~JaeJoong~

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"I'm too tired to deal anything with you right now" I said coldly, putting both of my hands inside my pockets and started to head towards the restaurant

Although, I didn't come far until I felt his grip, hardly and firmly grabbing me back by my arm

"Let Go" I hissed angrily

Donghae let me go but kept glaring at me

"What's the thing about you having feelings for Yuna?" He asked angrily

I rolled my eyes as I spun around to face him entirely

"Whatever that I'm feeling or anything that I have with her, is none of your business"

"You wouldn't dare" He hissed

I raised an eyebrow annoyed

"Who are you to tell me what I am allowed to do or not? If I'm not mistaken Mr Lee, you're not so innocent either" I said coldly, piercing my eyes into his

"What are you talking about?" He said angrier"

"I was told.. about a promise you made Yuna.. a long time ago. You have feelings for her don't you?"

From my point of view, I could easily see that Donghae was taken by surprise as I said that, not only did he looked shocked but his fists folded tightly and he was glaring at me, his eyes painted with hate than I've ever seen him. Not that I was afraid, I was kind of enjoying this

"So what if I have feelings for her?"

"So you admit it?" I asked, snorted coldly

"So what if I admit it?" He asked, getting angrier by the second

I sighed, letting a joyful and a fake smile appear on my face. I took one step forward, making the gap between the two of us smaller

"So you lied to Yuna?" I asked while raising one of my eyebrows

Donghae stared at me, first angrily, then his expression changed and it bacme shocked and then.. frustrated

"Lied to me?"

I took a step back as I saw Yuna standing not far away from us, in her scarf and coat that Donghae had dressed her for the night

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~Yuna~

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"Lied to me about what guys?" I asked, getting more and more curious as I took one step closer

I had been inside, waiting for both of them but neither of them arrived and finally after 20 minutes I had to step outside to see what was taking them so long. Not only did I notice the cold and the extreme intense atmosphere, when I saw them standing so close, it felt like it was just a matter of time before they were going to start a fight

I didn't mean to eavesdrop on them but as I had arrived closer without both of them knowing, I just heard the last sentence what JaeJoong had said to Donghae.

"Yuna" JaeJoong said softly, taking another step back from Donghae.

Right now we were standing like in a triangle, not far away from each other

"What did you mean by saying that to Donghae?" I asked JaeJoong

He looked at me for a few seconds before turning himself towards Donghae

"Ask your friend Yuna. Ask him what he lied about" JaeJoong said calmly

"We do not need to drag Yuna into this" Donghae said, gritting his teeth

"If you haven't noticed Donghae, she's already a part of it" JaeJoong said, firing back his answer quickly at him. Donghae swallowed hardly

I took a deep breath, pulling the coat closer to my body and wrapping it around as I looked at both of them.

"Donghae... wh...aa a t is JaeJoong talking about?" Finally being able to utter the sentence that was bothering me

Donghae took a deep breath, turning himself at me and swallowed hardly. My heart was beating like crazy and I suddenly realized what that lie could be. I looked at JaeJoong, my eyes widen as I stared at donghae at first and then at JaeJoong. JaeJoong was calmly and softly looking back at me while Donghae was just.. somehow looking sorry

"Donghae, tell me.. now" I whispered and looked at him, feeling myself being at the verge of crying.

"I.. " Donghae sighed

He took a deep breath and looked down on the ground before looking back up at me

"You?" I whispered, barely audible

"I haven't lied to you about anything" Donghae said

"Then what is it? Why are the both of you standing out here and why.. did JaeJoong say that?" I asked

"You're going to lie right straight to her face like this too?" Jaejoong said angrily

"I DO NOT NEED YOUR OPINION RIGHT NOW!"

"IF YOU DON'T TELL HER THEN I WILL!!" JaeJoong shouted angrier than earlier

Not only was I frightened and scared by both of them, their sudden actions and about them starting to scream at each other.

"TELL ME WHAT IT IS!" I said frustrated

Donghae let out a heavy sigh

"This is not how I was planning on telling you.." Donghae said, his face full of sadness and anxiety

"Tell me what?" I asked

"I.. I.. have feelings for you" Donghae said, whispering as his words flowed with the wind and passed right by my ear

A tear silently fell from the right eye as I stared at Donghae. This was not how I imagined to confront him. Not this day and especially not right now. We weren't suppose to be here, all three of us in order to confront each other, stating and clearing this matter out. This is not what I had planned..

"Yuna.. I.. never meant .. to hurt you"

I first stared at Donghae and then I turned myself to JaeJoong

"I thought you were going to let me talk to him" I said and stared at JaeJoong

JaeJoong was probably taken by surprise by my sudden action and probably he was thinking about that he had helped me

"Yuna.. I"

"You're.. selfish Jae" I whispered, not in a mad or angry way. More like hurt..

"Wait.. you knew.. I had feelings for you?" Donghae asked, shocked

I turned myself to Donghae and sighed

"No I didn't. Until JaeJoong told me" I said

"Wait a minute.. why in the world would he tell you.. he.."

"He noticed, he saw and he realized" I stated

"And you were planning on confronting me about this?" Donghae asked

I nodded

"Why would you even need to confront me?" Donghae asked, frowning confused

I looked at JaeJoong once more and he looked at me as well. He faced me, our gaze met and it seemed like he was telling me that this was the right time to tell Donghae. Although, why did I feel the opposite?

"I.. have feelings.. for Jae" I said, looking straight at Donghae while saying it.

He remained silent as he looked at me. I couldn't read his expression. I don't know what he was feeling at the moment and neither did I know what my own feelings were. Everything just seemed so unreal at the moment, not right and definitely... sad

"You have feelings for him.."

That was the first words that came out from Donghae's mouth. It didn't sound like a question, more like a statement.The silence that had embraced us earlier was now letting both of us go and Donghae who had avoided my gaze after me confessing about my feelings for Jae, he now looked up and.. I felt myself breaking apart as this was the first time ever.. I've seen Donghae cry. He did not sob, his voice was steady and it seemed like he was using all of his energy just to keep his voice steady so that he was able to talk. But tears were falling..

"Why him Yuna?" Donghae whispered

I couldn't hold myself back either as tears strolled down. I never imagined it to be like this, that all those feelings, the friendship that I was risking with Donghae at the moment, how could several years of friendship just disappear in one second?

I choked, not being able to reply him

"Why him Yuna? Why couldn't it be me?" Donghae asked

I shook my head as I blinked

"We made a promise" I whispered

"It was made a long time ago. People.. change" He said

"But that promise was made for a reason" I said looking him straight into his eyes

He coughed and then looked back at me

"And what is that reason?"

I felt myself folding myf ist tightly as the other hand was holding onto the purse hardly

I looked at JaeJoong at first. He seemed to feel sorry for me at the moment and seems like he was regretting for making me do this. I felt my brain and heart battling inside of me. Is this what people say? You lose something and gain something, that is how life goes.. But does it have to be like this?

This painful.. everytime? And all these tears.. is it really worth it?

I then took a deep breath and looked back at Donghae

"That reason.. The reason we made that promise a long time ago Donghae.. was to..prevent something like this.. to.. happen"