I've heard of persons experiencing outer body experiences. I never believed their claims in the slightest bit. I mean, how is it possible for your soul to be completely split from your body? 

And isn't the soul like a spiritual thing? Does this thing we call a 'soul' really exist? 

Even up until this point, after everything I've been through, I still don't believe in outer body experiences. But throughout it all, I couldn't help but feel like I'm watching all this sh*t happen from afar. 

I see myself, lying there on the hospital bed, pretending to be asleep. I could hear my Dad arguing with the doctor about transferring me to Seoul. 

I saw myself thrashing around when the males approached me, I was scared to death and the pretty nurse was no where to be found at the time.

I saw when they injected me with some medicine which knocked me out completely. I lost consciousness then, and when I woke up, I found myself in another hospital room, and by the lavishness of the large room, I knew that I'm back in Seoul. 

"How are you feeling?" I slowly sit up as I recognize the nurse from the other hospital, "the doctors thought that it would be a good idea for me to be here with you." 

I pull my knees closer to my chest as I look around the unfamiliar room, "you don't talk much do you?" 

I look at her, wanting to open my mouth and say just about anything, but I couldn't. That side of me is gone, I feel like I'm no longer Choi Mi Na, I'm nothing but an empty shell. 

"The doctors still want to test you...to see if there is any evidence of ual assault." 

I close my eyes as I clench my fist, "he did." 

She looks at me with sad eyes then reaches out and touches me on my arm, "I can't imagine what you went through, but I want to say I'm sorry." 

I nod my head at her, "he did. But he didn't," she gives me a strange look and my voice cracks as the tears roll down my face, "he did so many disgusting things to me, but he didn't get the chance to do everything." 

She nods her head in understanding, "the police are still here, they have more questions. But I told them that you're not ready to talk about that just yet." 

I wipe the tears from my face, "am I going to jail?" 

She gets off the chair and sits on the bed as she takes both my hands in her warm ones, "why would you think that? You've done nothing wrong." 

I pull my hands away, "he wasn't breathing when I left, I think I really killed him." 

She sighs as she looks at me. Even though I seem to have lost most of my personality, I can still pick up on a few things. 

And there's something else going on. 

"What is it? What aren't you telling me?" before she could answer my question, the door opens and two female doctors enter. 

They bow before approaching the bed, "how are you feeling today Choi Mi Na?"

I ignore their question but then shrug my shoulders afterwards. They both sit on the available chairs placed by the bed. 

"My name is Doctor Im, I'm from the psychiatric department, and this is Doctor Park, she's an OB/GYN here at this hospital." 

I look at the nurse with confusion in my eyes, I turn to the doctors and shake my head, "what?" 

Doctor Im sighs softly at me, "we're here because you went through an ordeal that no o