Hoping Dearly

Forever ... Longing

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~JaeJoong~
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When I finally was able to hung up on the last phone call I had made, I let out a heavy sigh before I opened my eyes again and looked around. The mess after having the guys and YeJin over, was gone , I guess the maids were quick with cleaning everything.

Finally I could close the damn phone, put it inside my pocket and go to Yuna's room just to spend some time with her, which I've been looking forward to..

I hurried through the dining room, the hallway but I stopped right away when I saw the door was opened.

"Yuna?" I knock lightly on the door and opened it slightly, until the door opened itself up. The room was empty, the lights were on but there was no light anywhere.

"Yuna?" I asked again as I entered the guestroom and started to wander around the giant guestroom of mine that I had borrowed to her. No sight of her and there wasn't an answer either..

"Yu..."

"I'm here"

I spun around to see a smiling but a tired Yuna by the doorway

"Heey... where did you go?" I asked and hurried over to her place and helped her inside.

She chuckled quietly but there was nothing more said because I guess she was really tired.. Well at least she seemed like it since she didn't speak so much

"You're okay? You need anything?"

"I'm fine.. I just feel... really really.. tired"

"You don't have to go to work tomorrow. I'll just put someone else in your position until you're back.."

She looked at me a bit awkward as I raised a questioning eyebrow at her and she smiled palely

"You really look stupid when you do that eyebrow thing, you know that?"

"At least being stupid is better than being sick" I smirked

"Jackass"

"I guess I'll just have to get used to all the words you'll call me from now on" I chuckled

I tucked her in as she was lying on the bed, her head tilting cutely to the side as her beauitful long hair was resting onto the pillow as well. In this position she reminded me of sleeping beauty.

"It's scary when you look at me like that?"

"Huh?" I asked and looked at her

She sat up and smiled at me

"When you look at me like that, it's like you're going to attack me any minute and sometimes it feels like you're thinking about either to kill me or just to look at me and scare me" She said

"You mean that?" I asked, shocked of course. Who knew my eyes could do that

"Well that's the bad part of it but the good part is that when you look at me like that, it's something deep in there, some kind of mystery hiding" She said

"You think a lot don't you?"

"It's not like I can turn it off" She shrugged

"Weirdo"

Both of us laughed and as we were laughing I suddenly felt something heavy leaning onto my left shoulder. I turned my head slowly and saw her leaning onto me, breathing heavily but some kind of happy vibes was making the atmosphere somewhat comfortable

"Thank you Jae, for everything you've done for me so far. You have no idea how grateful I am"

"No.. Thank you, Yuna"

She looked up and smiled palely at me.

I felt myself leaning in, her face coming closer to my own and it started to feel like I was having major explosions inside of my body.

As our lips was about to meet, suddenly changed shape and my eyes opened immediately as I saw her looking at me a bit embarrassed since she just yawned when we were just about to kiss

I burst out into laughter and shook my head before I forced her down on the bed, tucked her in once again and then I gave her a quick peck kiss on her forehead.

"Night"

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~Yuna~

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The morning was getting closer, or maybe it was here already?

I could hear people running outside the room, not loud of coruse but I could hear them running. Was something going on?

I opened my eyes to see the sun shining outside, brightly as the curtains prevented the stubborn sunlights to come in so that I could sleep peacefully. I looked at the clock to see it was almost 11 Am, and right next to the clock there was a note

"Didn't want to wake you. If there's anything you need, you have the stuff right next to you all the time. Just tell them when you want to eat and they will prepare it for you. Take care of yourself until I can be there to take care of you

- J"

How could I not smile at his concern about me? How could I not be able to feel all the butterflies go around inside my body as I was reading the note over and over again ?

I let out a heavy sigh, which sounded like I was in a dream before I closed the note and put it right back on the night desk.

I got out of bed slowly, not too quickly since I was afraid that I was going to get a headache if I moved too fast, so I did everything in slowmotion.

I pulled the curatins aside and let the sunlights in before going to the bathroom, taking a shower and brushing my teeth.
When I got out, to my surprise I saw that the breakfast was already prepared and waiting for me by the corner in the small livingroom I had in my room. A maid was preparing tea for me and delightful and happily, I walked over to her

"Good Morning Miss" She bowed

"No bowing her, and call me Yuna" I said happily

"I'm sorry Miss.. I'm not allowed to call you by you first name" She apologized

"Says who?"

