I just can't

Life without you is unimaginable

Narrator's POV

The next day

Kai feels no one is beside him anymore, He opens up his eyes quickly, he is scared that Hyorin might leave him last night or she suddenly left him alone this morning. He looks at the clock on the wall, it is still pretty early, 7.30 am and he wonders where his girlfriend goes.

"Hyorinnie? Baby?" He shouts few times but no one answers. Then he hears someone is knocking his door.

"Naee??"

"Sir..I am sorry to wake you up, but your father asked for you" Kai sighs, why does it have to be this early dad? he thought

"Hmm where is Hyorin?" he asked his maid before she closed the door

"Oh Miss Hyorin is downstairs preparing the breakfast" She smiles and closed the door

"BWOOOH?!" he is surprised and couldn't believe in what he just heard

He rushes to the toilet to wash his face, brush his teeth and change to a nicer clothes. His dad is really fussy about his appearance

Kai heard Hyorin and his dad are laughing in the dining room

"What is this Hyorin? You left me alone and having a good time with my dad? Why Hyorin?" Kai frowned as he approaches Hyorin and kisses her temple as he is about to sit beside her.

"Oh please young man! You should have seen her cooking all this in the kitchen this morning and Hyorin just told me about her dad, it's so funny that she likes to steal his dad beers when she was in high school. then his dad looked for the beer around the house, Hyorin kept it in their neighbor's fridge? this girl is something hahaha" Kai looks confused to see his dad shows how happy he is

"Now, you should try my cook" Hyorin starts to serves him the food.

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"I know I should not say this in front of you dad, but please let me marry this girl" he smirks and his dad grins

"Ya!! Don't say that" Hyorin opposed.

"what? it's true! I really wanna marry you" he said again

"Jonginie! shhh" Hyorin shhussh him

"Oh well..someone is really in love indeed" His dad added

Meanwhile. . . . . .

Jonghyun is heading to Taemin's place to discuss about his wedding with him. He really doesn't wanna go to meet Taemin now because he knows Taemin will ask about his feeling and Hyorin.

"Jonghyun Annyeong! taemin will be here shortly, can I get you anything?" Chanyeol asked when Jonghyun finally sat in the cafe

"I will just have caramel machiato..and Channie? have you been in touch with her?" Jonghyun still asks about Hyorin

"Ermm yes..I heard she met up with kai's dad last night. well, she said everything is getting serious now, She has told her dad about Kai too" Chanyeol smiled

"Oh okay..Thank you" then not long after Chanyeol left him, Taemin came to him

"Hyung! myanh! I forgot to bring my laptop charger so I had to go back to my house again..have you ordered anything?" He asked

"Yeah that's fine! Yes I have already ordered, don't worry. anyway, how did the lunch with Naeun go yesterday?"

"I was dead! she is too beautiful and too cute! but I got her number!!! HA HA HA! can you believe it? I am gonna ask her for a date next week!" He reported

"Why do you have to wait til next week?" Jonghyun asks

"Because I don't want her to think that I am too aggressive!"

"Well..you are a guy! you should be aggressive hah!" Jonghyun smirks and the drinks for them came

"Hyung please...look at yourself! you were not even dare to confess to Hyorin noona" He jokingly said that

"Oh speaking of Hyorin! She just texted me that she will have dinner here tonight with Kai..We all should have dinner together too! Ask Se-Kyung to come Hyung!" Chanyeol told them

"Nope! I am gonna go somewhere with my family tonight, so..you better take care of that couple, urrghh Kai has been snapchatting with me about his lovelife since they go out publicly. anyway Hyung, I will bring you the list of caterings you can use for your wedding. wait" Jonghyun can't answer a thing.

he can't take that Hyorin seems so happy with Kai compared to his own life, he has been busy having with Sekyung just to grow back the feeling towards sekyung but until now, he still can't. and he will never be able to do it, He thought

"Chanyeol...?" he turned to Chanyeol

"Yeah?"

"Can you just call her? I really wanna hear her voice..just this once, will you?" He requested.

"Alright, I will try" Chanyeol sighs

Back to Kai's dad place

Hyorin's phone rings as she is about to go downstairs to accompany Kai.

"Yes Oppa?" She answers it nicely

"Hyorin-ah?" someone else's voice appeared, Hyorin's hand is trembling, she knows that voice very well

"Hyorin-ah...tell me what am I supposed to do? Jebal? hmm?" She still can't say a thing

"Jebal..say something Lee Hyorin! I haven't been able to sleep without dreaming about you every night" His voice cracks

then Kai appears in front of Hyorin and he knows it's Jonghyun as Hyorin's eyes are tearing up

"Hyung! Please...don't do this to her" Then Kai tuned off her phone and hugs Hyorin

"I am sorry" Hyorin said sorry sincerely to him

"I am sorry too"

"no..I was wrong! I should have hung up the phone as soon as I heard his voice" then Kai releases her and he caresses her cheek

