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"Sir..."
"Hmmfmpfp..."
"Sir..."
I forced my eyes to open to meet Yuna's tired face, resting on my chest, with a blanket over us, quietly breathing as we were lying on the couch. I guess we must have fallen asleep.
"Sir.."
I looked up to see the butler bowing himself over me and when he saw that I was awake, he backet off instantly, bowing
"What's wrong?" I asked with my hoarse voice
"Sir, Several phonecalls has been made about.. the incident you got in yesterday and it's on the first page in all magazines"
"What?" I asked, still not understanding situation
"Sir, you should come to the kitchen" The butler bowed
I sighed heavily as the I nodded and I told the butler to help me to get out of the couch in order to not wake Yuna up. I tucked her in and told the maid that she should make sure that the curtains was blocking the light to come in, so that she wouldn't wake up
With a headache, a sore and numb face I walked into the kitchen to see the staff lined up, along with several newspapers on the table
I walked over , getting closer to the newspapers just to see me bleeding, another picture with Donghae while I was punching him and of course a picture of me and Yuna running away, hand in hand.
"Mirotic founder in a bloody fight"
"Lee Donghae and Kim JaeJoong in a bloody war"
"All of this because of Yuna Ito?"
"Yuna Ito, Kim JaeJoong, Lee Donghae; A love triangle?"
I started to laugh at the stupid headlines and grabbed one of the magazines and started to browse through it
"I can't believe you're laughing" Yoochun said jokingly as I heard him enter, along with a few people. I guess it was the other guys as well
I lowered the newpapers and put it down on the table
"WOW! It surely was a bloody fight" Yunho said and all of them instantly hurried their way over to my place
"You're okay?" Junsu asked
"I'm alive" I smirked
The guys rolled their eyes
"I guess you haven't been outside the house huh?" Changmin asked as all of us sat down
I shook my head
"Why, what's going on?" I asked
"The media is practically bombarding the office and your house at the moment. They are waiting to get a glimpse of your face along with Yuna" Junsu said
"Well.. seems... like they think that Yuna is the reason for the fight" I shrugged
"Is she?" Yunho asked
I looked at the members as they looked at me seriously. I had no idea how much damage this was going to cause the fashion house but that was my last priority at the moment. I had Yuna's health to think about and also, to keep Donghae away from the both of us
I nodded
"She's the reason.." I mumbled
"What happened?" Yunho asked
I started from the beginning, about what had happened and about me and Donghae meeting, later on having Yuna joining the small quarrel we were having outside and in the end it ended with a fight..
"Wow" Changmin said shocked
"Donghae must be.. pretty messed up" Yoochun said
"I think both of them are" I said
"So what are you planning on doing now?" Junsu asked
"Well first of all, getting myself cleaned up and have breakfast. And after that I will check on how Yuna is doing. Get the security to prevent the media getting closer to my house so that I can at least move around freely in my house and then.. I will talk to Yuna about what she's planning on doing next" I said and got up from the chair
"Can.. I tell the chef to cook something? I didn't have anything for breakfast..." Changmin said, very sweetly and politely
"Ew Changmin. Do whatever you want" I said engrossed and hurried out of the kitchen
I hurried to the bathroom, throwing off the clothes onto the floor while cursing about Donghae. I did consider to sue him since the clothes were all brand new but I ended up laughing at my childishness as the hot water was making me relax.
The wounds started to sting and I fought against the pain as I realized that the hot water was helping the numb and sore face that I was having at the moment.
When I was done, I got out of the shower and dried my hair in a hurry as I went downstairs, looking somewhat better and cleaner after yesterday's incident.
"Look man, I don't think it's appropriate for you to see her right now" I heard Yunho say
"Just let me talk to her. It won't take long"
I froze right on spot as I recognized Donghae's voice and I folded my fists instantly as I stepped out to see the guys trying to prevent Donghae from coming in. At least he had cleaned himself up and was looking somewhat better than yesterday. But what in the world was he thinking? The media was probably hunting him down since we were a pretty hot issue at the moment and if the media now had followed him, well certainly they must have done that, they would probably know that Donghae was at my house at the moment and more scandals would be coming up tomorrow.....
