Realization from 2 sides

Forever ... Longing

~Yuna~

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The head was making me frustrated as I felt the continuation of the hammering hammer onto the back of my head.
The sound of my own breathings as I could hear someone mumble from a far away place.

As my consciousness started to come back, I felt somewhat uncomfortable as I was wondering why I was lying down, on the soft pillow that my head was resting on and my body who was lying down .

I felt the eyes moving as I started to feel my fingers, legs and everything else. My eyes soon opened to a very dimmed light, my eyes taking their time before the adjusted themselves to the surroundings.

As I looked around, I saw machines, drapers, tables, a boring shelf in the corner and a few chairs.
Hospital? What am I doing here?

I looked down on myself as I saw myself, under the blanket, wearing an ugly dress which would probably make Yoochun and JaeJoong throw up just by the sight of it and..

"Yuna?"

He interrupted my thoughts and as I looked up, to the right I saw him coming closer. JaeJoong's amazing and beautiful face looked down at me and his eyes was filled with worry, I saw the relief in his face

"Jae..I'm.." I started

"How are you feeling?"

Donghae was on my other side and I looked to the left to see him looking down on my, tiredness and relief was shown by his face. He also looked tired

"I'm.. I don't.. know"

"Yuna!"

Changmin's voice came from the back of the room and I looked to the right in the corner to see him coming in with a few bottles of water

"Changmin" I mumbled

JaeJoong helped me to sit up and Donghae was quick with putting the pillow behind my back so that I could sit up. I saw all of them getting closer to the bed, one by one and my confusion started to grow

"You're feeling okay?" Junsu asked

"I think.. so. What are we doing here?" I asked

"You mean you don't remember?" Donghae asked surprised

"I am lying here... and you are standing here.. Did I get into an accident or something?" I asked slowly, feeling the creepy feeling and the fear of not knowing what had happened to me

I closed my eyes as I tried to search inside my head, find the reason to why I was here but there was nothing at all.. It was just.. black..

"You disappeared from the party.. and..We didn't find you" Donghae said.

I suddenly felt Donghae's fingers on my forehead, as if he was caressing me and to me, it started to feel awkward. I didn't mind Donghae touching me... but there was a voice inside of my head that was screaming.. it was wrong of him to do so

I saw JaeJoong straighten himself up as he looked away

"YeJin found you in the basement in the office. You remember how you ended up there?"

I met JaeJoong's eyes to see they had changed. It was as if he had put on a mask, the professional one and he was asking me as if I had done the reports and finished them..
There was nothing left of the worry and relief I had seen earlier, which made me feel a bit.. sad

"No.." I mumbled

"Nothing at all?" Her voice made me jump up from the bed and I saw her coming out from the shadows, as if she were a demon and she looked down on me.

I felt the anger coming as I saw her fake mask of concern for me. YeJin was really a despicable person. Why was she the person who found me?

"Nothing" I said and my eyes darkened immediately. She was pretending to be nice but since she were the one who found me, my brain told me to say thank you..

"Thanks" I said

"Of course Yuna. Always" She smiled

I really felt like hitting her

"I'm going down to the cafeteria"

JaeJoong disappeared after a second and I saw Junsu and the rest of the guys coming closer. YeJin followed JaeJoong as Donghae and the other guys stayed by my side.

I felt the heart sinking as I saw the door close behind, an empty spot could be felt as he left. I don't know where it came from, how ever, it wasn't a pleasurable feeling.

"You're sure you're okay? You looked really damaged when we found you" Junsu said slowly as he took my hand

I felt the warmth and concern from him and couldn't help but smile at him

"I'm okay.. The wound is a bit sore"

"It'll disappear" Donghae said softly

I looked at him and nodded slowly, suddenly noticing that his face was awkwardly and really close to my own..

