~JaeJoong~

------------------------------

"Hyung, How did you know about Donghae having feelings for her?" Changmin asked curiously

"If you were observant, our dearest maknae, you would have notice as well. Not that I was observant but I just happened to see how affectionate Donghae was around Yuna from where I was working and it is very... very easy to tell that there is something behind that friendly face of his" Yoochun said

"Wow.. this.. makes things more complicated" Junsu mumbled

"Tell me about it" I agreed

"Then.. how is she? Is she doing okay at your place?" Yunho asked

I shrugged

"I don't know. I barely spoke with her this morning and ... I got a phone call earlier about Yuna not having anything for breakfast or lunch" I said

"She seems to be depressed.." Junsu mumbled

"I know but.. I will not stand aside and watch Donghae putting his filthy hands on my girlfriend just because he's some kind of friend of hers. Even I can get jealous right?" I asked, hoping that the guys would understand me

"As long as you don't make her choose between friendship and love, everything's fine" Yoochun said

"How funny.. that dilemma is. That's what she exactly said to me yesterday.. forcing her to choose between him or me" I mumbled, chuckling sarcastically

"Jae, you should take it seriously. There is a chance that she will not choose you.. or Donghae" Yunho said, getting my attention right away

"Mwoh?" I asked

"Hyung, it sounded like you put her in that kind of situation" Changmin said and stood up

"I DIDN'T!" I protested frustrated

The guys stared at me, one by one soon all of them standing up

"You're sure about that?" Junsu asked

"I made it very clear to her that I will not force her to choose between friendship and love. All I want her to do is to clarify things for Donghae. She will be mine and I will be hers. All she has to do is to tell Donghae" I said

"For what good?" Yunho asked

"I just.. .. I don't know" I mumbled

"Do you want them to be friends?" Junsu asked

"Of course I want. She seems very happy when she's around him and they are childhood friends" I said

"Isn't that.. the thing that you're jealous of? That he knows her better than you do?" Changmin asked

"Shut up Changmin, I do not need this right now" I said angrily

"This is exactly what you need. Hyung, All four of us can tell very clearly that you cherish her, but you have to do it in the right way. Tell us, WHY do you want her to tell Donghae?" Changmin said

"BECAUSE I'M AFRAID TO LOOSE HER!" I shouted angrily, loudly and frustrated. I was even trembling because of the emotions that was going through me at the moment

The guys stayed quiet as I was still tightly folding my fists hardly as I tried to remain calm. I don't know if this can still be considered to be calm since I already exploded

"I'm just afraid.. that she might.. have a change of heart.. that I won't be able to give her what she wants or what she needs.. and maybe that Donghae can take better care of her than what I can.." I mumbled

"You're lacking.." Yunho mumbled

"Of course I am lacking. This is the first time I've ever.. felt this way and the way she makes me feel... I feel complete.. It feels like she's the closest thing I have to .. family at the moment"

"What about us Jae?" Yoochun asked

I looked up immediately

"You know I don't mean it like that" I stuttered

All of the guys laughed

"I was just kidding, we know our places in your heart. And you know yours. Look... I'm not saying it's a bad thing for her to tell Donghae but you have to be prepared that she might feel a bit unhappy in the beginning cause after all.." Yoochun said

"He's a close friend of hers" Yunho finished

"Who broke their promise" I rolled my eyes

"Promise? What promise?" Junsu asked

"The promise about them not falling in love since that would ruin their friendship" I answered

"Seems like Donghae broke it then" Changmin said

I sighed heavily

"What do I do now?" I asked, seeking and pleading for advice and help from my friends.

We all sat down on the couch once again and they tapped me on my shoulder

"Time will tell"