It's only been two days since Jin was gone. It felt so awkward. The house was less crowded, and sometimes it was so quiet. Jin hasn't visit ever since he left, however, on the bright side, I still get to see him at school. Apparently, he gets dropped off by his 'butler.' I can't say he's changed, it hasn't even been that long yet. Jin is still Jin. He still smiles at me, sit by me, joke with BTS, still my "boyfriend" at school, and overall, still there for me. 

"You want to go somewhere with me tomorrow?" I asked him one sunny lunch hour. 

"Where?" 

"My parents," he looked at me, "It's their death anniversary, if you don't want to you don't have to. Jungkook and I are planning to go after school tomorrow,"

"Wil they be alright with me coming along?"

"Of course! Why wouldn't they?" 

He let out a chuckle, "Alright, I'll go with you. I'll pick you and Jungkook up tomorrow,"

I raised an eyebrow at him, "Pick me and Jungkook up? With what?"

"Car? Duh," he said as a matter of fact, "Jaehye, did you totally forget that I drive," Yes I have. It's just that he's been with me for two years that I've never really thought about it. We're always on our feet that's why. "We can stop by a store so you can get flowers and food for your parents also," he smiled. 

"Alright," I smiled back. With Jin coming along, it makes me feel much safer. 

"Ahh~" Jin said as he placed his arms behind his head and then laid on his back, "Being at home . It doesn't feel right to me. Everything is just... so weird,"

I laid down also, and looked up to the sky, "Why,"

"I don't know. I feel like I don't belong there. Seeing my family every day, greeting them every morning and seeing Mark isn't the same like how it was two years ago,"

Mark, right. I totally forgot that they were brothers for a split second there, "Well why don't you make some time with him then. Have a brotherly hang out,"

He scoffed, "Are you kidding me? Everytime Mark and I see each other in the house, we want to burn up everything. We can't even eat together during dinner time. It's either he starves, or I starve,"

I laughed, "Idiots," I noticed that I've been keeping my attention up in the clouds for a while now. The white fluffly clouds flowed slowly through the baby blue sky. "Jin ah, what if one day I'm gone?"

"What do you mean by gone,"

"I don't know, just gone,"

He turned to his side and looked at me, "What are you talking about, Jeon Jaehye? Why are you asking me this. Are you planning on doing something that I don't know of?"

"No," I answered as I laughed, "I'm just saying," I then closed my eyes as I entwined my hands together on my stomach. "I'm just... saying,"

Soon enough the bell rang. Lunch was over, and it was 5th hour. Jin sent me to class where Hoseok waited for me. Jin didn't mention anything about what I had said earlier. I made my way over to the desk by the window and rested my head on one of my hand. The answer that I wanted hear... I didn't get it. 

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"How does it feel to be living under the same roof with Seokjin again," Jaebum asked me as we chilled in the studio.

I was shooting some hoops as I answered him, "Nothing much. It certainly does not feel like old times. I don't even know Seokjin anymor