Tiffany's  POV

I woke up after I felt something churning in my stomach. It feels really unconfortable and I felt like I wanted to puke. TaeTae was still in his dreamland while back hugging me. I need to go to the toilet urgently, I don't want to mess up the bedroom. 

"TaeTae, please let me go!!" 

I tried to get out of his embrace but he hug me even tighter. 

"Tae!"

I have no choice but to elbow him. He was holding on to his stomach while I ran to the toilet and lock the door. 

"Baby! What are you doing in there?"Taeyeon asked. 

I can't answer him because I was trying to let everything out hoping to feel better. 

"Baby! Please let me in! I am worried!"Taeyeon exclaimed. 

Once I felt that I have let everything out, I clean up and went out. Knowing how over protective TaeTae is towards me, I know he is going to bring me to the doctor again. 

"Baby! What happened?"Taeyeon asked. 

"Oh... I needed to pee but you were not letting me go. I was so urgent."

"Really? I don't believe."Taeyeon looked at me suspiciously. 

"I am serious. Let's get back to sleep."

"Then why are you not answering me when I called you?"Taeyeon asked. 

Oh no! He is really smart. How should I answer?

"Oh! That w-was because I was really urgent so I needed time. Ya, I was urgent."

"Oh I see..."Taeyeon nodded his head. 

"Let's get somemore sleep, it's only 5.30am."

I woke up again later in the morning with the same feeling I had earlier. What was wrong with me? This time TaeTae was not hugging me because I told him not to do so. Of course he was pouting but I have no choice, I know that I am going to puke again in a few hours time. I ran to the toilet and Taeyeon went with me. I tried to push him out but he was too strong. I wanted to puke but nothing came out.

"Baby, what happen to you?"Taeyeon asked concernly as he hold up my hair. 

"N-nothing."I replied and shook my hand. 

"Tell me the truth baby. How many times did this happen?"Taeyeon asked as he hold my hands. 

"T-twice..."I avoided his glaze and walk out of the toilet towards the bed. 

"Baby... Why didn't you tell me??"Taeyeon whined. 

"I don't want you to bring me to the hospital..."

"But you are unwell.."Taeyeon said and sit beside me, hugging me from the side. 

"I knew you will say that! That's way I didn't want to tell you."

"Could you be pregnant?"Taeyeon asked. 

"P-pregnant?!?!"

"I think you are! I always wanted us to have kids."Taeyeon said happily. 

When I think of myself having kids, it always gave me headache. I don't know how to handle them and whats more taking care of them.

"You didn't went in didn't you?"

"I didn't but I couldn't control so I released it just outside."Taeyeon said. 

"Oh my..."I said and bury my head in my hands. 

"I am not married and I am pregnant already. What will others think about me?"I asked worriedly. 

"Don't worry.. I will be responsible for the kid."Taeyeon said and hugged me. 

"Let's go to the doctor.."Taeyeon said and walked me to the bathroom. 

"Let's bathe together so it speeds things up."Taeyeon said.

"Ewww! Tae!"I exclaimed. 

"What? I have seen them already."Taeyeon teased. 

"Who says? You didn't!"

"So we should carry on!"Taeyeon smirked. 

"No! I am not bathing with you for sure!"

"Okok. I promise I won't peep. You take the showering area, I take the bathtub ok?"Taeyeon asked. 

"Ok. Close the curtains."

"Yes. I love you."Taeyeon gave me a kiss and ran to the bathtub. 

"Tae, are you done?"

"Almost."Taeyeon replied. 

"Take your time. I am coming out to wear my clothes. Don't come out first."

"Woah... I wish I can join you out there!"Taeyeon teased. 

"You better don't come out."

"Awww..."Taeyeon whined. 

"Tae, I don't think I am pregnant."

"Don't you say that.."Taeyeon warned. 

What happen if I am not pregnant and Taeyeon is not happy. Will he still want me? I am worried for the outcome. 

"Tae, I go out and wait for you ok?"

"You can choose to stay here or you can go out."Taeyeon teased. 

"I am not going to stay here. Shy shy..."I blushed. 

At the clinic

"Tae, what if I am not pregnant and it is just stomach upset?"

"Don't think too much my dear."Taeyeon said as he hold my hands. 

"What if I need to stay in the hospital again?"

"I will stay with you, don't worry."Taeyeon pull me into his embrace and gave me a kiss on my forehead. 

"Miss Tiffany Hwang!"The nurse called out. 

"Baby, it is your turn."Taeyeon said happily and stand up faster than I do. 

"Tae..."I was still sitting down while my hand is still lock with Taeyeon's. 

"Don't worry too much sweetie.."Taeyeon said and he carefully pull me up. 

After every step I took, I was nearer to the consultation room. My heart was pumping faster as I was worried. Taeyeon opened the door not forgetting to knock the door. It was the same doctor that I visited the last time.

"Hello doctor."Taeyeon greeted. 

