CHAPTER 17

Sulli’s POV

I slowly open my eyes, what is this? My head hurts soo much. It’s like it’s going to explode. Promise, I will never drink again. ahhh! It’s like every inch of my body is aching. I’m soo tired. Do I look stupid now? Jealous over something I didn’t even own? But what should I do? I cant stop myself.

I was about to stand when I felt something in my stomach. There is someone here! I move my head to my side. “what is he doing here?” I asked myself. Minho sleep here? I smiled secretly.

But what shock me more is..

When I look at my surroundings, my clothes were scattered, not just mine..but, his too. I slowly look at myself behind the blanket.

If I was shocked seeing him beside me, now my whole body is trembling. Because what I saw behind these blanket was me and him .

..

..

me waering nothing and him, wearing a boxer.

Seeing it is like a horror. I was afraid to look at again and now wishing that it’s just a dream. Wow! A wild dream.

 “stupid!” “stupid!” I keep saying while hitting my head

I try to remember things.

Flashback.

After the musical, I was so pissed off, because of what I saw, so Immediately when Jonghyun oppa invited us to have some little celebration, even though I don’t drink alcohol, I tried because they said you will forget things, even though they tried to stop me, amber and krystal and the others too because they know that I don’t really drink even him. But I didn’t stop, I just want to forget what I saw, the pain I felt, and to forget the little hope that someday he will learn how to love me also. “you didn’t tell him sull, how will you know what he felt?” amber keeps telling me this last night. “should I tell him? I guess it will be too late. Don’t worry after this night I will forget my feelings for him, I will just stay as his poopy a friend for him, just let me this time, okay?” I answered her.

After that little talk we continue to drink until I guess I was really drank, I remember minho carrying me on his back.

“can you here my heart beat? It was only you who it beats for.. if only I was not coward enough to confess my feelings for you, If only I had accepted it with myself before, so that I haven’t wasted many years being your rival, if only you’d notice me” I thought as he carried. What is happening? Me? Choi Sulli, known to be intelligent, talented, beautiful and brave. Is now here, drunk because of love. Oh! How pathetic.

What happen next?

the next thing I remeber is he placed me in my bed. He took off my shoes and put blanket over me. I keep my eyes closed, but everytime I closed it, the one thing I see is how happy Yuri and Minho is, how perfect they are together, and how they kiss in front of everybody.

I felt that he sat beside me, and then he kissed me on the forehead. He really do respect me right? He was about to stand when I pulled him, I don’t know why but I really don’t want him to leave me, just this time. This time. After this I promise to forget what I feel towards him.

He was now beside me, I don’t know where did I get this strength to do this. But I guess because I was drunk. I opened my eyes and look at him. I slowly held his face, I don’t know when I will be able to hold him like this again. I look at him intently, until my eyes fell on his lips, oh! That lips, the lips that kissed that girl.

How would it feel if it touches mine? I thought. Now that I notice I was kissing him, I can see shock on his eyes, I then slowly close my eyes, after a few seconds, he was kissing me also, it’s my first kiss >___<

End flashback

After that? Waaah! I cant remember anything.. sulli keep thinking..

I keep on thinking what happen next.

He was kissing me until were out of breath,

He was now on top of me, I don’t know but it’s like my body is getting hotter and hotter. Next thing I know he was kissing me anywhere, my forehead, my nose, my cheeks, my neck.

I can still feel his breathe whispering in my ears.

“I love you” he whispered. Did I heard it right? Or it’s just because of my imagination.

He suddenly stop kissing me and he look at me, he was looking at me intently, “please don’t stop” I whispered WAAAAAAH! STUPID SULLI! GETTING ADDICTED WITH HIS KISS x___x

“do you really want this? I don’t want to hurt you poopy” he said, looking at me straight in my eyes. You already hurt me Minho, Loving you hurts.

I slowly nod, and he was kissing me again.

Waaah I don’t want to remember anything now.

I slowly pull out his hands from my stomach I started to move. I wrapped myself with the blanket good thing he was wearing a boxer.

I look at him, he was sleeping peacefully, and I never know, he was this y. Oh snapped it sull! I said to myself.

But there is something I noticed on my bed.

A blood stain.

I then run towards my bathroom. Just then I felt pain between my thighs., I remove the blanket that wrapped my body. And I look at myself in the mirror, “we did it?, we really did it?” I whispered as tears fall down from my face. “stupid! You’re soo stupid” I whispered as I look at my eyes, how can I be so stupid? Stupid hormones. Stupid alcohol, stupid heart. Otoke? What should I do now?.

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Updated again! ^_^

Hi! I want to say that, what is happening in my ff is really a part of my plan, before I started to write this I have already a plot in my mind, I guess some where thinking it's like playfull kiss, or like SA or other drama and Anime, I am actually a fan of Kdramas, Jdramas, and Taiwanese dramas, so if there is any resemblance or anything just forgive me. hehe but I promise you that this story is different. :)) it's minsul you know. hahahaha but anyways, maybe some were getting confused but trust me okay?

love you all ^^

~SHAWOLBABY<3