Chapter 34: 8pm confession

Sehun’s POV

I’m walking Jooyun back to her apartment and it’s very awkward. I didn’t know confessing to someone you like is going to be this awkward. I don’t want us to be like this forever. I want her to be comfortable with me. I don’t want us to drift away. Her silence is freaking me out. I know she's always silent, but today is different.

She’s walking side by side with me and I feel so happy even though we’re not talking. And I can feel that she became uncomfortable after I confessed to her. I should fix this. “J-Jooyun ah.” Whai the… I’m stuttering Sehun you weak guy.

Jooyun raised her up and looked at me with her innocent eyes. It’s so beautiful I want to stare at them before I go to sleep. Like she's smiling at me, then I’ll kiss her forehead goodnight. How I want to be with her.

Sehun!

“Uhmm… I don’t want you to be uncomfortable to me. Just…just be the old us. I hate this feeling that there's a huge wall blocking us apart. So, it means I’m…” I swallowed hard. I don’t want to say the word. “I’m rejected, right?” I managed to say it.

I saw her eyes widened a little. She lowered her head and didn’t respond, as usual response from her. I’m not really expecting an answer from her or that she will return my feelings but knowing that she already knows what I feel for her makes me feel somehow, light.

We stopped and she smiled at me. Again, that smile. I’m always falling for that smile.

“I’m going upstairs. See you…” she slightly bowed to me and went upstairs already. But she stopped and turned her head to me again. Looking from below looks like I’m looking at a princess stuck in her castle. “I…don’t really know what to answ