"I am sorry for not being able to make you love me like you love him...I am sorry Hyorin-ah" and Hyorin started to tear up even more. She didn't mean to make Kai feels this way. Kai brought her to his room so that his Dad will not notice that she is crying now

"Hyorin..please, don't cry anymore okay? you will hurt yourself, just lay down and get some rest okay? Everything is gonna be okay" Kai her hair smoothly

"Lets stop talking about this? hmm?" Kai added and she nods showing she understands

"Do you wanna go somewhere? I mean, we can take a break for few days somewhere..leaving everything behind and just focus on ourselves. How about that?" He suggested

"I feel like going back to my Dad's place in busan" she said

"Do you wanna come with me?" she asked him

"Absolutely!" he smiles and let Hyorin rests in the bed. Kai heads out to see his dad and told him that they might leave tonight, his dad agreed. Kai then pulls out his phone and dials Chanyeol's number

"Hyung?" He said

"Yes?"

"Why did you let him talked to her?"

"Well..I didn't know what to do Kai. he said he needs to hear her voice once, I felt sorry if I didn't help him" Chanyeol explained

"Is he still there?can you pass this to him?" 

"What is it Kai?" Jonghyun answered

"Hyung..I thought I have made it clear, she is mine! can you please give me some respect?" He shouted

"Go yourself kid! you are too young to understand my problem" then Jonghyun hung up the phone. Kai hated him so much right now. Kai swears he will beat him up if he ever tries to contact her again.

Chanyeol's POV

Everything is getting serious, it's true what Hyorin told him this morning. I know how She feels when two of the hottest guy in Seoul are competing each other to get her. Jonghyun is clearly still into her so much. I can see the anger from his face after he hung up the phone. Kai needs to respect Jonghyun's feeling too.

"Hyung..let's just make it easier for all of us. I dont wanna see you hurt and especially Hyorin..You started this in the first place! You broke the rules" Taemin tried to talk to Jonghyun

"What rules?" Jonghyun asked

"You broke the rules in your contract! you shouldn't have fallen for her. and it's not her fault that you can't forget her, it's your own fault Hyung! please I don't want you to hurt her even more" Taemin keeps on talking without noticing that Jonghyun just shed a tear from his cheek

Both of them are quiet now..Jonghyun tries to hide his tears

"You..you don't know how I feel Taemin..Jebal I don't know...I don't know what to...what to do!" after I heard this, I saw Jonghyun eyes turned to red and watery. He is hurt.

"Jebal..Jebal taemin! Just tell me this is just a dream? I just can't take..this anymore, not without her" He begs to Taemin

"Hyung..shuussshh..Everyone is staring at you" Taemin tried to calm him down and Jonghyun covers his face and cries like a baby

"You should bring him inside" I asked Taemin.

"no..you don't need to! I am gonna leave now" Jonghyun gets up and left us. I have no idea where he is going, but I am sure, he is hurt as hell.

"I think this is gonna be another nightmare for him! He had been through a lot in his life. I can't believe he is hurt again" Taemin told me

"I really don't know what to do now. Kai is hurt too, you should remember that as well"

Not long after that, Taemin is receiving a call from Naeun and I am going back to the kitchen.

Jonghyun's POV

I just can't stay near them anymore. I went back to my house and turn on the music loudly. I put some instrumental on my ipod and try to relax myself. I can't force myself to forget her anymore, I will just keep my feeling deep inside my heart. I will not bother to try anymore. I feel the tears start to run through my cheek again. I am tired of crying like this. I have cried like this when Se-kyung left me 4 years ago, and look at where I am now? Doing the same again. but this time, it is way more painful. it is way more unbearable.

It is too painful to even try to remember her soft touch, I cant keep this painful feeling alone. I want her to know that I am hurt too, as much as I wanted her to be happy, I can't. I really can't.

Please god, can't you just give her to me? Can't you just let me smile again? Can't you just tell me that I will be with her in the end? Tell me that she is hurt as much as I am. Jebal, I am really not looking forwad to live another day without her!

Jebal...Hyorin..Jebal

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Mary_16
#1
Chapter 42: please please update soon!!!
Ayonixs #2
Chapter 42: Omg I love it, please let them be together soon!
KimSulli #3
Chapter 40: Update soon jebal....
ohmybbang
#4
Chapter 40: are you going to update it? :(((( I miss this story
Blingsterswds781 #5
Please update soon!! I love this story...
JJongFan #6
Please keep writing!!! I cant wait to see what happens next!!! Like, if I dont find out- my heart will explode!!!!! Please try to update A.S.A.P before all of us indahusman fans lose our minds!!!! <3333
ohmybbang
#7
Chapter 40: I want jong hyun with hyorin :( please let them talk f2f in the next chapter :(
chabseoul07 #8
Chapter 40: I like jonghyun and hyorin together :)
Alfini27 #9
Chapter 40: I want her with Jonghyun:(