~JaeJoong~

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I entered the house and the butler was right next to me, taking my coat and my carkeys as I put on the slippers and walked inside.

My head was full of the thoughts of the illness and I started to wonder what I was able to do from here. Giving her the best memories to remember of me? Giving her everything that I was able to now? Create memories and do things that I won't be able to do later on?

What about our future?

"Mr Kim. Miss Ito has already gone to bed" The butler said

Of course she had gone to bed. It was 3 am in the morning. I was in a rush at the office but after the talk with the guys I wasn't able to work after that. My thoughts were completely on my future, my office, my company and Yuna. There must be something that I can do about the sickness of mine. It wasn't mine yet but to be prepared was more than not knowing at all. 

I sighed as I walked upstairs, feeling the shoulders heavier than ever. I wanted to check up on Yuna but it felt like I could wait with the news of having the pressconference tomorrow evening later on. She needed to rest. 

But as I predicted, I couldn't hold myself back so I walked towards the guestroom and quietly opened the door as I saw her lying there under the blankets, quietly breathing as if the dreams were calming her. I entered and closed the door quietly, walking towards the bed and sat down carefully as I watched the beautiful girl with the moonlight shining down on her

I ran my finger on her cheek, feeling the soft skin of hers against mine, listening to the breathing and watching her comfortably sleeping. Will I be able to feel the same if the sickness took over? Would I be able to do the same thing and remember the feelings?

I already knew the answer but how could I not try to ask myself that? 

I swallowed hard as I tried to think of an solution. There is a solution for everything they say. Why do they lie? There isn't a solution for this. There will never be right..?

"Is there no hope?" I whispered quietly

It felt like I was talking to the higher powers. Praying for myself to be able live healthily so that I could be with the girl that was able to enter my life. change it, open myself and let me see things that was black and hidden from me earlier. I shook my head in disappointment and sighed

"Jae?"

I was drawn back to the reality as I saw her looking at me lovingly, a smile appearing. I couldn't help but to smile back

"I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to wake you" I whispered

She sat up slowly and looked at me

"Are you okay? What time is it?"

"3 in the morning"

"Jae... what are you doing here? You should go to bed" She said and caressed my cheek

I closed my eyes as my body trembled at the touch of hand. I wasn't going to remember this was I?

"Jae.. what's wrong?" She asked

"You're able to read me like an open book now huh?" I chuckled awkwardly

"Not really.. I can only sense something in my heart"

I shook my head

"I'm just really tired. It has been a long day"

"Then you should rest"

I smiled

"I will. I just wanted to check up on you...." I said

"No one's gonna kill me"

"I just needed to satisfy my cravings for you" I chuckled

She started to laugh as well and gave me a hug from behind

"Yuna... There is a pressconference tomorrow"

"Oh.. you mean..."

I nodded

"So I prepared everything at the office along with the guys. The pressconference is going to be about the upcoming magazine shoot, our plans for the future about the accessory department.. and last but not least.. you and I"

She nodded slowly

"The folder and the schedule is probably on my desk already huh?"

I nodded

"Get some rest.. It's gonna be a long day"

She smiled

"Go and wash up and come back to me"

I chuckled

I gave her a kiss on her hand and left her room as I went down the hall to take a shower, brush my teeth and change clothes. When I was finished later on I went back into her bedroom and hurried over to her side and comfortably she tucked herself in right next to me, her head on my chest and holding my hand tightly

I kissed her hair and pulled her closer, starting to feel emotional again. The sleep wasn't able to knock me right away despite the tiredness. I wanted to sleep but I just couldn't. As I felt her falling asleep so close to me, I felt my heart beating faster, my heart being filled with warmth and I felt.. like dying. 

At first it was filling my entire heart with warmth but then the sadness hit me

"I won't remember this won't I?" I whispered

I sighed heavily and kissed her hair again

I looked down on her, seeing the tip of her nose, the lips that were closed and the beautiful eyes that were seeing something that was appearing in her dreams

"I don't have it.. I just can't" 

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~Yuna~

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I heard something annoyingly wanting to wake me up and I groaned angrily before heading for the stupic clock. Was it already time to wake up?

I opened my eyes and saw the sun streams that tried to get through the curtains. I was about to get up when I felt a pair of strong arms pulling me down and closer to him as he was hugging me from behind. A kiss on the neck was felt and I chuckled happily

"Don't go. Don't work. Stay here" He mumbled tiredly

"Smell, work, pressconference" I whispered back 

"Don't care, hate work, sleep" He said again

I couldn't help but laugh at his cuteness as he tiredly was speaking to me with closed eyes

"We have to get ready"

"I'm the boss"

"I'm the second boss"

"I'm still the head boss"

I groaned and rolled over and was about to get out of bed when I suddenly was pulled back, harder this time and he was lying on top of me, pinning me down, locking me and not letting me go

"I said stay, it's final" He said tiredly

I started to laugh and wanted to push him away but even this was cozy

"I'll call the office"

"Okay deal"

He rolled over and I grabbed the cellphone and was about to call when Changmin's name appeared on the display

"I was about to call you"

"I'm psychic. I called you first. So you guys awake yet?"

"I am. Jae is not" I said

"Okay.. uhm.. sleep in.. there is nothing much to do today since the guys and I already prepared most of it and handed it to the other floors. So all of us has the day off until the pressconference" Changmin said

"Wow that sounds lovely" I said

"Yeah so I had the hair stylist, make up and the dresser sent to your house by 3 so make sure you've already taken a shower by then and be prepared for them alright. We'll come over later with the preparations for the press conference" He said

"Thank you Changmin"

"Good night"

"Good Morning" I chuckled

I hung up and put the phone on the night desk and soon a pair of arms pulled me back again and he buried himself into my neck and hair

"You were way too long on the phone with Changmin. From now on only 1 min per guy. MAX"

"Are you making rules?" I said

"Yes and also, you can't go anywhere without at least 2 guards from now on and what is your favorite color?"

"Navy.. blue"

"Okay I'll get you a navy blue car" He said

I gasped surprised

"Jae! You can't just magically hand me a navy blue car over like that"

"Who said I can't?" He raised an eyebrow and looked at me as he got himself up on his elbows while I was sitting up

"Cause.. it's expensive and ... no!!"

"You're my girlfriend and I'd love to spoil you"

"I can afford my own car"

"I want you to drive a nice car"

"I'm able to get a nice car by myself" I said and hit him lightly

"If I can't give you a car.. would you at least move in with me?"