~Yuna~

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While sitting at the sideline of the stage, crying silently while listening to my surroundings, I had completely forgotten that Changmin was picking me up.

"Yuna!!" Changmin said

I didn't react but neither did I hear him until he had called for me about 2 times.

"Yuna? Gwenchana?" He asked

I looked up

"I'm sorry I disappointed you guys" I mumbled

"Huh? What are you talking about?" Changmin asked

"Changmin, I can't do this. This is not me. I'm not a model. I can't walk on a luxurious catwalk without falling down. Embarrassing not only myself but even Mr.Kim and his entire fashion office. I can't do this, this is not me. I just can't... I..."

"Hey hey... Now tell me what happened?" Changmin said and tried to comfort me

"I've been trying to get the steps, how to walk and the beats for 2 hours. Mr.Kim never lost his patient with me but when I gave up, he also gave up. He then left me ... here.. and here you are.. to pick me up" I said

"That's the thing.." Changmin said and bended down in order to look me in the eyes. Oh boy was he tall ...

"What do you mean?"

"If you give up, then there is no reason for Jae to be here. If you don't want to do it, then he can't change your will. You have to be determined and force yourself to do it, or else you won't be able to do it" Changmin said

"But this is not me Changmin ah~ . I'm not a model. I'm a assistant. I can't walk. I can't do anything right. And don't ask me why I am getting so hooked up over this, it's just that I don't like knowing that people are disappointed in me..." I sobbed

"Hey... calm down. We didn't expect you to be professional from the very beginning. All of us knew that. Including Jae"

"Really? He didn't seem to be impatient but all the times I failed him, started to make me feel burdened. I didn't want to give him more pressure since he was already under time pressure, he had zillion things to do and here I am, wasting his time" I mumbled

"Well you will waste it if you don't get your up there and start practice" Changmin said

"I won't be able to do it anyway so why should I?"

"Well, there's the attitude. If you keep telling yourself that you're not able to do it, of course you won't be able to. But if you start telling yourself that you will be able to do it... then you will.. Change that before heading towards your goal" Changmin said

"Why are you trying to make me do this?" I whispered frustrated

"What is it Yuna? I am not forcing you to do anything..." Changmin said confused

I sighed

"I am.. afraid of ... crowds. I have.. stage-fright" I mumbled

"Oh.. that makes it more complicated"

"Mhm..."

"So... you're not doing it?"

"Is there another solution?" I asked, almost pleading for another solution because if I can't walk for JaeJoong, I could at least find another solution for him

Changmin smiled brightly

"Maybe.. there is a way"

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~JaeJoong~

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I didn't have time to waste it on someone who was not going to be determined to do things anyway. If Yuna didn't want to walk, I will not force her. Besides, I knew that she was only an assistant.. not a model. Maybe it is hard for her to walk on a runway since she had no experience but how hard can it be to just walk back and forth on a catwalk?

I came back to the Mirotic and I speeded up, trying to hurry and get to the clothes to see what shape they were in.
When I finally arrived at the wardrobe, I saw all of them ironing the different outfits for tomorrow, I saw some of them checking that the shoes were alright and plastic bags were carried around everywhere

"Mr.Kim!" YeJin said happily

"How's everything going?" I said as I entered the wardrobes and checked all the outfits, looking at them to see that they were in a good shape, no dust or any dirt on them

"Everything's fine. After being ironed they will be delivered to the location of the fashion show. Here are the dresses for all the models to wear at the after party" She said and pointed at the black plastic bags that were hanging onto the iron-hanger

"Good" I said, uninterested

"Is there anything else I can do for you Sir?" She smiled

"Just get it delivered to the place. No late arrivals" I said

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I woke up 2 pm in the afternoon after getting into bed at 7 am in the morning.
I had heard the doorbell ringing earlier and I knew that my clothes for the fashion show tonight were already here and my stylists were going to arrive at 3 pm.
The fashion show were going to start at 8 and I had to be there at least 2 hours before the show, just to check everything and then I would pretend like I had just arrived from the house of mine, entering the red carpet in order to meet the media and sign autographs

I got out of bed and took a long bath before I decided to get out of it.
With a towel around my waist I walked out of the master bathroom of mine and into the giant bedroom I was sleeping in.

I walked across the room in order to get to the walking-closet of mine, just to get a tank-top and a pair of pants

*Knock Knock

"Yes?" I shouted

"Sir, Your breakfast is served" The butler bowed

"Sure, in a minute" I said

I went downstairs and to the dining room to see the breakfast decorated beautifully, the butlers and maids waiting by the sideline.
Music was on and as I was eating my breakfast, I tried to relax and not stress myself up about the fashion show tonight.

I didn't live in a mansion, more like a big house with a giant garden. Since I lived here by myself, I didn't want a big house but it was pretty much big enough to have at least 20 people living here.

I had a high black fence around my house, I had a swimming pool at the back of the house, a garage where I could park 4 cars and the house of mine had 2 floors.
On the main floor, there was the entrance, the hallway to the livingroom right down the hall while on the right were my office, pool room and to the left, bathroom and kitchen along with the dining room. There was a terrace as well, and it was big enough to have a barbeque out there, not to mention the swimmingpool and the jacuzzi.

I lived on the top of a hill, having the view over the entire city and at night, that would be the most beautiful view ever.
On the second floor, you would enter a small, cozy living room with a balcony. two different hallways on the right and left.
If you turned left, you would arrive at my bedroom, and 2 guestrooms. Each and every bedroom had their own bathroom. On the right, I had my office, relaxing room and also a music room.

I had 2 butlers, 2 maids and two chefs. I think that was all I needed since I didn't live big and they were doing their work just fine.

*Ring Ring

"Jae" I answered

"Hey Jae, don't worry about the last outfit and the last model. I fixed it all. Just enjoy your show tonight okay?" Changmin said

"How did you fix it?"

"Let that be a surprise"

"Changmin, I don't like surprises when it comes to work" I said

"Oh don't worry. You'll be satisfied. Oh yeah and I forgot. You don't have to come earlier. Just take your time and relax alright? Yoochun, Junsu and I are handling everything. Everything's fine, the outfits are fine and the models are arriving in an hour"

"I have to get there earlier, how are you going to expect me to sit back and relax when this is my 20th Fashion show? Besides, someone has to check up with the afterparty as well, I don't know if everything's alright" I said

"Don't get yourself worked up will you? Junsu are at the after party right now. The food are arriving in 2 hours and the drinks and waitresses are already there. The orchestra band are rehearsing at the moment and the party-hall looks awesome" Changmin assured me

"I don't care, I have to get to the fashion show. I want to check everything myself. In that way I will be able to relax. The same goes for the after-party"

"Fine as you wish"

"Mhm" I said

"Take your time then" CHangmin chuckled

"Oh I will"