Beauty

Forever ... Longing

~Yuna~

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I felt weird, as if this wasn't my place. But if I ignored that feeling, I was feeling tremendous. Even with my eyes closed I felt like I was in 7th heaven. It was extremely how soft and wonderful this bed was.

I rolled around a couple of times before I decided to open my eyes and come back to the reality.
I couldn't hear a thing, it was totally quiet and the bedroom, its scent smelled like.. lilacs.. and orchids. I didn't remember I had flowers in my room smelling like that?

I instantly opened my eyes and sat up wide awake on the bed before my eyes started to adjust themselves to the sunlight coming through the windows, through the curtains then finally the room.

I was lying on enormous bed, it was insane how big it was and it was high. Its poles made of tree stretched themselves about 2-3 feet high and the white curtains and sheets made it look like a doll-bed. It was beautiful. On the sides there were white night desk, the left one had a big bouquet in a high vase of glass, lilacs and orchids in it, mixed and on the right, there was a can of water and a glass as well. I'm not inside a hotel right?

I slowly got out of the wonderful bed with the 5 puffy pillows and the silk blanket and I then saw the hanger onto the pole, there was a yellow robe. I assumed it was mine because I soon saw what I was wearing, a bit t-shirt and a pair of shorts. I wrapped myself in the robe, and walked around wondering where I was. The windows was big, all of it made of glass and when I came over to the windows, I saw the beautiful garden stretching out down before me. I had to gasp, remembering to breathe at the beautiful view.

I spun around to take a better look at the beautiful room and I couldn't help but just to be amazed by the beautiful decoration of the room. The white doors matched the creamy-like wallpapers well and right next to the door there was a wide and long make-up table with a big golden mirror on the wall. There was a golden chair in front of it and I saw hair dryer, cd player and there was all kinds of things you needed in order to style your hair. To the left there was a small livingroom, with an gorgeous couch and armchair, the edges where gold while the rest of the couch where white and creamy-like. On the table of glass there was a big white vase with red wonderful roses and the scent from them was absolutely chanting.

I wandered around and soon found the master bathroom and I couldn't help but just to gasp when I saw it. A bathtub with massaging settings to it. The zink was wide and long and there was even two and a long mirror along it. Right in front of me there was a shower and onto the right the toilet was there.

There were newly washed towels hanging perfectly onto the wall while the small waterfall on the left side of the zink was making the decoration in the bathroom even more beautiful. I couldn't hold myself back, take a long bath and brush my teeth before getting out of the bathroom.

When I was finished, wrapped around in my robe I went out to the bedroom again and to my surprise I saw the bed was neatly folded and the pillows placed perfectly in the middle of it while a pair of clothes was waiting for me on the bed.

I walked towards it slowly before I looked at them. A pair of soft pants and a white tee along with a matching black sweater. I looked around, feeling a bit weird and suspicious but seems like the people here was aware of my presence so this must be meant for me right?

When I was finally done and my hair dry, I went outside the bedroom and started to walk down the hallway, which was also totally gorgeous. I couldn't stop my curiosity and soon I started to wonder who had taken me here?

I walked down by the stairs and I saw maids and butler passing me by, although they greeted me before continuing with their.. duties

I entered the livingroom and the shape of a guy could be seen by the wide windows. His right hand was inside his pocket in the front of his pants while the left one was holding a bottle of water

I recognized him as I got closer and when I was only about 4 feet away JaeJoong spun around and greeted me with a smile

"Morning sleepyhead"

"JaeJoong" I said

"Morning to you too" He chuckled

"What am I doing here?" Was the first question that popped outside my mouth. Not that I didn't want to be here but I just couldn't recall how I got myself here because the last thing I remember was JaeJoong taking me home

"I didn't want to wake you up yesterday since you were so tired. So I took your keys, went inside your house and took the dress and the box with the shoes and took you here. So you can stay here and prepare yourself before the fashion show" He explained

"Wow.. that was.. really.. nice of you"

"You must have been really tired because.. you didn't even wake up when I was carrying you upstairs into the guestroom"

"This is YOUR house?"

"Who else? Bill clinton?" He joked

"But the house is so.. big and.. beautiful" I said a bit surprised

"Is that your way of saying 'You know how to design houses as well?'" JaeJoong asked

I chuckled

"I'm just amazed. The house is very.. beautiful.."

"Thank you" he bowed happily

"You live here by yourself?" I asked

I felt the atmosphere somewhat change when the subject about family was brought up. JaeJoong drank some water before smiling at me again

"Yes I am"

"Where's your family?" I asked

"That's not important right now. . How about breakfast Yuna?" JaeJoong said and tried to change the subject

I guess I should let it pass because it seemed to me that the talk about his family was a sensitive spot

We arrived at the dining room and I was a bit shocked to see so many chairs and the huge table when he was the only one living here. As he walked around and sat himself down, I couldn't help but to pity him. He must feel lonely from time to time

"I didn't know what you like so I told the chef to make something special and extra today"

I stared at the food, wondering if this wasn't a buffet for like 20 people instead for just the two of us. The food looked delicious though and there were a lot of nutritious food, as well as somewhat less nutritious dishes. Anyhow, seems like they had put a lot of effort into it

Suddenly a sound from my stomach could be heard and there was no doubt that it was JaeJoong who was laughing at me when he heard it.

"Someone's hungry"

"Who wouldn't be? Look at all this food, this is what you see on tv only!" I said and smiled at him

"well, enjoy yourself"

We ate under silence, but seems like it wasn't uncomfortable at all and we even teased each other by taking food from each other's plates. I hadn't seen this joyful and funny side of JaeJoong which couldn't help but to make me smile even more when seeing him so happy. It wasn't much happiness you could see from him, mostly because he was always under pressure and stress while working.