Suddenly I could hear a cellphone ringing and I looked around, wondering whose phone it was because everyone know that you're not allowed to have cellphone in the hospitals

It soon turned out to be Donghae's and when he answered the phone I saw his mood sinking as his eyes were tiredly looking down

"Alright"

"What's wrong?" I asked when he hung up

"I forgot that it was so early in the morning. I have a schedule. I'm sorry but I have to go"

I nodded

"I understand.. I can see you later" I said

"Rest okay?" He said

A peck was planted on my forehead and there was an awkward silence as he left the room in order to go to the job

"He's been drinking hasn't he?" I asked and turned slowly to the guys

They all nodded

"You could smell that?" Yunho asked

"I hope he takes a shower before doing the photoshoot" Changmin said

"What is taking Jae so long anyway? He's been gone for almost 20 minutes now" Yoochun said

I sighed heavily as the thoughts about JaeJoong were coming back.. Yoochun was right. Where was he?

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~JaeJoong~

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I left the room, of course I would. Why wouldn't I?
Seeing that scumbag touching her as if she was his and just the sight of his filthy fingers touching her was making me angry.
I had to leave the room in order to control myself and I was just cursed since I had YeJin following me

"Mr Kim? You're alright?"

"Mind your own business" I said as I kept walking down the hall

"Mr.Kim!"

She grabbed my arm and forced me to stop in my tracks and the irritation grew as I tried to understand why she was following me

"Give me a reason to why you are following me" I said and gritted my teeth

"Because I care about you"

The sentence hit me like a bullet. I had never ever in my life heard that sentence, the last person was my mother and it has been many years since I last heard that

I felt her grip around my arm loosen as I still felt her presence. I spun around and looked at her to see her face, tears were running as her eyes were looking at me

"Mwoh?" I said, shocked by my suddenly, soft tone in my voice

"I care about you. I've just.. never gotten the chance to show it or tell you" She said seriously

"You care?" I asked, now I recognized my voice a bit more. It was getting colder

"I care about you. I've done it ever since I stepped inside the Mirotic office

"YOu're not getting anywhere with your lies YeJin. Leave, you're annoying the crap out of me" I said and turned around, leaving her behind as I could hear her sob and cry

Why would she care?

I sighed heavily as I kept walking, with no goal or direction, just knowing that I wanted to leave.

She wasn't the person that I wanted to care for me. I started to realize that the person I wanted to care, was no other than Yuna. And I was wishing that she was the one who had said that instead because.. it all just sounded wrong ... from YeJin's mouth..

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suhashiny
#1
Chapter 2: This reminds me of the Devil wears Prada for some reason.....
hazel_marie13
#2
Chapter 75: The couple started planning for their wedding! I like how Yuna didn't pressure Jaejoong to decide immediately if they'll invite his Mom but instead give him time to think. She's really a caring and understanding person that Jaejoong is lucky to have her as his soon wife :)

Will surely wait for your next update so update soon :)
hazel_marie13
#3
Chapter 74: So glad seeing you updated! I have missed this story of yours and this is one of the stories I subscribed to that I'm hoping for updates every time I'm checking my AFF account for story updates :) The boys especially Yunho is really right that Jaejoong must stop from thinking too much and enjoyed first his present life with his friends and Yuna. They are getting married and they are already started planning! I'm so excited for the two to finally be together as a married couple!

I find Jaejoong cute after getting jealous that Yuna choose Yoochun to be her fellow designer for her wedding dress!

I'm so curious on this story so will read the next Chapter you updated :)
AmyDick #4
Chapter 75: Ah finally updates for this fic, it's been so long time since my last time read this and now they're going to have wedding.. It'll be happy moment... But i wonder with jae's mom but it's good if she come... About donghae, it's hard for him to come on their wedding, he is still in anger...
Anyway i'll wait for the next update ^^:::
hanapark6002
#5
Chapter 75: Im new reader and i hope you will update soon authornim
loveydovey #6
HOMAIGOD u update??!!
ok i feel like i'm crying... i cant believe this.
i always hope u will update all ur jae fics one day.
my wish come true!!!
come lemme hug u.....
CassieIndo #7
Chapter 74: OMG you update it =O i thought u already abandon all ur story here T___T
thank yu thank yuu~~ . i really like all of your story... please update the other story too like "soul of the damned" . that one is my favourite..please update that too..pretty please , i beg u authornim T_____T
dawnxiamara #8
Chapter 74: Welcome back. Hope you be here in AFF for good. So the big W is coming?
Khab71 #9
Chapter 74: Thanks for the update. Hope everything is ok for Jae & Yuna.
AmyDick #10
Chapter 73: It's not the end right? Author-nim please update this story soon...