"The policy Miss" She bowed

"You follow my policy in my room, Yuna is the name" I said and tapped her lightly on her shoulder before sitting down

"Enjoy your Meal Mi.... Yuna" She stuttered

I saw the confused but yet curious look in her eyes. I smiled widely at her and nodded and she bowed quickly and ran out, chuckling on her way.

As I started to eat I saw the almost disappeared letters I had on my hand.

"Seoul community center, 4865th Rd"

The flashbacks of last night's paper came straight up inside of my head and I instantly started to feel worried.

I didn't have enough with time to read the entire medical report yesterday but I was more than determined to find out. Not only was I curious but I was also worried if this concerned JaeJoong or someone else who was close to him

Either way, I only got the adress and I could've read the entire paper if it wasn't for JaeJoong calling me and going back to my room.
Did JaeJoong have the disease or was it someone close to him?

Either way, I was hoping to find out what was behind this report. Because what would happen to the fashion industry, the Icon of the industry, if the world were told that the most desired men and the most talented designer had Alzheimers?

I looked at the adress again and sighed

If he did have Alzheimers, I was hoping dearly that he would at least take treatment for it, because if he had it, he would probably be hospitalized right?

And if he was hospitalized, this would be his hospital right?

I started to eat faster, quickly finishing the breakfast before I hurried into the closet. I didn't have time to be all excited and look around the clothes he had bought and prepared for me so I just grabbed a coat, jeans, shoes and a blouse before getting out of the closet, grabbing my purse.

I looked at the clock again and saw that it was past lunchtime. He wouldn't be back until afternoon, because if he would see me at lunchtime, it would be now but there was no sign of him..

That means I still had time to find out.. because he would have probably thrown away the paper or put it somewhere else already.

I hurried to put some make-up on and I then put my hair into a bun, hurrying back inside the closet and grabbed sun glasses, just to disguise myself in order to not let anyone recognize me..

I was hoping dearly that he wasn't the one who was going to get hospitalized...

I was hoping dearly...

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suhashiny
#1
Chapter 2: This reminds me of the Devil wears Prada for some reason.....
hazel_marie13
#2
Chapter 75: The couple started planning for their wedding! I like how Yuna didn't pressure Jaejoong to decide immediately if they'll invite his Mom but instead give him time to think. She's really a caring and understanding person that Jaejoong is lucky to have her as his soon wife :)

Will surely wait for your next update so update soon :)
hazel_marie13
#3
Chapter 74: So glad seeing you updated! I have missed this story of yours and this is one of the stories I subscribed to that I'm hoping for updates every time I'm checking my AFF account for story updates :) The boys especially Yunho is really right that Jaejoong must stop from thinking too much and enjoyed first his present life with his friends and Yuna. They are getting married and they are already started planning! I'm so excited for the two to finally be together as a married couple!

I find Jaejoong cute after getting jealous that Yuna choose Yoochun to be her fellow designer for her wedding dress!

I'm so curious on this story so will read the next Chapter you updated :)
AmyDick #4
Chapter 75: Ah finally updates for this fic, it's been so long time since my last time read this and now they're going to have wedding.. It'll be happy moment... But i wonder with jae's mom but it's good if she come... About donghae, it's hard for him to come on their wedding, he is still in anger...
Anyway i'll wait for the next update ^^:::
hanapark6002
#5
Chapter 75: Im new reader and i hope you will update soon authornim
loveydovey #6
HOMAIGOD u update??!!
ok i feel like i'm crying... i cant believe this.
i always hope u will update all ur jae fics one day.
my wish come true!!!
come lemme hug u.....
CassieIndo #7
Chapter 74: OMG you update it =O i thought u already abandon all ur story here T___T
thank yu thank yuu~~ . i really like all of your story... please update the other story too like "soul of the damned" . that one is my favourite..please update that too..pretty please , i beg u authornim T_____T
dawnxiamara #8
Chapter 74: Welcome back. Hope you be here in AFF for good. So the big W is coming?
Khab71 #9
Chapter 74: Thanks for the update. Hope everything is ok for Jae & Yuna.
AmyDick #10
Chapter 73: It's not the end right? Author-nim please update this story soon...