We all have an attachment to something, or someone. 

Some attachments are good, others not so much. 

In the early years of my life, I grew so attached to my cello, and that's why I find it really hard to not carry it around where ever I go. 

My initial attachment to this instrument grew solely out of me compensating for something that I couldn't remember receiving; that was my mother's touch. 

She passed away from the big C, I still find it hard to even say the word, and every time I hear even an utterance of it I literally shut down. 

She had battled it for all her life, according to her biography page on the internet, the big C took her eyes when she was just ten years old. My mother was the epitome of a strong woman, as she never let her inability to see stop her from playing the cello. 

I'm attached to my cello because it was once hers, I have this notion that if I touch it and use it all the time then it would be similar to me touching my mother, every essence of that cello has her imprint on it, and that's why I'm so attached to it.

But I also have another attachment, this time I'm attached to a person. This attachment brings something else along with it, I want to explore it so much, but at the same time, I fear it. 

I'm afraid of what I'm feeling, it's too deep for me to comprehend and it's a bit contradicting too. 

I have a need to explore it, but there are times when I actually want nothing to do with it. 

So to sum up everything, I'm growing attached to Kim Taehyung, I think I might be developing feelings for him, but I'm afraid of those feelings. I fell for his voice in the beginning, but now I think I'm falling for him entirely. 

I feel so happy!

Not even a clown is as happy as am I am right now. 

There are times in our existence when we meet certain people, at first we're nothing but strangers, but then the relationship starts to grow and you suddenly become immersed in their lives. When that significant person passes a test, you feel like you've also passed a test, when that person feels sad, you also end up feeling a bit sad, but when that special person, his seven members and even his boss wins an award, it's a given that you feel like you've also won an award. 

I feel so happy!

Not even Spongebob Squarepants is as happy as I am right now. 

"Mi Na-ah, are you okay? You haven't touched your food." 

I turn my eyes away from the window and give Chan a wide, droopy smile then sigh, happily. Il Suk gives me a weird look then his eyes quickly widen. 

"Don't tell me...did you?...how was it?" Chan looks at the both of us back and forth, his facial expression registering deep shock. 

"I can't believe this," he drops his burger on his plate then leans back in the chair, his expression quickly changes from one of shock to a deep, angry look. 

It should be noted that if I wasn't floating on cloud nine right now then I would be a bit confused. "Ya, Choi Mi Na," I smile brightly at Chan, "didn't you say you're waiting for the right time?"

He leans over the table and whispers softly, "for when you finally have s*x?" 

My smile immediately falls from my face as I look at the two idiots, "where in the world would you get that idea from?"

Il Suk shrugs his shoulders, "well I assume that's how you would look post..."

I roll my eyes at him then slump in my chair, "you guys never fail to make me feel embarrassed."

Chan sighs in relief as the short misunderstanding is quickly cleared up.

What is he so relieved about anyway?

Before I could continue chewing the