ed Up Christmas

Officially Missing You - Alpha and Beta College AU

So, here's an update that will probably shock you guys. Hahaha. Don't hate me.

 

 

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It turned out that Joonmyeon's best friend had a cousin coming over for a week.

 

"Kris?" Jongdae said the moment they stepped into the moderate-sized apartment. Joonmyeon was shocked to see Kris too, and damn it, that guy had the biggest grin on his face when Kyungsoo entered into the picture.

 

"Kyungsoo." The older male called out, gathering everyone's attention towards a startled Kyungsoo.

 

"You." Kyungsoo murmured back.

 

"Siwon!" Joonmyeon greeted his best friend. Eventhough Joonmyeon was much younger than Siwon, they had known each other for five years, ever since Joonmyeon graduated from high school. Siwon was the one who found him wandering the streets alone five years back, when Joonmyeon had lost his way home and took shelter in one of those back alley bars.

 

The older male happened to be working in the bar Joonmyeon chose. He gave the younger boy a shot of vodka and gin to welcome the country-bred youngster, and because Joonmyeon had such a low alcohol tolerance, he ended up wandering the streets in a drunken state.

 

Siwon found him singing in some corner near the bar after he was done with work, so he took the poor boy home, and they became friends since.

 

"Hey Myeonie. That's quite a crowd you brought along." Siwon greeted with a smile. He was just about to serve his cousin and his cousin's currently missing best friend some beer, when Joonmyeon and his troupe appeared. Despite the lack of space his apartment offered, he welcomed the boys into his humble home, telling them to sit wherever they felt comfortable.

 

Kyungsoo chose the chair that placed him as far away from Kris as possible. And Joonmyeon naturally fell back onto the couch. It felt like home being in Siwon's apartment again, and he was just so glad to see his best friend. Jongdae sat on the carpeted floor in the middle of the living room, with a pabo smile on his face.

 

While Siwon went off to the kitchen once more to get more drinks, Kris started a small conversation with the beta guys. His eyes were on Kyungsoo the whole time when he spoke to them. The younger boy promptly looked away because he didn't want to remember what Kris did to him two days ago.

 

"I didn't know you and Siwonnie are related." Joonmyeon said. "I couldn't have guessed it too. You guys look so different."

 

"He's not my first cousin, actually. Twice removed. But we're close since we spend a lot of time hanging out in the city when I first came to Seoul. He helped me to adapt with the life here." Kris remarked. "Kyungsoo ah, you never said where you came from."

 

Kyungsoo heard the flirtatious tone in that bastard's voice. And the statement sounded like a demand, rather than a question. He groaned to himself, before facing Kris to answer, "I'm from Gyeonggie Province."

 

"Uh, well, you know where I'm from."

 

Joonmyeon and Jongdae honestly had nothing to say to interrupt their conversation. It was just so random for Kris to ask about another's person's life. And Kyungsoo, to boot. Siwon and Tao gloriously slipped into the living room after that, and Kyungsoo secretly thanked them under his breath. He didn't want to have anything to do with Kris.

 

"Ok, I've got some movies here. And Tao brought the drinks." Siwon announced. Tao appeared behind him with a tray of six fully-filled glasses of cocktail, probably something Siwon whipped out from his own experience as a bartender. Kris took the first glass, and Kyungsoo took the second one. They waited until everyone had their own drinks, before Siwon sat down on the couch next to Joonmyeon and the real conversation began.

 

Needless to say, Kyungsoo was having a hard time trying to catch up with their jokes, especially when a certain someone was annoying the out of him. He didn't know why Kris was acting this way. Heck, they'd only started talking with each other two days ago. Kris didn't even know of Kyungsoo's existence before that.

 

And suddenly, he was freely teasing the younger boy, as if he had known Kyungsoo for years.

 

Kyungsoo shifted uncomfortably on his wooden dining chair and debated whether to saunter over to Jongdae or not. No, it was too near to Kris, and that might trigger some misunderstanding with the arrogant sitting on an armchair near Jongdae. He preferred keeping his distance, even if meant suffering a sore later.

 

"So Kyungsoo ah, do you have a talent?" Siwon asked, purposely steering the conversation away from Joonmyeon's attempt to showcase his girl group dance skill. Not that he disliked Joonmyeon's dancing, he'd just seen enough of it in the past.

 

"I can sing." Kyungsoo replied honestly.

 

"Oh, that's cool. Why don't you demonstrate a song for us?"

 

Kyungsoo tensed. A part of him wanted to entertain this request, but another part was still wary of Kris. Ugh, that no-good piece of . Did he have to grin like that?!

