Furious
Forever ... Longing~JaeJoong~
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"I want the porridge to be prepared and I want the maids to double-check her room before she goes to sleep tonight, I want everything done and I want her to feel comfortable"
"Yes Sir" The butler bowed
The staff was dismissed as Yuna was in the shower at the moment. I hurried downstairs to see if the dinner was done and I for the first time, in a very long time, entered the kitchen
"SIR!" The chef said surprised
"How's the porridge going?"
"It's fine, It's boiling and I'm putting chicken in it soon" He explained
"Good, I want some kind of dessert as well, something that's good for her health"
"How about fruit salad?"
"Sounds good"
"I'll make sure to have it ready by the time she have finished the food"
I nodded
"Very good" I tapped him on the back
I started to walk but then I felt something strange, as if someone was looking at me strangely, as if I was weird.
"Sir?"
I stopped in my tracks and spun around to see the chef looking at me a bit curious, yet happy.
"Yes?"
"It's been awhile you've been in here, I'm happy that you visited me"
I looked at him a bit shocked, but then nodded politely, not being able to smile at him
"I'll try my best to do it more often" I said
He nodded
"I'll look forward to it"
I went out of the kitchen and passed through the dining hall to enter the livingroom.
I soon stopped as my eyes landed on Yuna, standing by the windows and looking at the beautiful view from the penthouse of mine. She must be enjoying it, well so did I whenever I was feeling down, needed to loosen up and just relax. And I always wanted to have a glass of red wine
"Enjoying the view?" I asked as I put both of my hands in the pocket and looked at her backview
She slowly spun around and I saw her eyes sparkle like no other, she was obviously captured by the beautiful view of the penthouse of mine
"It's so magical, I'd love to live in a house like this and have a view to look at every night" She said softly
I chuckled lightly as I walked towards her and stopped right next to her as I looked down on the beautiful view in front of us
"What are you thinking?" I asked, breaking the silence between us
I looked to the right to see her eyes blinking twice as much as she was looking down
"I don't know, how beautiful this is.. how.. it is able to make us feel so.. relaxed... Its feelings that it keeps sending us, I don't know.. I'm totally taken" She said
"I see"
"Jae"
"Hm?"
"How ... did you become a designer?" She asked suddenly
I looked into her eyes to see the curiosity but also the seriousness behind her question. That was when it hit me, she was trying to get to know me
"I.. uhm.." I said and looked away a bit embarrassed after looking into her eyes
"Is it private?" She asked
"Not really" I sighed
"Then... do you.. mind answering?" She asked softly
I chuckled
"I actually never thought of becoming a designer.. I had something else in mind" I said
"What was it?"
"You're very.. curious aren't you?"
She laughed embarrassed and covered her face
"I know.. I am ... maybe a bit.. But it's just that.. you're so mysterious. It feels like.. I won't get my questions answered if I don't ask you myself. There are so many rumors and such.. and sometimes, it's better to hear it straight from the actual source it is about" She smiled
" So you're saying that you've been thinking a lot about me huh?" I teased and looked at her
"Do you really have to be so straightforward?" She chuckled but her eyes pretended to glare at me
"Well isn't it better to be straightforward than going around the actual questions and making me misunderstand you?"
"Do you always have to be right?" She sighed and rolled her eyes
"Well someone has to when someone's being stupid" I said and lightly pushed her
She laughed
"So why did you become a designer?" She asked and looked at me once again
I turned myself so that I was facing her with my entire body and we stood there for a few minutes without saying anything. Not only was I drowning in her beauty, her eyes was drawing her to me and... for some reason.. I didn't feel that we were getting closer and closer...
"You're not telling me?" I could hear her whisper
I was getting nervous, as if the entire penthouse was sowly fading away and the only thing I could really see and feel, smell was her.
"If I.. have to tell you..." I whispered
"Yes?"
"I'm afraid.. I have to .. kill you"
Both of us stopped as we were only a few inches away from each other's faces, her nose was almost poking my own, our lips a few inches away and I could feel her breathing
"So you're not.. telling me.." She breathed
"Someday... I might" I whispered
I felt both ofus leaning in, getting closer and closer and my heart was madly pounding as my hands were folded into fists, nervously waiting for the next step
As I was about to close my eyes, since she already had closed her own, the most terrible person immediately interrupted
"SURPRIIIIIIIIIIIISE!!!!!!!!!!!!" Donghae shouted
Both of us turned our heads to the left and even though Donghae's voice was the only one that was heard, I could see Yunho, Changmin, Junsu, Yoochun and YeJin standing there.
They had brought flowers and chocolate...
I guess.. it was because she was discharged from the hospital and also they just wanted to see how she was doing.
For the others, I was just grateful and I knew their intentions
But as for Donghae, I was gritting my teeth, my fists folded hard as I was trying to figure out a few reasons to why I should not kill him right now..
Because I knew.. deep inside, he was planning on not leaving me alone with her...
And for some reason, that was making me.. furious
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