~JaeJoong~

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I saw the nurses, the doctors roll her into the emergency room as the nose kept bleeding. There was already blood allover her face and the worse thing was watching her lying there, and I had no power to make it stop.

The doors closed, the emergency light went on and all of us, including Donghae were forced to stay outside in order to let them treat her. My fists were tightly folded, not only was I worried, I was fearing the worse and just maybe that I could be a reason for her collapse that suddenly appeared

"Hey.. Jae.. sit down" Changmin said comforting

I shook my head as I walked away from Changmin

"Just.. leave me alone"

"You might as well sit down and rest.. you won't do any good by tiring yourself out wandering back and forth"

That sentence and the person who said it made me let out a heavy sigh in annoyance and I was trying hard to control my temper while spinning around and look at him

"Just.. Shut up okay? You're the last person to speak right now" I said and glared at Donghae, gritting my teeth at the same time

"A democratic country, I speak and open my mouth whenever I want"

I did feel the desire to punch him, hoping that he would end up at the hospital bed but as soon as I thought about Yuna, her concern and her came to mind first

"You know what? I'm done with you. Anything that has to do with you. I have Yuna to worry about and my body and head can't afford to care about you too. Especially you"

"Jae You are rea..."

"DONGHAE JUST SHUT UP OKAY?!" I shouted

Donghae was taken aback and the guys seemed to be ready to stop me from picking a fight with him

"I'm tired of your stubborness and forcing Yuna to talk to you. I'm sick of your presence, your words, and most of all YOU. THe entire you. Yuna is in the emergency room, fighting in there and You really think that I want to stand here, outside and fight you? Arguing with you? What if she hears us? You really want to fight right now when she's in there fighting to keep her health and her staying conscious? WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT WITH HER?!"

Donghae was about to say something but I guess I interrupted him

"You know what? Don't even bother to answer because right now, I don't ing care. I don't care. I had my patience with you, you've done your part of telling her what you feel, I hope you feel good now. I picked a fight with you, I've argued with you but now, I'm just through with you. Yuna are more important than standing here and arguing with you. You just always have to find your ways to annoy me. Are you trying to force my bad sides out and show them to Yuna?"

I took one step closer ot Donghae while staring at him intensely

"You know what? She already know my bad sides. Maybe not all of them but most of them and do you know what the best part is? She ACCEPT IT! She doesn't freaking care because taking happiness.. is taking as they are. By you trying to get my bad sides out, it will only be you in the end who's going to suffer for it. You're putting all of this effort for no good.. If you really cared about her, you would've stopped and accepted her decision a long time ago and not haunting her, making her have a change of heart.. " I said

I saw Donghae staring at me and somehow his face became more and more sorrowful. Maybe I nailed it..

"She accepted me. She loves me, despite my hot-temper, despite me being an . I know all of that and she knows it. She doesn't need you to clarify it one more time" I said

I spun around and left Donghae standing there and rounded the corner in order to get to the roof, as far away from Donghae as possible. I felt like choking in there and me standing in front of the emergency doors wasn't going to help me to breathe and the time was going to tear me down just by hearing it.

"Please be okay.. Please.." I whispered

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~Yuna~

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A hand was touching me slightly, sometimes caressing, sometimes holding it and then took a harder grip around it. But no matter what he was doing, I felt him somehow.. getting the intention of him wanting me to know that he was there.

Soon enough a light knock was heard, from a far away place and I could hear not only one but several persons spin around in order to face the person who just entered.

"Good afternoon" A female voice, light and very soft was speaking

"Dr.. what was wrong with her?" I think it was Yoochun

"Is she gonna be okay?" That was JaeJoong's voice

"She will be fine. Due to fatigue she collapsed. She must have been under a lot of stress lately and to judge by the report I see here in her folder, she was in accident not too long ago. Her nosebleed, it was due to a blood-vessel, inside her nose that was burst and because of that she had nose bleed"

"So it's nothing serious right? She will be okay?" JaeJoong asked with his voice, sounding somewhat relieved

"Yes she will. Can I ask you, has she been under a lot of stress lately? How about having a cold, headache or maybe even a fever?"

"Not.. anything that we know about" Yunho answered

"Okay, just make sure that she will rest. We've examined her, taken blood tests and so on and so for it's all positive. With rest, lots of vitamins and water she will be back to normal in a week"

"Thank you doctor" All of the guys chorused

The door was closed and I heard the guys letting out a sigh of relief

"That was a relief. Maybe we should be more careful now" Yunho said

"Well.. Donghae has left so that's also a relief. One more less burden to bear" JaeJoong said

I felt myself moving around as I heard that statement and I heard JaeJoong gasp

"I think she's awake" JaeJoong said

"Yuna?" Changmin asked

"Yuna? It's us.." Junsu said

I couldn't really respond and when I stopped moving, I also stayed silent and my eyes were glued, I couldn't open them

"I just want her to wake up just... to know she's fine" JaeJoong sighed

"So Hyung.. are you going to tell us about your hospital examination?" Changmin asked

"What examination'?" Yunho asked

"You're sick?" Junsu asked

"No.. I'm not sick.. but.. I got a call.. about.. them wanting me to take examinations.. For my own good..." JaeJoong said

"What for?" Yoochun asked

"We shouldn't talk about it here.. I don't want Yuna to hear.. yet.." JaeJoong said

"She's sleeping Jae" Yunho said

"I know but.. "

"Just tell us. We have the right to know" Junsu said

"I know that"

"Then why is it so difficult to tell us?" Yunho asked

"I just want.. the testresults first before saying anything"

"Then at least tell us what kind of test you took.. is it for a disease? Illness?" Yoochun asked

"Something.. like that"

"You're worrying us" Junsu said

"Can't we just .. let it go? For the moment? I want Yuna to... become better and I can't really do anything if I don't make sure that she's alright"

"Jae, You heard the doctor! Does that also mean that she doesn't know?" Junsu asked

"I don't know how she found out" I heard Jae saying confusingly

"What do you mean by she found out?" Yoochun asked

JaeJoong sighed and I felt him caressing my hand as he was somehow quiet, probably struggling trying to find the right words

"I was told by the doctor that examined me.. that Yuna visited my mother and told them she was my girlfriend. And that was before we even started to date.." JaeJoong said

"Your.. mother?" Yunho asked

"I thought she abandon you" Changmin said confused

"Well something like that" JaeJoong sounded as if he didn't want to take this any further

"Why would she visit your mother?" Junsu asked

"That's what I would like to know" JaeJoong said

"But.. how did she even managed to find her way to see your mother?" Yoochun asked

"But I thought your mother left you a long time ago" Yunho said

"Look, there's a bunch of questions that I would like to have an answer to but for now it doesn't seem like I will get those answers as long as Yuna are in this state. So can we just let it go?"

"You should tell us first Jae. We're brothers" Yunho said

JaeJoong sighed and the clock was ticking as all of the guys were waiting for his answer

"She went to see.. my mother.. at a certain hospital. Without me knowing" JaeJoong answered, sounding as if this was really a burden to just tell them about it

"At a certain hospital? What kind of hospital?" Changmin asked

"Do I really have to answer right now?" JaeJoong asked

"YES! We're worried!!" Yunho said upset

JaeJoong sighed

"A home for elderly.. with special illnesses.."

"What kind of illness?" Yoochun asked

JaeJoong sighed one more time

"In this case.. Alzheimers"

That was when my eyes finally opened and I instantly flew up and stared into space