of Jongin's parents to their relationship
also Kyungsoo's family :)

I HOPE YOU WOULD MAKE A SEQUEL OF THIS FIC !!

Is it weird that i've read your other fic (Average love guru) months before this one ? Cuz it seems that this one's made earlier than the othr fic :))


ANYWAYS ... THANK YOU FOR SUCH A WONDERFUL FIC :))) HOPE YOU WOULD MAKE MORE FICS :)))
shawol_blingbling #9
Chapter 55: Wait!!!! Is there going to be a sequel?? I want to know who was Kyungsoo's little affair in America! And how his parents will react to him dating.?! Please do one of Kyungsoo's break as well please Author-nim!!!!^^ I love this story so much! Will upvote ans subscribe!
DevilNextToYou #10
Chapter 55: U know I really really hate kyungsoo here
Kyungsoo don't deserve Jongin in this story (real life is a whole different story they r made for each other )
He said he can't tolerate cheating okay jongin slept with 2 girls ( but that's an amazing feat given his previous lifestyle ) BUT HE DIDNT KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING
and do ing kyungsoo got a friendly ( from my point of view ) a crush on some Korean raised in America dude AND THIS IS WORSE CUZ HE KNOWS WHAT HE WAS DOING AND DEVELOPING FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE ELSE IS WAY WORSE THAN SLPING WITH SOMEONE ELSE FORM MY POINT OF VIEW and he even forgotten to contact them and he said he got carried away means he wasn't affected by the two months separation from jongin like wtf? He even had an "affair" with another dude that a Nono jongin changed his entire lifestyle for him T_T
Oh and btw can I request a sequel for gaining the parents approval getting through the an arranged marriage ( with yoona? O_O u somehow hinted that)