Captured

Forever ... Longing

~Yuna~

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My burned hand started to feel better and when all of us sat down for some catch-up time and drinking while having cake, I started to feel a bit weird. The atmosphere had changed and I hadn't let go of the talk Donghae and I had earlier. I was curious and I was wondering.

For several years I've always wondered what the main reason for his leave was, but I had never found the courage to ask him and also, I didn't find his reasons enough either. I mean, of course his dream was traveling around the world, and earning money on it while doing photoshoots, walking on runways would give him more than enough with money, I was still wondering what his heart wanted. Because I knew he loved his family very much and he struggled a lot when he was forced to leave them in order to come out to the big world but then again, now when I've met him again, I can't really understand what was wrong with him. Isn't he suppose to be happy? He has been traveling around the world and he is going to continue with that but... I didn't sense any happiness...

"You seem to be far away Yuna" Changmin suddenly whispered, interrupting my thoughts

I looked up to see Changmin's curious eyes and somewhat... worried I think. I smiled palely before shaking my head

"I'm just tired I guess"

"You want to go home? I can take you" Changmin said

I laughed quietly

"You've been drinking"

"No I haven't. The others have but I haven't. I have to keep my body in shape for the photoshoots this month. I have to look.. good" Changmin said a bit embarrassed

"Understandable though" I said

"JaeJoong hasn't been drinking either" He said

"Really?" I asked

He nodded

"I thought he was going to drink today but seems like he won't do it. He has been zipping mineral water and orange juice which is very unlike him. He usually takes a beer or a two and a glass of wine. He's a good drinker" Changmin said

"Well, I guess you can expect that from him" I smiled

"You're sure you don't want to go home? I can take you, I think this is going to take all night" Changmin said

I looked at the guys who was joking, talking and laughing while drinking and just to see Donghae happy, made me happy. He was enjoying his birthday which that was the priority number 1 of the day

"You don't mind taking me?" I asked slowly

He shook his head

"Anytime Yuna. I can take you anytime okay?"

I took a deep breath and nodded before standing up. Changmin stood up as well which caught everybody's attention

"Going somewhere?" Yunho asked

"I'm taking Yuna home. She's tired" Changmin said and suddenly I felt Changmin putting his jacket around my shoulders which kind of caught me by surprise

"I .. can take her if you want to stay" JaeJoong said suddenly, standing up

"You're going already? You can spend the night here Yuna" Donghae offered and looked at me

I shook my head

"I have this fashion show to go on tomorrow and besides, I don't have anything here either" I smiled

"You're sure?" Donghae asked

I knew he wanted me to spend the night here, maybe so that we could talk and just hang out like we used to do but I just felt that it was a bad timing, I was way too tired

"Changmin ah~ You can stay, I can take Yuna home. I have to go early in order to prepare for tomorrow's fashion show" JaeJoong said

Changmin looked at JaeJoong a bit before he nodded at him.

"You're fine with JaeJoong taking you home?" Changmin asked me

I was actually hoping deep inside of me that JaeJoong was going to offer me a ride home and feels like my prayers has been heard because the next thing I knew was that JaeJoong took off Changmin's jacket and gave it back to him while Changmin sat down and joined the conversation between Junsu and Yoochun.

I suddenly felt JaeJoong wrapping his jacket around me instead and then he said goodbye to everyone before going out to the hallway. I was a bit slower than he was and walked over to Donghae who was a bit red after drinking with them

"I'm sorry for not staying longer Fishie" I said and looked at him. A smile appeared on his lips but he nodded, like he understood me. I smiled back at him

I then dusted off the dirt from his black dresshirt, before leaning forward and hugging him tightly

"I'll talk to you soon okay?" I said

"Take care of you okay? Send me a text when you get home"

"Okay" I nodded

I big my goodbyes and went to the hallway where JaeJoong was waiting for me. We then got into the elevator and went down, both of us being quiet as I was tiredly struggling and forcing myself to stand up when I actually wanted to lie down on the floor and sleep right away

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~JaeJoong~

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Of course I noticed that she was tired and yet she forced herself to stay awake in order to make Donghae happy. But was it really that good of her to force herself to stay awake in order just to make Donghae happy? Wouldn't he be worried about her then?