We laughed from time to time while eating but no words were said.
After breakfast we went to the livingroom and he threw himself down like teenager on the couch while I was looking at the beautiful house of his.

"it's amazing how beautiful this house is. It must have cost you a fortune"

"Money is not important" JaeJoong mumbled tiredly from the couch while having a pillow over his face

"But having money also means there won't be any difficulties in life" I said and touched the beautiful statue he had. A white mermaid sitting on a stone and there was water flowing down

"But not everything can be bought with money. It gives you power and a lot of advantages in life but... it also brings the bad luck, such as, people using you and such"

I sighed

"I know. But not as long as you're down to earth and know how to spend your money well. Save and such, not to spend them on whatever you want"

"True, but I don't really save my money. I have insurance and such, a lawyer who helps me and such. I have enough with money" JaeJoong said and sat up

I walked over to him and grabbed a pillow, still standing while hugging it

"You should give some.. to charity or something, it will do you good"

"I have charity shows, isn't that enough?"

"You shouldn't be so narrow minded. Think big Jae, the more charity you bring to the world, the better will it be. Not only will you have ties for the rest of your life, you will feel better in there" I said and pointed at his chest, where his heart was

JaeJoong sighed

"I don't have time for that"

"Then you should make time. There is nothing such as MUST in this world. Prioritize the most important things that you NEED TO do and not MUST do. That's the difference"

"Yes mom" JaeJoong rolled his eyes

"Did you just roll your eyes at me?" I asked a bit dumbfounded

"You saw me" JaeJoong laughed

I took the pillow and started to hit him with it and he tried to protect himself

"Why are you hitting me?!" He shouted

"Trying to get some decent and somewhat wise thinking into your head"

"ARE YOU TELLING ME I'M STUPID?!" He pouted

"Maybe?!" I chuckled

he suddenly grabbed a pillow and started to hit me with it and soon, he was halfstanding on the couch hitting me while I was standing up and hitting him.

"I am not stupid!"

"Yes you are!!!!!!!! Idiot!" I laughed

Both of us laughed while hitting each other and seems like he started to know how I was hitting him because in the next second, when I was about to hit him, he managed to avoid the hit but that made me loose control over my balance and fell forward

JaeJoong was quick with dropping his pillows onto the floor and the next thing I know was that I was suddenly lying on top of him, he was underneath me, holding me close in order to prevent me from hurting myself

The fall was fast but the seconds after, when I realized I was lying on him, my ear just by his heart and hearing his heartbeats clearly, I started to feel warm once again, along with the ticklish feeling in my stomach and my breathing increased

"Yuna? You're hurt? You're okay?" He asked suddenly and I felt him looking down on me, to see if I was okay. I swallowed hard just to not loose my tongue, trying to remember how to speak

I felt him suddenly my hair, ticklish feelings runing down my spine as I felt him looking at me. I felt comfortable in his arms, his arms wrapped around me, taking care of me as if I was a little girl

I then felt him move a bit and I looked up and our eyes met.
I swallowed hard again, feeling and hearing him breathing heavily as his eyes were watching me, carefully and full of curiosity

I was nervous as well but I didn't feel like to move, I wanted to stay here, drown in his eyes. I suddenly saw him raising his left hand and I followed its motions, to see him moving the bangs out of the way, letting me see him more clearly

"I can't see your eyes when your bangs are hiding their beauty" JaeJoong whispered

My heart stopped as I tried to understand the meaning of the sentence inside of me...

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suhashiny
#1
Chapter 2: This reminds me of the Devil wears Prada for some reason.....
hazel_marie13
#2
Chapter 75: The couple started planning for their wedding! I like how Yuna didn't pressure Jaejoong to decide immediately if they'll invite his Mom but instead give him time to think. She's really a caring and understanding person that Jaejoong is lucky to have her as his soon wife :)

Will surely wait for your next update so update soon :)
hazel_marie13
#3
Chapter 74: So glad seeing you updated! I have missed this story of yours and this is one of the stories I subscribed to that I'm hoping for updates every time I'm checking my AFF account for story updates :) The boys especially Yunho is really right that Jaejoong must stop from thinking too much and enjoyed first his present life with his friends and Yuna. They are getting married and they are already started planning! I'm so excited for the two to finally be together as a married couple!

I find Jaejoong cute after getting jealous that Yuna choose Yoochun to be her fellow designer for her wedding dress!

I'm so curious on this story so will read the next Chapter you updated :)
AmyDick #4
Chapter 75: Ah finally updates for this fic, it's been so long time since my last time read this and now they're going to have wedding.. It'll be happy moment... But i wonder with jae's mom but it's good if she come... About donghae, it's hard for him to come on their wedding, he is still in anger...
Anyway i'll wait for the next update ^^:::
hanapark6002
#5
Chapter 75: Im new reader and i hope you will update soon authornim
loveydovey #6
HOMAIGOD u update??!!
ok i feel like i'm crying... i cant believe this.
i always hope u will update all ur jae fics one day.
my wish come true!!!
come lemme hug u.....
CassieIndo #7
Chapter 74: OMG you update it =O i thought u already abandon all ur story here T___T
thank yu thank yuu~~ . i really like all of your story... please update the other story too like "soul of the damned" . that one is my favourite..please update that too..pretty please , i beg u authornim T_____T
dawnxiamara #8
Chapter 74: Welcome back. Hope you be here in AFF for good. So the big W is coming?
Khab71 #9
Chapter 74: Thanks for the update. Hope everything is ok for Jae & Yuna.
AmyDick #10
Chapter 73: It's not the end right? Author-nim please update this story soon...