~JaeJoong~

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It was kind of hard to read her emotions that was displaying in her eyes. I wasn't sure if she was shocked, happy or just.. sad. But she couldn't be sad. She must have seen this coming somehow right?

 

I waited which felt like hours when I finally saw a slight and quiet move from her. She nodded, unable to speak and I saw her hands shaking as she took a step closer to me. I started to laugh, unspeakably happy and undoubtfully feeling my heart bursting inside of my chest out of happiness. I put the ring on in a hurry and stood up, lifting her up and as we both laugh, her crying at the same time, we laughed and hugged each other tightly. 

 

She was going to be mine. My bride to be. My wife, my lover for eternity.

 

I put her down and kissed her happily as she kept laughing.

 

"We're engaged" She whispered and looked at her ring

 

I nodded

 

"Thank you"

 

"For what?"

 

"For saying yes"

 

She suddenly hit me and mumbled idiot which was okay. It was kind of stupid to say but I couldn't help but trying to describe what I was feeling at the moment. It was indescribable of course but don't hate me for trying.

 

Later that night, as I was lying in bed with one single candle lit at the corner of the room, she finally entered from the bathroom, brushing her hair at the same time as I was cozily lying in the bed watching her. She soon cuddled up right next to me and as she raised her hand and looked at the proposal ring, I couldn't help but to bring her closer to me

 

"Marriage huh?" She mumbled

 

"It's actually just... a piece of paper" I said

 

"In a church"

 

"With formal clothing"

 

"And a bunch of flowers" She chuckled and looked up at me while lying on my chest

 

"And a bunch of people coming"

 

"Congratulating us"

 

"With tons of gifts" I said

 

"And sharing this moment with us" She smiled

 

"Which will be one of the happiest" I said

 

She smiled even wider

 

I leaned forward, down and put my lips on her forehead as I looked at the ring again.

 

"Jae.."

 

"Yeah?"

 

Silence took over and I had a slight feeling that she was going to ask me something about the illness, the company and our future. It must be one of those, involving us since her tone was serious

 

"Do I have a say in your company?" She asked

 

"A say?" I asked confused

 

She sat up and spun around, sitting while I was leaning onto the pillows watching her. She put her hair behind her ear and watched me carefully

 

"Can I raise my opinions about the company?" She asked

 

I chuckled

 

"Of course.." 

 

"Anything?"

 

"Anything. We can always compromise and discuss it" I said

 

I took a hold of her hand and held onto it tightly

 

"What are you planning on doing with it? Now, later on.. and after we're married? What are your plans as of now, if you now were to be diagnosed with alzheimers?" She asked

 

I scratched the back of my head as I brought myself to sit up as well.

 

"I really... don't know Yuna. I have no clue. I have no idea and when I think about it, my company that I have put so much effort into to build it up, thinking about shutting it down or just let it go to waste breaks me. Breaks every part of me. It's my life. My life has always been about the company... until...  I met... you"

 

I shockingly stared at Yuna as I heard myself say that. Until I met her..

 

The more I repeated it inside of my head, the more real it became. My life has always been about work, the company, Mirotic, designing, models, fashion shows, being the 1st in the fashion industry, competing, fashion magazines, the best trends and be the leading company in the world. But lately, I haven't even spent so much time at the company. My head as been all about her . My mom has also been a reason to why I haven't spent so much time at the office and even though I was trying to take precautions just in case something would happen to me, educating and helping Yuna to develop herself into a designer and a business woman, I still didn't know if this was the right path for us. 

The guys would be able to run it themselves but we needed a head person. The face outwards. Would she be able to handle the media? The consequences and being a face in the public?

Life in public wasn't something I would wish for her but if I asked her, if I left the company to her, would she accept it? Would she change everything or keep it the way it was?

 

I didn't really care what she would do with it, as long as she was happy, I would be happy. Cause it won't be in my power in the future, if I now were to be sick, to change, to order around and being the boss and the head of Mirotic that I am now. 

No, a lot would change. So many things would change. 

 

"I think I need to have some time to think about this. Maybe I will write a will or just shut it down. I don't know. But I think as of now, we shouldn't worry until we have to worry cause afterall, I'm not diagnosed with the alzheimers yet am I?" I smiled

 

She nodded

 

"Then what are the plans for the rest of the week then?" She asked and lied down on my chest as I lied back on the pillows

 

"Announcing the engagement to our boys, then I will finish the fashion magazine and donate the money for the Charity Fashion show that is going to be held next week. And then I'm going to finish up the designs for the Spring Collection. And then I will put a stop for now so that I can concentrate on you"

 

"You mean the plans for the wedding?" She chuckled

 

"Well that is included as well" I smiled

 

"Let's just take one step at the time. How about just finishing off this week with the work first?" I said

 

"Sounds good" She nodded