Not Pleasant
Forever ... Longing~Yuna~
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I was overwhelmed by all the clothes JaeJoong had given me and I was wondering why we didn't just randomly go out and shop instead of he giving me the entire collection?
I decided that it was time for me to throw all the old clothes away and just get in with the new. I really thought it was too much of him.. since all of these clothes must have taken him.. months to design and make and yet he gave it to me like it was nothing. I was hoping dearly that the clothed I had received was only a copy and not actually the original because in that case, I would have clothes for thousands of dollars which I didn't want to.
About 3 hours later I was finally able to finish all the ironing, putting it neatly inside the closet of mine.
I sat down on the couch wondering what I should do next since I was pretty spiked up and I didn't feel tired yet.
The thoughts about JaeJoong giving me the clothes brought me back to the incident with YeJin. She had threatened me now when I think about it but I wasn't entirely sure either if it was for me... I hadn't taken anything from.. her had I? Why was she so hateful towards me?
I sighed heavily as I thought about it but in the end, I decided to push to the back of my head since I didn't want to think of it at all.
As I was standing in the kitchen, restlessly looking around I soon started to wonder if I should bake something.
"Pie?" I mumbled as I went over to the fridge.
I decided to make some blueberry pie with vanilla sauce.
When the cake was in the oven, me looking at it I then thought about JaeJoong once again.
I was feeling thankful towards him for taking care of me and for... changing his attitude towards me. As I was looking at the pie an idea was slowly forming inside my head
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~JaeJoong~
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"I want strong poses, fierce eyes" I said to the model who was shooting for the next magazine for me.
When the photoshoot started and I had observed some of the pictures I decided to return to the office in order to go through some papers that needed me to sign and go through them along with Yunho.
When I arrived at level 10 it was quiet and when I passed the different offices, I saw Changmin going through some magazines. Junsu were on the phone and Yunho was probably checking the reports on his computer. I saw Yoochun drawing by the table, apparently new designs coming up.
I also passed Yuna's desk and I saw that she had arrived but she was nowhere to be seen. When I opened the door to the office of mine I just saw her pouring a glass of coffee and putting it down on the table. I soon saw a small plate with some kind of cake and white/yellow sauce and I could smell it all the way to the door.
I was surprises literally..
"Yuna.." I said slowly
"Hey..! I didn't hear you coming..." She said and smiled at me as she put the cake down
"What... is that?" I asked slowly
She smiled brightly
"I made blueberry pie yesterday and.. I figured to take it with me.. to give it to you.."
"To.. me?" I asked shocked
She nodded slowly
"As a thank you..for everything that you've done to me. I feel grateful.. and thankful" She said slowly
Something inside of me was making me feel weird as I looked at her dazzling smile and then the cake on the table that she had made for.. me
"It's.. for me?" I asked slowly
She nodded
"You don't.. like blueberry pie?" She asked slowly, carefully
I didn't answer at first but I walked over to the desk as a smile was appearing on my lips. To tell you the truth I was deeply touched. It has been several years since anyone had made something for me. Homemade I mean and homecooked.
I've missed that kind of feeling of.. being taken care of.. and...I never expected this from.. Yuna
"Thank you Yuna. It was... very sweet of you" I said and looked up
I noticed her cheeks becoming somewhat rosy, a bit red perhaps and soon I could make out that she was.. blushing
She nodded happily and then spun around in a hurry, leaving me with the blueberry pie
The door soon closed and I sat down by the desk and looked at the pie before I decided to try it.
The pie was good, extremely good in fact and not to mention that.. I was enjoying it to the fullest. I couldn't help but laugh as I kept eating and in the end I had emptied the plate.
I pushed it aside and looked at the schedule for the day. I was getting depressed when looking at it. There were always meetings, conference, interviews with different magazines. I wouldn't be able to get away from here until 9 pm tonight
I sighed heavily and got up and decided to go out and tell Yuna that the pie was heavenly because seems like she was.. able to make me smile a lot nowadays.
"Hey Yun..."
"I know right and then you forgot me!" Yuna laughed
I saw Yuna laughing while sitting by her desk and then a guy half-sitting on her desk while joking with her.
"Oh JaeJoong" Yuna smiled brightly and stood up
The guy who was sitting n her desk slowly spun around and I saw that it was Donghae
"Oh.. Hey" I said slowly
"Hey, how are you doing?" Donghae greeted
"When..did you get here?" I asked slowly
"Oh just now. I was just wondering.. if I could take Yuna for an hour... or two. If that's okay with you? Just to have a coffee.." Donghae said
"Coffee? You didn't say anything about coffee a minute ago" Yuna said
"You heard it just now then" Donghae chuckled
"Go out.. for.. a coffee?" I asked slowly
Donghae nodded
"If she's free I mean. No meetings or errands and such. I was hoping that it would be okay.." Donghae said
"Uhm.. errm.. sure.. why not..." I said slowly
"Thanks man" Donghae said happily
"We're going..? Now?" Yuna said a bit surprised as Donghae was grabbing her coat and purse
"Well what do you think? 1000 days later?" He joked
I saw both of them laughing at his joke while I was feeling.. a bit like an outside, not to mention .. His joke wasn't even funny. When Donghae had helped Yuna to put on her coat and given her .. her purse I saw both of them walking towards the elevator. Donghae got inside it first but just when I thought Yuna was going in she then ran back to me and smiled
"If you need me just call me okay? I'll be back before you know" She said happily
I shook my head slowly..
"No.. just.. take your time.. Have ... fun Yuna" I said slowly
"Thanks Jae"
A sudden peck on my right cheek could be felt and then she ran all the way to the elevator and then, she was gone, leaving me mesmerized by her sudden peck, along with the empty feelings I was now feeling.
Depression and just.. a feeling I couldn't really.. make out what it was ..
However, it was not pleasant..
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