"Hello. What is wrong with Miss Hwang today?"The doctor asked.

"Oh. She vomit twice this morning. We were wondering if she was pregnant so we came for a check."Taeyeon answered as he push me to the chair. 

"Oh I see.. Miss Hwang, have your period started this month?"The doctor asked. 

"No.."I replied while looking down. 

"Ok, not to worry. Let's do a ultrasound check."The doctor said as he usher me to the bed. 

"Don't worry sweetie. I am here."Taeyeon said as he hold my hand. 

"Relax, I am going to apply some gel."The doctor informed. 

I just nodded my head. The gel was cold. I squeezed Taeyeon's hand as I was nervous. Taeyeon was always smiling sweetly at me.

"I don't see anything here."The doctor said and point to the screen.

"Why not try the pregnancy test?"The doctor asked.

"Ok."Taeyeon answered.

"Miss Hwang, take this."The doctor pass me the pregnancy test kit.

"I will help you ok?"Taeyeon asked as he walk me to the toilet.

"Its ok. I can handle it myself."

"Ok, get it done and we wait for the result together."Taeyeon said lovingly.

I went into the toilet and I was curious about how this works. I am sure I am not pregnant anymore. I am sorry Tae.

"Baby, are you done?"Taeyeon asked from the outside.

"Almost."I washed my hands and walk out of the toilet.

"Here."I pass the doctor the test kit.

"I am sorry Miss Hwang. You are not pregnant."The doctor said.

My heart shatter into a million pieces. I know that Taeyeon will be upset. I let you down Tae. Tears were threatening to fall.

"Then what is it that is causing her to vomit?"Taeyeon asked.

I can't be bothered to listen to the doctor's advice anymore.

"Maybe she ate something that her stomach can't take it? Maybe because the food was still raw? Maybe she have a weak stomach? I will prescribe some anti vomiting medicine, make sure she take them and drink plenty of water just incase she does not have enough water in her body."The doctor reasoned out.

 "Ok, thank you doctor."Taeyeon said and walk me out of the room. 

"Baby."Taeyeon called as he hold my hand tight. 

I didn't bother to answer him. I was feeling very sad for Tae. 

"Sweetie."Taeyeon brought me to the chair and he sit beside me. 

"Hmmm?"I asked while looking on the floor. He obviously know that I was sad. 

"Baby, look at me."Taeyeon said as he force me to look at him. 

"Aigoo.. Why are you crying?"Taeyeon asked. 

"Oh no no no..."Taeyeon pull me into his embrace. 

"Tae, I am sorry for disappointing you. I am so sorry.."I cried.

"Sweetheart, don't say that. We can have more time together, isn't that great? I always wish that I can stay with you forever."Taeyeon said while I bury my head in his chest. 

"I am sorry Tae."

"Sshhh... Don't say that anymore. We can try harder after we get marry right? I want to spend more time alone with you, the love of my life."Taeyeon said and gave me a kiss on the forehead. 

Why is it that I can't seem to make Taeyeon happy? Why is it always Taeyeon the one that cheer me up when I am down? I am sorry Tae. We went home after we collect the medicine. Tae was nice to me again, he was always nice. I always daydream and the scene when the doctor announce that I was not pregnant keep replaying in my head. I know that Taeyeon was disappointed but he was always there for me. I give me hugs and kisses every now and then hoping that I could cheer up. 

"Baby, don't think so much."Taeyeon gave me a kiss as he place me on the bed. 

"The more you think, you will get more pressurized. I love my baby no matter what, don't worry okay?"Taeyeon asked. 

"I know you are disappointed. If you are sad, TaeTae is sad too you know? If you are happy, TaeTae is happy too."Taeyeon said.

"Cuddle cuddle okay? Sweetie is brave today, she did a great job."Taeyeon praised me and he hug me tight. The better he treat me, the more I feel like crying. I always disappoint him.. 

"Tae, don't treat me so nice. I don't deserve to be treated like this."

"Why?"Taeyeon asked me as he place a kiss on my cheek.

"You make me feel like crying.."

"Let it out sweetie.."Taeyeon said thoughtfully. 

"It's okay."

"You sure? It is not good to hold back you know."Taeyeon said. 

"Ya, enough of crying." 

I don't wish to worry Taeyeon, maybe I will let it out tonight. 

"Tae, the wedding dress that I designed for the couple is done already. So I have to go to Paris the day after tomorrow."

"Ok, we pack our luggage today."Taeyeon said. 

"I will go cook porridge for you. Take a nap first my dear."Taeyeon gave me a kiss and left the bedroom. 

To be continue..

Hello readers! Author here! 

School have started last week and today is the 4th day of school but I feels like it is the 4th month. :'( I miss my holiday.. 

I am getting busier so I won't have a lot of time, this year is an important year for me though. Next year is my major exam! O.o

Good luck in everything you do! Hope to hear from you all soon! :D