My brother brought me home because i was still in my pajamas and, well, there was a lot of people here and they started to recognize him. when we get home, i didn't move from the car. i just stood there, not looking at anything in particular, and Chanyeol opened the door

"come on" he said. i slowly put one foot outside and the other too, then i heard my little dogs barking and coming at us. i bend to reach them

"hey babies~ how are you~" i tried so sound happy but my shaky voice betrayed me

"annyeong ... Lay..." i said while patting the dog's little head and sighed then went to my room and changed my clothes, then got out again

"where are you going?" Kris asked

"hospital. i forgot something there" i replied and took a taxi.

I entered the hospital and went to Lauren's room. she was playing with a nurse when i came in. I asked if i could be alone with her for a while and the nurse got out.

"hi lauren~ " i sang but she didn't even look at me

"what? are you angry at me?"

"unnie is bad"

i raised an eyebrow

"bad? why? what did unnie do?"

"you left and you didn't even tell me goodbye" she pouted and continued her drawing

"awww~ sorry about that, unnie didn't want to leave without telling you but i had to. and now i'm coming back to tell you goodbye!"

"chincha? you're leaving again?" she asked

"yeah, tonight i will be going to the USA"

"oh, i'll be going to Canada tonight"

"really? why?"

"that's where i live"

"oooh~"

we talked for a long time and i bought her lunch before going to say goodbye to IU and Myungsoo.

"hi guys~!" i hugged them

"you're going tonight, right?" IU looked down

"aawww~don't be sad, we'll still see each other online, right?"

"right" she smiled and we also talked for a long time. after i get home, i cleaned my room and went to the living room. i sighed

This living room... where we laugh, chat, smile, sleep... i can't believe 24hours ago i was sitting on it with him...

~~~~~ at the airport ~~~~~

"bye guys~ i'm gonna miss you~!!!" you hugged everyone and started to cry

"i'm going to miss you too" Sehun said teary

"awww~ the cute little maknae" i

"i'm not cute nor little! i am manly and tal..." he sobbed and i chuckled

"right~"

i hugged my brother one last time

"see you in 5 years" i whispered and he nodded.

"take care and call me as soon as you step outside the plane" he said and i went to the check-in area, then got on the plane.

it was about to take off when i looked outside the window and enjoyed the view of my birthplace.

Korea, i'm going to miss you~

Boys, i'm going to miss you~

Besties, i'm going to miss you~

My babies~ sorry i have to leave already~

Lay ... *sigh* i'll be back soon

~~~~~ In NY, 1 month later ~~~~~

okay, so ... where's my class...? you wandered around the university, looking for your biology class. you were looking at the map the director gave you when you bumped into someone

"oh, sorry~" you lift your head "Oh? ... you..."

"Chanjae?! what are you doing here? I thought you were with your brother in Korea?"

"I ... erm ... well... why..." i really couldn't find any words to say in front of my first crush who was looking at me weirdly, then at my books

"biology? looks like we're in the same class, follow me!" he said and lead me to our class. when we entered, everyone turned their faces to look at me weirdly, like i wasn't in the right classroom

"are you sure it's here?" i asked him and he nodded then sat next to me, and i felt a lot of girls staring at me, but not in a good way... the professor came in and introduced himself, then called the students

"Choi Jin Ri"

a pretty girl smiled "i'm here"

"Jang Hyun Seung"

a tall guy, quite good looking, answered "yes"

"Kim Hyo Jung"

a girl wearing a short skirt and a lot of make up raised her hand "call me Hyorin"

"okay... Kim Hyeon Ah"

a really tall girl answered "yes"

"Kim Jong Hyun"

a dark haired guy who looked like he just woke up raised his hand "here"

"Kwon Ji Yong"

a guy with a weird hairstyle raised his hand "yep" he looked like a bad boy...

"Lee Byunghun"

a blonde guy lifted his hand "here". he looked like he wanted to hit someone or something, well, he looked scary.

something made you feel awkward. everyone in your class looked handsome... everyone.

"Ok Taecyeon"

this time the one who was sitting next to you raised his hand "here"

that was a long time after the professor called the 37 students in the class that the bell rang, meaning there was a 10 minutes break.

My biology class is really weird. it looks like there are gansters and vulgar girls who want to kill me with their stares...!

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It took me 30 mins to make that poster O.O

how was the new chapter!? ^^