Magical
Forever ... Longing~JaeJoong~
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After walking around for an hour I think, I started to feel somewhat guilty, not only because I was being selfish, leaving the room because I couldn't stand the sight of Donghae and Yuna together, also because.. I just.. needed some time alone..
What I realized now was that it was all wrong. I should be there for her now when she needs me, afterall... she's the one who got injured and is forced to spend the night at the hospital.
So I started to run, run like I've never done it before and the energy was taking over me as I felt the happiness, the concern for her coming back.
I was breathing heavily when I stopped outside her door. When I was able to calm myself down, I opened the door to see Yuna sleeping quietly on the bed
"Oh my, that took you time. We thought you were going to build a house in the cafeteria" Changmin whispered
"What's wrong?" I asked and looked at them
"She's been asking for you, she got worried when you left... but I guess her tiredness took over since she fell asleep" Yoochun said
A sparkle of happiness could be felt inside of my chest as I smiled and looked at the bed where she was lying
I also noticed that neither YeJin or Donghae was here
"Donghae?" I asked and looked at them
"He left for a photoshoot.. He had a busy schedule or something" Junsu said
"Which reminds me that we should go home and get some sleep. We all need to prepare for the Fashion 2010 Award show, which is only in two weeks. We also need to finish the photoshoots for the new magazine that is coming out.." Changmin sighed
"Let's.. .just.. take it easy with that alright? You should rest. Contact the staff department to do the reports for us,I'll handle the photoshoots. Cancel tomorrows meetings for me. I'll.. stay here and take care of Yuna" I said
"You're sure about that?" Yoochun asked
"He's the boss, he do whatever he wants.. You don't know that by now?" Yunho chuckled
"Let's go then, or else I won't be able to drive home, I'm really tired" Junsu yawned
The guys soon left and I walked over to the chair right next to Yuna's bed. She was quietly sleeping, her head was resting peacefully onto the pillow as the light was shining up her face.
The beauty attracted me like it did a few nights ago and not only did it capture me, it took over me completely. It was as if she had put me under a spell, and I wasn't able to get out of it..
I loved how the lights made her skin looking so light, smoothly and soft, as if it was silk, mixed with babyskin. Her long eyelashes was perfectly matching her big eyes and her hair was wavy, softly spread out on the pillow ..
I wanted to touch her a bit, just my finger sliding down her soft cheek just like I had felt the night I had taken her home.
And so I did, I was holding my breath as I did it, but since I was totally mesmerized, forgetting the surroundings, I didn't notice that she woke up
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~Yuna~
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It was carefully touching me, as if it was afraid of being to harsh on me..
It gave me chills, pleasurable though and it was wonderful just feeling it. I had to open my eyes to see who was able to make me feel this way but I wish I shouldn't have done that
As I opened my eyes I saw JaeJoong immediately taking his hand back but a soft smile soon appeared..
"Hey there..." he said softly, with so much warmth that it sounded as if.. we... were a couple
An unexpected sight and not only did it shock me, it made me feel... happy
"Hi.." I whispered
"I'm sorry I woke you up.." He whispered
"I'm fine.. I was hoping that you would come back..." I said and looked at him
His beautiful eyes changed and a questionable expression appeared as he looked at me. But then he tilted his head to the side in a cute way and smiled
"You were.. hoping that I would come back.. here?" He asked, sounding as if he didn't believe it
"I was.. worried about you" I smiled
A low chuckle was heard and suddenly he brought his hand to my face again, touching it carefully as if he wanted to put me to sleep. I closed my eyes as I felt the warmth of his hands and I would lie to myself if I said that I wasn't enjoying it.. because.. I was
"You never have to worry about me.. It's unnecessary" He said and looked me in the eyes
"It's never wrong to care for someone Jae"
He quieten
I swallowed hard. I was really saying that I was concerned about him. That just sounded.. weird..
"I care about you too.. You scared me tonight"
The shock took over as I looked at him. Was he really talking about his feelings?
I felt myself getting happy because he had just told me that he cared for me...
"You do?" I asked slowly
"I kind of realized that tonight.. You've done a lot for me Yuna.. and I guess unknowingly.. I started to care for you. In fact.. I've never met anyone who is so .. hardworking and.. caring as you. You're the first person I've met.. who's like that"
"So you're saying that the guys isn't like that?" I joked
He chuckled
"No, I'm just saying that.. I feel.. good about it. That you care for me.. It's been awhile ever since.. someone.. did that.." He said
The seriousness could be heard and I was pretty much sure that he was lying. Questions started to pop up and I started to wonder if he had a tough childhood..
The silence took over as he was .. caressing my cheek and my hair. I was closing my eyes while enjoying his touch and I felt myself soon drift off to sleep...
But there was something magical that I managed to hear before I fell asleep.. or maybe I did fall asleep and was just imagining it.. or dreaming it but either way, I heard him...
"Good night beautiful"
Warm lips was pressed onto my forehead and as the warmth from his kiss was leaving me, I was at the same time drifting off to sleep...
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