 

"Sure." Kyungsoo eventually relented, deciding that he'd do it as gratitude for Siwon's kindness, and not because he wanted to wipe that stupid smirk off Kris's face with his vocal ability.

 

The guys applauded him as he stood up and cleared his throat. Silence soon blanketed the whole living room as Kyungsoo started.

 

"If I told you I was perfect, I'd be lying...if there's something I'm not doing, boy, I'm trying..."

 

Kris literally had his mouth hanging open by then as his eyes fixed on the younger boy standing in front of them. This was Kyungsoo in his element. He wished he had heard more of Kyungsoo's deep soothing voice during the Christmas performance. But he had such a small part in the songs because Jongdae's and Baekhyun's voice eventually led the whole performance. It was sad really, though he admitted they were equally good at singing.

 

But he wanted to hear Kyungsoo's voice again. And it was actually happening right then, with no Jongin in sight. How lucky Kris felt.

 

"I know I'm no angel....but I'm not so bad...no no no~"

 

The other guys swayed along with their eyes closed, and Jongdae was snapping his fingers, giving Kyungsoo some kind of beat.

 

"If you see me at the party conversating, that doesn't mean telephone numbers are exhanging...I know I'm no angel, boy~"

 

Kris liked the way that deep voice seemed to echo through the apartment. It was as if Kyungsoo was singing in an open studio.

 

" But I'm not so bad, no no no, you should know there's beautiful girls all over the world, I could be chasing but my time will be wasted, they got nothing on you baby, nothing on you baby, yeah~"

 

He ended the song with a smile, and Kris simply sat quietly in his armchair, lips pursed and eyes wide. His ears turned a few shades of red when Kyungsoo suddenly turned his way and shot a quick grin at him. For Kyungsoo, it was like revenge to see his enemy so stunned by the things he did. He never failed to surprise the people around him.

 

Siwon and Tao were amazed too, of course, but they had the decency to clap at his performance. Jongdae's and Joonmyeon's faces were b with smiles. And Kyungsoo felt so content with his effort that day.

 

Right before sunset, Kyungsoo got up and announced that he was going home. He had to go somewhere for dinner later. Jongdae pouted at this. He wanted Kyungsoo to stay with him until midnight, but he also knew enough about Jongin's attitude to allow Kyungsoo to leave. Kyungsoo bade farewell to his frat mates and told them to lock up first if he ended up coming home too late.

 

He left by himself after that, and not long before he even reached the nearest bus stop, someone suddenly tapped him on the shoulder and slammed their lips together into a rough kiss. Kyungsoo was so shocked to see Kris's face in front of him that his body literally froze as the older boy deepened the kiss with his tongue.

 

All Kyungsoo could think about at that moment was how dangerous the whole situation seemed. Kris knew that Jongin and him were in a relationship. He also knew how Jongin's character was. Yet, he chose to go behind his own frat mate's back and do this kind of .

 

How much more of a ing can Kris be? Kyungsoo felt like he'd just commited all the seven deadly sins in the world. A part of him actually liked this! God.

 

And if it wasn't bad enough, fate simply had to up his life and make it worst.

 

"Kyungsoo?" A familiar voice called out from behind. Kyungsoo's mind jerked into action and he realized that something really bad had just happened.

 

"." He muttered under his breath.

 

Kyungsoo immediately shoved Kris away hard, breaking their not-so-innocent kiss, and Kris, damn him, looked extremely flushed after that. It was the face of someone who clearly enjoyed what he did, and had actually meant it. But Kyungsoo didn't give a about Kris at the moment, because when he turned around, he was met with the sight of Jongin with one arm wrapped around a girl's neck, someone that Kyungsoo didn't recognize.

 

And boy, jealous Jongin was never a good sign.

 

But for Kyungsoo, what hurt the most was the fact that Jongin had found him in such an embarrassing state. And the younger boy didn't even allow him a chance to explain what happened before he walked away, fingers intertwined with the girl next to him.

 

It literally broke Kyungsoo's heart that night.

 


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It's short, but I hope it's good. I can't resist Krisoo. By the way, do you guys notice that in Sukira, when D.O sang that song, he actually said, If I told you I was perfect, I'd be lying...if there's something I'm not doing, boy, I'm trying...

 

The original lyric is actually, If I told you I was perfect, I'd be lying...if there's something I'm not doing, girl, I'm trying...

