Lay POV

FLASHBACK

"why do i have to come back now!?"

"you have to. you know i only let you go to Seoul because you said you were going to come back and spend some time with your family before..." she stopped and sighed "just come back"

"alright" i said and hung up

So now i have to leave Chanjae, the boys, everything...

~~~~~ in China ~~~~~

"hey!" Luhan yelled in the phone

"how are you man!?" Baekhyun asked "how's China?"

"well, you know... lot of people ... and it's getting hot" i replied

"oh, when you come back we'll have our concert in Indonesia, practice your dance~" Baekhyun said and i sighed

"about that... guys, listen, i don't think..." it was really hard to speak and mostly, hard to break up with them "i don't think i'll come back" i said

"WHAT!?" they all yelled in unison

"YAH! EHANG YIXING! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING!?"

"HOW CAN YOU JUST LEAVE US?"

"WE ONLY DEBUT 6 MONTHS AGO!"

"Yah, don't you think you're too much?" Chanyeol calmly said but it was the one i feared the most "if you leave us, don't even think of coming back" he coldly said.

He is so gonna kill me for leaving Chanjae ...

"i'm getting married here" was all i could say before hanging up. that was my only plan. so that they would hate me and then forget i exist. that was the best i could do. let them hate me...

END OF FLASHBACK

I was lying on my hospital's bed, watching TV. it's been a long time since i'm here but the doctors don't know when i'm going to collapse so they told me it was better to stay in the hospital. i  started to cough blood when a nurse came in with a wheel chair

"time for check up" she said smiling and i sat in the wheel chair.

"Mr Zhang Yixing" a nurse called me

"yes?"

"you'll be transfered to another hospital in 2 months. we don't have enough space to keep you here, but don't worry, you'll have a competent doctor."

"okay" i said

Just when i started to enjoy the new doctor... why do they always have to transfer me in hospitals?

it was the 5th time they transfered me and i was getting sick of it.

Chanjae... it's been 5 years already... are you back yet? did i missed you? did the guys told you i was getting married? are you mad right now? *sigh* i don't know what's better: tell you i'm not married but dying? or letting you hate me for the rest of your life? i don't know...

Your POV

Aish! this boy! can't he just stay quiet?! ... oh, stupid question, of course he can't...

"yah! you! sush!" i put my hand on his mouth, then when he calmed down i released him

"so you guys... are going out?" he asked

"you." Tao stared at him with his killer eyes that always scare me "dare telling this to the others and i'll-"

"i won't!" Baekhyun suddenly said and laughed awkwardly

"woah~ how did you do that..." i whispered, looking in awe at Tao. he really managed to keep Baekhyun quiet?! That was a first!

"your boyfriend is a capable man" Tao smiled and i was shocked to see his eyes changed. they weren't scary at all, but ... smiling. he came toward me again and put his hands on my waist, bringing me closer to him

"i didn't saw anything" Baekhyun said and ran away.

"now where were we.." Tao started to lean and i blushed.

*riing, riing*

my phone rang

"argh!" he groans and i chuckle

"hello? yes, it's me... really! that's great!... thank you so much! ... yes! ... yes... okay! thank you, bye!!" i screamed in joy

"who was it?" he asked me

"when i get my diploma... and become a doctor..." i started, not knowing where to start

"yes~?"

"i already have a job!!!" i yelled, hugging him

"woah~! already!? lucky you!! congrats!!" he said and huged me too "where are you going to work?"

that was the question i was trying to avoid...

"erm..." i released the hug and looked down "China"

"what? ... talk louder~" he said and brought my chin up

"China" i whispered louder

"i really can't hear you, babe~" he teased

"C-China" i said in a normal voice

"..." he didn't move

"oppa?"

"i don't think i understood the last thing..."

"i'm going to work in china" i repeat

"w-when exactly?"

"after my exams, so it's in 2 months..."

"2 months..." he whispered and looked to the floor

"hey~ 2 months are long~ we have a lot of time" i smiled, trying to cheer him up

"yeah" he nodded but still stared at the ground. "why are you going to china~ you won't even understand what they say~" he pouts

"they'll put me in a hospital with korean patients. because there are a lot of korean there and chinese doctors don't understand what they're saying, so they also need me to translate.." i explained

"i'll come back~ and when you'll make concerts in China i'll definately come!" i smiled again, grabbing his arm, and he looked at me

"right." he said but without any feelings

"yah~" i pouted "if you don't want me to come and see you then say so!" i tried to sound sad

"ani ani, you have to come" he said and took my hands "but ... you're leaving" he said and i sighed

"i'm leaving Korea, not you" i said and he immediately smiled

"yah, so that's why you wanted to hear?" i chuckle "i'm not leaving you~" i cooed and he hugged me, squeezed me

"oppa... we still have 2 months..."

now it's 2 last months... it's always better than one last month...