Arguments
Forever ... Longing~Yuna~
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"Yuna!"
"Yuna!"
My name was called over and over and yet I was unable to answer. I looked around, the light was somewhat dimmed as the guys were surrounding my bed. The ticking from the clock could be heard and not did only I hear the ticking, nurses and doctors passing by outside the room, talking and just discussing.
"Yuna?"
JaeJoong took a light grip around my face, somehow emerging his eyes into my own and I finally saw him, Tired, frustrated, but also relief written allover his face
"Jae" I whispered, somewhat hoarse
"Yuna.. please.. lie down again" JaeJoong said
I looked at him and then looked down on myself before looking around
"What am I doing here?" I asked, my voice still hoarse but I think they were able to make out what I was saying
"You.. don't remember?" Yoochun asked
"I.. don't know" I whispered, starting to feel confused, as if a memory has been erased
"You fainted.., collapsed in the office. It must have been an intense... discussion you had with Donghae" JaeJoong said
I looked at him as he was softly looking back at me. Donghae.. Is he here?
"He.. left" Yunho said, as if he was able to read my mind.
I tried to recall the memories before collapsing and soon enough I remembered, word for word, expression for expression and then how I collapsed. Yes, it was an intense talk I had with him. Now when I am remembering it, it kind of gave me an headache. I really didn't want to think about Donghae at the moment
"Are you feeling okay? Are you hurt anywhere?" JaeJoong asked, standing up and soon sitting on my bed while looking at me, as if he was trying to look for some kind of viewable injury. I guess he didn't find any
"I'm.. okay" I whispered
"You're sure? Maybe we should call a doctor" Changmin asked, and approached
I nodded
"I'm fine.. I just want.. to rest.. and.. get my mind off... Donghae" I mumbled
"Of course" JaeJoong said
I missed the glance that was exchanged between him and the guys as I closed my eyes at the same moment.
"Don't.. worry about the pressconference. I will take care of that. So while I'm taking care of that and not being able to take care of you, please take care of yourself here at the moment.. okay?" JaeJoong asked
"Oh.. right.. I" I said, and started to sit up again
"No, lie down. You don't have to worry about anything.. Just.. rest for me okay? You can probably watch the pressconference from here" JaeJoong said
I shook my head
"But you said that it would be easier if I was present.. Can't you.. delay it?"
"The better we get this over with, the faster we can move on" Changmin agreed with JaeJoong
"You're not really helping me here, I'm as much as part of this as you are" I said and looked at JaeJoong
"Yes but I'm not taking any risks, having the ension and the media attacking you when you just collapsed due to fatigue and stress. You're seriously don't think that I won't be able to handle this myself? Yes it's true, it would be better if you are there but the last thing I need is having the media haunting you down" JaeJoong said
"Can't you just.. delay it?" I asked
"Why can't you just let me take care of it Yuna?" JaeJoong sighed
"Because.. we're in the same boat.. and being in the same beat means helping each other"
"But you should rest Yuna" Yunho said
"And you don't trust me if I say that I will be able to handle the pressconference?" I asked
"We just want the best for you" Junsu said
"Which I want for you too.." I said softly
All of the guys sighed and they looked at each other
"I promise to stay home all day long, for a week if that gives you a peace of mind.. but I practiced, went through even a session, learning about the media for the press conference. The last thing I can do is to be there, support and help you if I'm able to. So far I feel like I'm useless ..." I said
"I don't know.. I just really... want you.. to rest.." JaeJoong mumbled
"And I will... but I want to help you.. and I'm fine" I said and took a grip of his hand, holding onto it tightly
JaeJoong looked at me and then at the guys as all of them were looking at him with a concerned and worried expression. Seems like they were debating..
"I promise .. I am fine. I just need to rest over the night and I can handle an hour at the pressconference.. and after that, straight home to sleep and rest.."
"Sounds like a good deal.." Changmin smiled
"This might be your only chance to tame her" Yoochun laughed
"Because other wise she won't listen to you" Junsu said
JaeJoong let out a sigh of annoyance
"I really..don't want you there.. not in this condition" JaeJoong said
"I know that but I will be there, with or without your permission. Either we can do this in my way or in your way. My way, I at least promised you to rest for a week. Your way, Is to keep me locked up at the house but.. I will somehow find my way to be there.. so .. what's it gonna be?" I smiled, triumphly, happily and sounding as if I was able to win this deal
JaeJoong sighed and suddenly he stood up
"Or we can do this my way.. You will not be at the pressconference and instead.. explain to me why you.. visited my moher without me knowing" JaeJoong said
I stiffened, stared at him and I didn't breathe. How did he know?
"Mwoh?" I stuttered
JaeJoong sighed
"I'm upset Yuna. I really am. But I don't want you to be there.. so tomorrow at the pressconference, there will be no you. Instead, you should stay at home and think of.. your explanation to me about you goind behind my back"
He then unlocked his gaze from me and looked at the guys.
"I will get us some water"
With that he left the room, leaving me at the edge of crying, the guys being astonished and shocked and most of all.. me being terrified..
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