She fell asleep immediately when I started to drive. The soft spinning that we could hear from the tires of the car, as the soft piano was playing from the speakers. I started to wonder if I really should take her home because I didn't want to wake her up when we got to her house.

About 20 minutes later I stopped right outside her house and when I turned off the engine, her breathing could clearly be heard. She was sleeping quietly, as if even in her sleep, she was afraid of someone hearing her snore.

I laughed quietly to my stupid thoughts but as soon as I turned to her, her head resting against the door, I saw the moonlight shining through the window and shining down on her beautiful and marked face.

I was puzzled by the soft skin and the pale white skin that was shimmering due to the moonlight. Her nose was perfectly marked as her long eyelashes was resting tiredly.
I suddenly felt the urge of touching her, just to caress her babysoft skin, just to tell myself that her skin wasn't glittering, it was just my eyes imagining it.

She suddenly moved in her sleep, she changed her position into the foster position and she used my jacket as a blanket as she was sleeping in her own dream land.

I took off the seatbelt of mine and started to wonder what I should do next. My eyes soon wandered over to her face again, her long her resting onto the body of hers as her bangs was covering her forehead.

Soon the bracelet I had bought for her from Fendi started to shimmer and glimmer in the moonlight as well and a sparkle inside of me lightened up instantly as I felt the familiar and warm feeling coming back inside my chest.

This time I couldn't hold myself back, my hand started to move and then my index finger traveled down from her elbow to her hand, softly caressing and feeling her warm and smooth skin against my own...

Seems like she could feel that because in the next second she changed her position again and this time I could see her face more clearly since her fac faced me with closed eyes.

The bangs fell down, covering her eyes and half of her face which caused me to suddenly raise my hand and in the next second, moving her bangs to the side, in order to not irritate her face...

A smile appeared unknowingly on my lips as my index finger slided down her beautiful cheekbones, feeling her skin while I at the same time listened to her breathings.

Not only was I captured by her beauty tonight, seems like she had captured all of me..

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suhashiny
#1
Chapter 2: This reminds me of the Devil wears Prada for some reason.....
hazel_marie13
#2
Chapter 75: The couple started planning for their wedding! I like how Yuna didn't pressure Jaejoong to decide immediately if they'll invite his Mom but instead give him time to think. She's really a caring and understanding person that Jaejoong is lucky to have her as his soon wife :)

Will surely wait for your next update so update soon :)
hazel_marie13
#3
Chapter 74: So glad seeing you updated! I have missed this story of yours and this is one of the stories I subscribed to that I'm hoping for updates every time I'm checking my AFF account for story updates :) The boys especially Yunho is really right that Jaejoong must stop from thinking too much and enjoyed first his present life with his friends and Yuna. They are getting married and they are already started planning! I'm so excited for the two to finally be together as a married couple!

I find Jaejoong cute after getting jealous that Yuna choose Yoochun to be her fellow designer for her wedding dress!

I'm so curious on this story so will read the next Chapter you updated :)
AmyDick #4
Chapter 75: Ah finally updates for this fic, it's been so long time since my last time read this and now they're going to have wedding.. It'll be happy moment... But i wonder with jae's mom but it's good if she come... About donghae, it's hard for him to come on their wedding, he is still in anger...
Anyway i'll wait for the next update ^^:::
hanapark6002
#5
Chapter 75: Im new reader and i hope you will update soon authornim
loveydovey #6
HOMAIGOD u update??!!
ok i feel like i'm crying... i cant believe this.
i always hope u will update all ur jae fics one day.
my wish come true!!!
come lemme hug u.....
CassieIndo #7
Chapter 74: OMG you update it =O i thought u already abandon all ur story here T___T
thank yu thank yuu~~ . i really like all of your story... please update the other story too like "soul of the damned" . that one is my favourite..please update that too..pretty please , i beg u authornim T_____T
dawnxiamara #8
Chapter 74: Welcome back. Hope you be here in AFF for good. So the big W is coming?
Khab71 #9
Chapter 74: Thanks for the update. Hope everything is ok for Jae & Yuna.
AmyDick #10
Chapter 73: It's not the end right? Author-nim please update this story soon...