"What the hell are you doing here?" I said coldly, my voice and tone being ice sharp, cold as ice and I felt the anger slowly coming
"Let me talk to her" Donghae said stubbornly
"She's asleep" I replied
"I need to talk to her. What the hell is wrong with all of you? I just need a few minutes" Donghae said angrily
"And what is your problem with not understanding that you can't see her right now? She needs to rest. If you haven't forgotten, she had a serious accident not too long ago" I said, getting even more furious since he refused to leave her alone
"Well she would be better at my place. How will she be able to rest when there are so much people around her? Look at this mess!" Donghae said, pointing at the staff, me and the guys
"Yah! She chose to stay here!" Changmin said, probably feeling a bit upset with his sudden statement
"Look, I didn't come here to fight, I just need to talk to her" Donghae said
"What is there to talk about?"
The voice surprised us and all of us spun around to see Yuna wrapped in the blanket, looking all messed up and she looked more pale than usual
"Yuna" Donghae exclaimed relieved and hurried over to her place. I stopped him with my hand on his way though
"You said talking, not getting closer" I said furiously
Donghae pushed me away and got closer to Yuna. To my surprise she took a step back
"Yuna..." Donghae said, shocked over her sudden reaction
"What is there to talk about? I thought we made it very clear yesterday" She said tiredly
"I just .. want to talk to you"
"About what?" She asked
"Look, she's tired. Leave her alone and talk to her tomorrow. Or at least when she has gotten the chance to rest" I said, stepping in between and holding her with my left arm, somehow trying to hide her behind me
"Stay out of this" Donghae gritted his teeth
"Donghae, I think you should leave. Let her rest" Yunho said, trying to get Donghae to step away from both of us
"Yuna.. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to break our promise but.. the feelings.. it was uncontrollable" Donghae said
No answer was heard from Yuna
"If you give me the chance Yuna.. I can show you. You're making the wrong choice Yuna!" Donghae said, almost shouting the last words
I suddenly heard a sob from Yuna which caused me to get angrier
"Just give me a chance. I just don't want any regrets.. Just the knowledge that I at least tried.." Donghae pleaded
I felt Yuna hugging onto my shirt, harder and harder as she were forced to listen to his words
"She has already made her decision" I said, piercing my eyes on Donghae
"I don't think she has" Donghae said stubbornly
"Do you need it to be clarified, the words spoken out loudly to hear?" I said, my voice raising due to the anger
"Yuna, please listen.."
"No Donghae you listen!"
She came to the front, standing right next to me and as I was staring at her, I saw her determined face that was looking at Donghae. Even Donghae seemed surprised
"I don't want you. Not in that kind of way. If you cannot be my friend, then there's nothing else to say. I've already made my choice. I love him"
Her small fingers could be felt and was tightly holding onto my own as she was still looking at Donghae
"I cannot give you the chance of trying.. to be my boyfriend since those feelings that you are feeling.. Those feelings doesn't exist for me. I've already made my choice, and if it means that I'm loosing a friend on the way, that's the risk that I had to take"
"So you're... throwing me away.. because of him?" Donghae asked
"No Donghae, you threw me away a long time ago"
Donghae remained quiet after this and was just staring at Yuna quietly as the words was probably trying to sink in
"That.. was.. never my intention" Donghae said
"I know that.. but as you said.. feelings are uncontrollable.. so.. until you've gotten a control over them.. Don't ever see me aga...in"
The last word was finished with a lot of struggle and Yuna let out a heavy breath, as if she had been trying to struggle and fight throughout the discussion.
Tiredly I put my arm around her and somehow tried to hide her with my body and I looked straight at Donghae who was still in shock.. I think
"Leave.. you got what you wanted .. so you can leave now" I said tiredly
"Who said anything about me being finished?" Donghae snapped angrily
"Just leave Donghae. I'm tired, she's tired. We're all tired. We do not need this .. in this time of hour" I said, feeling a headache coming because of the lack of sleep, because of my soar face and also because of the stress with the office and the media that was probably waiting for something to happen
"Is this really what you want Yuna?" Donghae asked, looking at her
"I think she made it very clear" I said
"Is this really what you want Yuna?" Donghae repeated the question in order to hear Yuna's reply
"Yes. Please.. leave" Yuna said
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