 

And I know I sound like I'm over-analyzing this , but I was hoping that maybe....just maybe....D.O was singing it to someone. You know, like Kris or Kai. Hahaha. Kris looked like he was falling in love with D.O in that video.

 

Damn you Krisoo, for ruining my Kaisoo feels.

 

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guys, it's not the end yet, really. there's an epilogue for this.

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EXO-l_army1 #1
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rbdgirl
#2
Chapter 12: chapter12: i love kaisoo and baekyeol :D
KjiDksship #3
Seriously, I can't stop reread your story. <3
alenaakim #4
Chapter 13: I love krisoo
winternoona
#5
Chapter 55: Gosh. I don't know! this fic gave me a lot of feelings. Since I'm on my half way I really really want to leave a comment in here and say how frustrating I felt when they were fighting and the fcking cheating happened.
That thing whenever I read fanfics always give me the hateful feeling. So I guess I understand how devastated Kyungsoo felt when he caught it with his eyes. That's super awful authornim. :(
And how fate must've hated them since he was there to witness Jongin's not soooo lucky moments with other girls. Man, I almost didn't finished this story when I reached that chapter.
And then they got back together. I don't know how Kyungsoo find himself forgiving Jongin after that. Maybe, just maybe he really love him that much.
And then you let him leave?! Waaahhh I almost hate you for giving them those heart shattering moment.

Whooosh. But then, after my long rant about your story. I bet that it's one of the most realistic stories I've ever read. I may not know how the feeling of being cheated is, nor witnessing with my own eyes. But still cheating is still a no-no for me.

And thank you for messing up with our feelings. Haha! Pun intended.
But really, thank you for writing this story. And btw, I love your other fic: Average Love Guru
hadzluvsDO #6
Chapter 55: AHHHH!!! I cant believe this is finished. I love this fic so much you have no idea.*cries*. Too much feels. So far one of the best kaisoo fic I have ever read. I'm going to miss. Thank you for such a wonderful book author-nim.
kaichocosoo
#7
Chapter 55: This is one emotional rollercoaster and it got me on so many levels because of the cheating thingy. :( A very touchy subject that is why I was well into this for reasons I can't understand. LOL


But I was a bit confused because when they were in England, it was mentioned that Soo took an English subject that is why he's good at it but when he came to US, he had a hard time? Hmmm.

For me, Kaisoo here was unnecessarily hurting each other and it's hella frustrating! ugh!
the thing is, you were able to get these emotions from us and it's good. :)
iamarcheur #8
Well Hello there authornim .....

I'm really satisfied with this fic ...

I've waited for this to finish since last year and it was worth the wait.
I really liked how you transformed Jongin in this fic ... its somehow realistic .. I mean if you love someone ... you have to work hard for it ...

You didn't give like (Something happened) and they're together already ...
You've transformed your character in order to achieve what he is in the end of the story ...

However there are some things we readers are left hanging .. like the reaction of Jongin's parents to their relationship
also Kyungsoo's family :)

I HOPE YOU WOULD MAKE A SEQUEL OF THIS FIC !!

Is it weird that i've read your other fic (Average love guru) months before this one ? Cuz it seems that this one's made earlier than the othr fic :))


ANYWAYS ... THANK YOU FOR SUCH A WONDERFUL FIC :))) HOPE YOU WOULD MAKE MORE FICS :)))
shawol_blingbling #9
Chapter 55: Wait!!!! Is there going to be a sequel?? I want to know who was Kyungsoo's little affair in America! And how his parents will react to him dating.?! Please do one of Kyungsoo's break as well please Author-nim!!!!^^ I love this story so much! Will upvote ans subscribe!
DevilNextToYou #10
Chapter 55: U know I really really hate kyungsoo here
Kyungsoo don't deserve Jongin in this story (real life is a whole different story they r made for each other )
He said he can't tolerate cheating okay jongin slept with 2 girls ( but that's an amazing feat given his previous lifestyle ) BUT HE DIDNT KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING
and do ing kyungsoo got a friendly ( from my point of view ) a crush on some Korean raised in America dude AND THIS IS WORSE CUZ HE KNOWS WHAT HE WAS DOING AND DEVELOPING FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE ELSE IS WAY WORSE THAN SLPING WITH SOMEONE ELSE FORM MY POINT OF VIEW and he even forgotten to contact them and he said he got carried away means he wasn't affected by the two months separation from jongin like wtf? He even had an "affair" with another dude that a Nono jongin changed his entire lifestyle for him T_T
Oh and btw can I request a sequel for gaining the parents approval getting through the an arranged marriage ( with yoona? O_O u somehow hinted that)