Why am I lying to myself?

Should've Treated You Better

"Cause I'm done with her." Kevin said, suddenly grabbing his coat and heading out the door. 

"What the hell was that about?" Eli asked. 

Every one shrugged. 

"He's not going home, is he? It's only the middle of the day." Hoon asked. 

"Doubt it." Soohyun said. 

"And how come?" Dongho asked. 

"Cause, he left his car keys. He's probably going for a walk." Soohyun suggested. 

"You guys really don't think he's over ____, do you?" Kiseop asked. 

"I doubt that too. He's probably just trying to tell himself that hoping the feeling will go away on it's own." Soohyun said. 

"If only it was that easy." AJ said. 

"So what now?" Hoon asked. 

Every one looked at Soohyun. "Now.. We come up with a scheme to make Kevin and _____ talk. He's the only one who can possibly get through to her." 

Every one nodded in agreement. Question is.. how the hell are they gonna do that?


KEVIN's POV

I walked to the park, just thinking to myself. 

Who the hell am I kidding? I'm not done with her.

I'll never be over her, will I? 

Why am I lying to myself?

Why am I being sensitive? 

I mean.. I'm a guy.. Isn't the girl suppose to be feeling this type of way? 

I took out my phone.. Calling the one person who gives me the best advice. On girls that is. 

I dialed her number, and heard her pick up. 

"Umma?" 

"Kevin? Is that you?" 

"Umma! I miss you!" 

"Ahh, it is my little baby! Haha hello!"

"Aish, when are you coming back?!" 

"Awh, I won't be coming back for another few days or maybe a week! Wae? You miss me already?" 

"Ugh, more like I need your advice!" 

"Why not ask your appa?" 

"He's the worst at giving advice.." 

"Haha I figured. So what's up?" 

"Do you remember _____?" 

"Ahh yess. I do. The pretty one, the one who got tired of you and moved to America, right?" 

"Seriously.. You had to go in all detail?" 

"Well, it's the truth. So anyways, what about her?" 

"Well.. She's back.. an-" 

"She's back!? Omo! Tell her I said hii! And that I miss her! How is she doi-"

"Umma! That's not the point!" 

"Ahh.. Okay, okay. Sorry hunny. Continue on." 

"Well,  she's back. We had out moments and just when I thought we were getting closer, she suddenly goes out with this idiotic annoying model. Thing is, I really don't think she likes but she's been with him for weeks, and it's killing me. I'm so confused I can't even focus on my work. And.. I just don't know. I really don't." 

"Well.. Have you talked to her?" 

"Well.. noo.." 

"So you haven't told her how you felt?" 

"Well.. Noo.. Bu-" 

"And why not?" 

"Because she won-" 

"Won't listen? You never know if you never try. And if she doesn't listen regardless, make her listen to you. Make sure she hears your words loud and clear. Whether the outcome of your conversation has bad or good results, at least you know that you've told her every thing. At least you've let it out. And after that happens, what ever she decides, that'll help you decide what you need to do next." 

"What if I get rejected?" 

"Then accept it." 

"But umma.. I honestly think this guy has something against her. Every one else thinks it. If you see him, you can tell he's really not her type." 

"Well.. If that's true.. That's something you have to get out of her." 

"Yeah.. I-" I was about to continue until I reached the park, finding a familiar figure sitting on the benches. 

"Uh.. Umma. I have to go but thank you for the advice! I'll call you soon!" 

"Okay, bye! I love you!" 

"Love you too.." I said and hung up. 

This couldn't go on any longer. 

I walked over, sitting down next to her, not making eye contact, I stared straight ahead. She jumped slightly but then saw my face. 

She turned back, looking up at the sky, same thing she was doing before. 

After moments had passed, she got up, walking away, but I didn't let her. 

I grabbed hold of her hand, "Don't go." 


So many twists.. I know haha but damn three weeks?! And what about Kevin? Now that he's alone with her, what do you think he'll say? Will he even get a chance to speak? What if she walks away again? Is he gonna go after her? Or finally give up once and for all? Stay tuned ~ !

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ab2utifulrose Haha I know (: 

onjongkey2min Haha well then that tells me I'm doing something right! xD

U-KISS-ME04 Foh'real doe xD

BrightStar06 Lol at least he's finally taking some action (: 

titchinblack Is she really going out with him just to make him jealous? I like your theory (: We'll see haha

HelloKitty143 You know he can never let her go (:

inspiritkissmeemily You sure are a weird one, my friend. But I still enjoy reading your comments. Haha speaking of ice cream.. I want some >.< 

fishcakes So many questions, so little time.. 

Liana_Iana Now you know he'll never get over her.. Haha and hey, confused? Awesome! Haha xD Your questions will be answered very soon, my dear friend :D 

EnvMaknae Haha so many surprises.. Every thing will be okay (: or will it? ;)

fArhonEy  That's wassup! LOL we all need to like gang up on him or something

KISSmeSooVin598  I know, it's confusing.. Mianhe >.< There's just so many twists and such in this story haha 

snsdshineegirl  I think we all can agree with you. 

Derpling  Awh yay! xD

MinALuvU I second that. Lemme get a shoot at him >.< 

Pandastwaberrie Awh, really!? Gomawo! xD Just made my night (:

keyseopie  I know right?! Hopefully she won't walk away this time! xD 

KpopDaydreamer  Thank you (: I seriously hope Kevin talks to her and she won't walk away this time >.< 

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honeybunb
#1
I read this FF before when you only get to finish updating till part two and my phone broke for 1 years already..now that i've got my phone back so i'll read this ff back and luckily you've completed it~ i've been waiting impatiently for 1 years and finally,i can read this beloved fanfics!! ♥•♥ ^.^
aWeSoMeExOlOvEr
#2
Chapter 13: Hahaha the same thing happened me me except that he wasn't my boyfriend in Primary
Musicislife1295 #3
Chapter 50: I really enjoyed reading your story! The way that you used the song lyrics to accompany the storyline was genius, it really added another dimension. Thanks for the awesome read! Keep up the good work :)
horrormovie #4
Chapter 51: interesting...
Bubbletea_baby
#5
Chapter 51: Such an amazing story!! One of my favorites. :)
Angelz0715 #6
Chapter 51: I love this story <3
huehuehue #7
Chapter 51: I really love this storyyy~ oh well , looking forward to your next story xD
pandaa_
#8
Chapter 51: NOOOOOOOOOOOOO dont tell me it ended :'( that story was so beautiful :'D
KpopDaydreamer #9
Chapter 51: I love this story I hope you make many more stories in the future I will definitely read them!!^^
JadeChoi
#10
Chapter 51: Loved the ending^^ amazing kind of sad that it's over but I will check out your other stories as well!:3